Everyone who passed by me said with a sad face, "How did you do in the exam?" I smiled, took out my proud list and looked at the surprised expression on their faces. I am very happy, not to laugh at others, but because my efforts have been undoubtedly affirmed. This time, however, I failed.
I joined the sighing team as a loser for the first time. I seem to fall violently from the blue sky to the endless heavy Yuan Ye.
My sharp armor has become a sharp weapon that stings my flesh and blood. It betrayed me without hesitation, and I could only look at the blue sky of hell sourly.
Score, something I once cherished, you should kill me once and torture my broken heart a little. Every word is no less devastating to me, and even the arrow target can't stand it. Many people comforted me and said, "The eighth place is not bad. You know there are 1000 people in the whole school."
"People can't be perfect. * * * The chairman still scored three out of seven points. "
Perfect, perfect! Perfect? Indeed, this is also good, but I don't want to, I don't want to waste half a year's time, I don't want to exchange those days that could have brought infinite joy to the haze in Wan Li. "Then try harder next time."
Some people say, yes, I didn't correct my mistakes in the exam, but I didn't work hard.
2. Take "Why should I write?" Write a short essay of about 800 words. When I was very young, maybe five or six years old, I knew I wanted to be a writer when I grew up.
Between seventeen and twenty-four, I want to give up this idea, but I know in my heart that it is against my nature to do so. Sooner or later, I will settle down and write. Among the three children, I am in the middle, and the age gap between the two sides is five years. I seldom saw my father before I was eight years old.
For one reason or another, my personality was somewhat unsociable, and I soon developed some unpleasant habits and behaviors, which made me unpopular throughout my student days. I have the habit of making up stories and talking to imaginary characters like an eccentric child. I think from the beginning, my literary ambition was intertwined with the feeling of being ignored and ignored.
I know that I have the ability to speak and deal with unpleasant events. I think this has created a unique private world for me, and all the setbacks I encounter in my daily life can be compensated here. However, all the serious or really similar works I wrote throughout my childhood and adolescence add up to no more than five or six pages.
When I was four or five years old, I wrote my first poem and my mother recorded it. I almost forgot all about it, except that it was about a tiger with teeth like a chair, but I think this unqualified poem was copied from Black's Tiger, Tiger.
At the age of eleven, the war broke out1914-1918. I wrote a patriotic poem and published it in the local newspaper. Two years later, another poem mourning the death of Count Cacina was published in the local newspaper. When I grew up, I wrote some lame, often semi-finished Georgian-style "nature poems" from time to time.
I also tried to write short stories, but they all failed, hardly worth mentioning. This is all the works I actually wrote with a pen in those ideal years.
However, in a sense, during this period, I did participate in activities related to literature. First of all, I can write them easily, but they don't bring me much fun.
In addition to singing hymns for the school, I also wrote some half-joking limerick with coping nature, which can be written at an amazing speed today. For example, when I was fourteen, it took me about a week to write a complete poetic drama, which rhymed after aristophanes's style.
I also took part in the editing of the school magazine. It was all ridiculous things, including Yin Gao and manuscripts. I spent as much energy on them as the most valuable news I wrote today.
At the same time, for about fifteen years, I was still engaged in a completely different writing practice: I made up a continuous "story" with myself as the protagonist, a diary that only existed in my heart. I believe this is a habit that many people had when they were young.
When I was very young, I often fantasized that I was Robin Hood or something, that I was a hero in adventure stories, but soon my "story" was no longer the nature of this explicit pleasure, but more and more became an objective description of what I did and saw. Sometimes a sentence like this will be typed in my mind for several minutes: "He pushed open the door and entered the room.
A ray of pale yellow sunlight shines obliquely on the table through the curtain, and there is an open box of matches on the table next to the ink bottle. He put his right hand in his pocket and went to the window.
There is a brown cat chasing a fallen leaf in the street and so on. This habit lasted until I was twenty-five, in those years when I was away from literary activities.
I really tried my best to find the right words. It seems that driven by some external force, I am almost unconsciously doing this exercise of describing the scenery. As you can imagine, this kind of exercise must reflect the styles of different writers in different times that I admire, but as far as I remember, it has always maintained a quite rigorous description.
When I was about sixteen years old, I suddenly discovered the fun of words themselves, that is, by virtue of their sounds and associations. There are two poems in Paradise Lost: So he works hard, and he works hard to move forward. In my opinion, this poem is not so impactful today, but it made me tremble at that time.
As for the meaning of describing the scenery, I have fully understood it. So, if I wanted to write a book at that time, I could imagine what the book I wanted to write would look like.
I am going to write a large-scale naturalistic novel with a tragic ending, which is full of detailed descriptions and obvious metaphors, full of gorgeous words, half of which are used to form syllables. In fact, my first complete novel "Myanmar Years" is such a novel. I wrote it at the age of 30, but I had conceived it for a long time before I started writing.
The reason why I provide these background introductions is because I believe that it is impossible to estimate a writer's motives without understanding his history and mentality. His subject matter is determined by his time, but before he started writing, he had formed an emotional attitude that he could never surpass and break free from in the future.
Undoubtedly, it is the writer's responsibility to improve his self-cultivation, avoid rashly starting work at an immature stage and avoid falling into an abnormal psychological state; But if he gets rid of the influence of his early years completely, he will kill his impulse to write. Besides writing as a means of making a living, I want to write, at least prose writing, for four reasons.
In every writer, they vary from person to person, and in any writer, the proportion will vary from time to time, depending on his environment and atmosphere. These four motivations are: 1. The desire for self-expression.
I hope people think they are smart, want to be the focus of people's talk, want people to remember you after death, and want to export their anger to adults who despised you in your childhood. If this is not a motive, and it is not a strong motive, it is completely self-deception.
Writers, scientists, politicians, artists, lawyers, soldiers, successful businessmen-in short, all the elites of mankind-almost all have this feature, and they are vast.
3. Write an 800-word composition on the topic of "Ask yourself why". Life is a short journey. There are so many scenery along the way that we can't appreciate them one by one, and we can't capture those beautiful things. We don't need to care too much about what other people think. It is enough for us to have a clear conscience about ourselves. When I die, I can sincerely say to myself, "I deserve you." That's enough.
From the joy when we were born to the sadness when we left, we were young and ignorant, frivolous and foolish ... we made too many mistakes and could not make up for them one by one. Teachers and parents are just passers-by in life. Knowing each other, knowing each other and leaving each other is just a light description of five-color life. We don't need to restrain ourselves from being worthy of them, not doing what we want to do, sorry for ourselves, and ultimately sorry for those who love us. A person, too considerate of others, living in other people's world, that's too tired. We only do what we like and want to do. We don't have to listen to our parents and teachers. We live for ourselves, even if we are wrong again, I have no regrets.
If life is always bound by various rules and becomes what others imagine. Then there will never be "one hundred people, * * *" enough. That's just the metaplasia of people's ideas, and it's a puppet of a complex society.
There should be no "sorry" in everyone's life dictionary. Wrong is wrong, and nothing can make up for it. So why bother? No one can take care of everyone's feelings, so don't care. For those who love themselves, we live well and deserve them; For those who don't love themselves, why should our feelings be so rampant?
"I am worthy of myself, I am worthy of everyone." People who love me always want me to do this. I have a clear conscience about myself and the world. Being worthy of ourselves is the simplest and best way for us to repay the world!
4. Why do you want to write a composition? The advantages of writing a composition.
1. Writing a composition requires thinking and thinking to cultivate children's thinking ability. Give you a composition topic, and you need to organize the materials according to the composition topic. This also exercises the children's organizational ability.
Writing a composition can exercise children's reading ability and analytical ability. To sort out the collected data, you must read them. If you don't look at it, you won't know whether the material is suitable or not. It's a little late to write a composition, so I need to look for more information. Therefore, children's reading ability is cultivated. This is also the advantage of writing for children.
Writing a composition can broaden children's horizons, let children expand their imagination and association, and then write it down. This will cultivate children's expanding thinking.
4. Cultivate children's language expression ability, which can better organize speech.
There are many more. In short, writing a composition has many benefits for children, so parents must cultivate their children's interest in writing. Give children a good future.
The topic is, don't ask my mother why she gave me two cakes.
I left one quietly.
Don't ask why.
Dad, I put on my cotton-padded clothes.
I didn't break it.
Don't ask why.
My sister gave me a musical,
I chose the most beautiful page.
At night, I put them by the bed and let my dreams fly out of my bed.
Don't ask why.
I'm going to give her cake,
Give her clothes to keep out the wind and rain,
Sing that wonderful song together.
Do you want to know who it is?
Ask Grandpa Andersen-
She is a little match girl.
6. Ask for a composition, topic: Why did I go to high school, 800 words, online, etc. Why should I go to high school in a hurry?
If I asked you why you went to high school, what would you say? Will you stare blankly for a moment, and then look at me doubtfully: it is natural to go to high school after junior high school. Why?
Now, I want to tell you why I went to high school.
First of all, I won my father's breath. I wasted three years in junior high school. Sneaking in class, playing freely after class, knowing almost nothing about homework. Like many ignorant children, I didn't think there was anything wrong with such a study and life until one day, my father told me seriously: "Son, fight for my breath!" " "It turned out that dad went to a parent-teacher conference and asked,' Teacher, how is my child? "The teacher frowned and said coldly," your child? There is no hope! " Then I ignored my dad and turned to smile at another parent. Now, I still clearly remember my father's sad and helpless expression when he said this. I dare not say that this sentence has changed my life, but I am sure that this sentence is like a heavy hammer, which has shaken my rusty soul for a long time. At that moment, I told myself: I want to go to high school, and I want to go to the best high school in the county.
Secondly, I want to prove my ability. When I really settled down to look at myself, I realized what a stupid and ignorant role I had played before. I know my true image in the eyes of others. For a long time, what has fallen behind me is the mocking eyes of my classmates, the disappointed eyes of teachers and the pitying eyes of adults. They not only pity me for discriminating against me, but even pity my parents! I want to prove myself, I want to impress my classmates, I want to shock my teachers, I want to bring pride, glory and happiness to my parents. The most realistic and direct way is to go to high school, which is a "red school" where only the best students can enter-County No.1 Middle School.
Of course, high school is also for the life I yearn for. I am a rural child. Although I wrote articles and poems praising the countryside and recalling my wonderful childhood, I was tired of the countryside at that time: messy courtyards and streets, mosquitoes and flies flying around; No matter the heat and rain, there is always farm work that never stops in the field; Working at sunrise and resting at sunset is a monotonous black and white life. I yearn for high-rise buildings, neon lights, leisure and romance ... going to high school and taking the college entrance examination is a real road to the city, a fair road that doesn't care about seniority, and the most capable people are preferred. If I want to go to high school, I must think of an ideal road that really belongs to me.
Maybe I don't have any lofty ideals, but it is these simple and clear ideas that have strengthened my belief in going to high school. Junior high school resumed classes in people's ridicule and contempt, bowed their heads and studied hard in people's ridicule and contempt, and then was admitted to County No.1 Middle School in people's surprise and doubt. Three years after high school, these thoughts still hang in my mind like a sword shining with cold light, warning me to be meticulous in any detail, to be modest in front of anyone and to walk forward in any setbacks.
I dare not think that without these three simple and clear ideas, I would still be where I am today. Over the years, from many of my students, I clearly see that different people have different explanations for why they want to go to high school, and it is these differences that make their high school life show different colors, some are blue and clear, and some are overcast; At the foot is the same road, some people strut, some people hesitate and stumble.
Dear classmates, I don't know why you go to high school, but I want to tell you that you must give yourself a clear reason. This reason may not be lofty or too big, but it must be true. This real reason will make you firm and persistent, make your high school life full and happy, and make your life wider and wider.
7. Grasp the crux of the problem and solve it. A composition entitled 1 Mr. Ba Jin has left us. He once said that there are three kinds of pains in his later years: First, why not use a pen? Second, relatives left him one by one, and third, life lost the meaning of dedication.
Please write an article of no less than 800 words on the topic of "Pain". Tip: No one wants to taste pain, but there are many pains in the world, and everyone is inevitable.
Ba Jin's pain embodies his noble personality. A person's whole soul can probably be seen from the pain he has suffered.
In today's society where many people pursue pleasure and enjoyment, we should recognize and admire Ba Jin's greatness, sublimity and profound pain and see its positive effects on talent growth and career success. In a sense, we should thank the pain and turn it into motivation, wealth and happiness. 2. Flowers and trees can be seen, but not in spring; Dowry wedding is visible, but love is invisible; Thesis diploma can be read, but the level can't be seen ... Please write a composition with the topic of "visible and invisible", no less than 800 words.
Tip: There is an internal relationship between them. Visible is the form of existence, and invisible is the connotation of visible. Seeing needs eyes, but seeing needs thoughts. What is visible is indispensable, and what is invisible is more important, but people often pay attention to what is visible and ignore what is invisible. For example, they care about phenomena but fail to grasp the essence of things, and pay attention to matter and ignore spirit. The former leads to superficial understanding, while the latter breeds social abuses.
This topic is close to the reality of life and easy to choose materials. However, to prevent the phenomenon of listing and piling up materials, the key is to look deeper, and the discussion should be speculative and targeted. For example, the reasons for "invisibility" can be deeply analyzed, including the complexity of objective phenomena and the limitations of subjective understanding. (Mao, special teacher of Qibao Middle School) 1. Life is a piece of paper. Pick up a pen and you can draw a colorful picture.
Life is a song, and the joys and sorrows of the world, joys and sorrows, can be composed of magnificent or sad movements. Please write an article on the topic of "life" and talk about your experience and understanding of life.
You must have a lot to say about reading. Please write an article on the topic of "Me and the Book" and talk about your thoughts, opinions, experiences and understandings based on your own reading experience.
For example, the book grew with me, the days when I walked with the book, the book taught me the truth of being a man, and the book inspired me to create. 3. The expansion of university enrollment, a stone stirs up a thousand waves, or praise or depreciation, there are different opinions.
Please write a composition from your own point of view around the advantages and disadvantages of college enrollment expansion. Yuan Longping, the "father of hybrid rice" in China, summed up his experience in eight words: knowledge, sweat, inspiration and opportunity.
He explained: knowledge is the foundation; If you want to practice scientific research, you must sweat; Inspiration is the sublimation product of the combination of knowledge, experience and thinking, which often appears in the form of sparks and flashes of thought; Opportunity dotes on a willing heart. Please write a composition from your own point of view.
In real life, many people just secretly rejoice and cheer for their own progress and success, but often show indifference, disdain and jealousy for the success of others ... Please write an article on the topic of "Cheering for others". 6. Write an article on the topic of "facing setbacks" or "learning to accept".
7. We spend too much time in the study cage on weekdays and turn a deaf ear to things outside the window. But if you leave your desk and walk in the countryside, factories and people, you will find that reading these two great books, Nature and Society, is really beneficial.
Please write an article on the topic of "investigation and practice". Please write an article on the topic of "thrift".
9. Confucius was a great thinker, educator and founder of Confucianism. Many viewpoints of Confucius have had a great influence on the psychological quality and moral behavior of the Chinese nation.
Please write an article on the topic of "learning the wisdom of Confucius". 10. Please write an article about "Western China in 2020".
1 1. The traditional mindset will constrain our imagination, but from another angle, we may find something new. Please write a composition on the topic of "changing your eyes".
(Zhou Tao, Senior Teacher of Chongqing Hechuan Middle School) 1. Please write a composition on the topic "I would like to be a green leaf". Recently, many middle school students have participated in various beauty contests, and people have been talking about it. Some people say it is "showing personality" in pursuit of ideals, while others say it is "doing nothing".
Please write an article on the topic of "showing your personality and doing nothing". It is important for everyone to set lofty goals, but not everyone can achieve them. Therefore, many things that happen around us are also worthy of our attention.
Please write an article entitled "Pursuing distant goals and enjoying the beautiful scenery around you". The so-called "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers". Please write an article entitled "Danger and future".
Although we can't change our life, we can change our outlook on life; Although we can't change the environment, we can change our mood. Please write an article on the topic of "changing your mood".
(Tang Junan, No.1 Middle School in Yanling County, Hunan Province) 1. Fallacy is often disguised as truth, and truth is often naked. Because it is correct, it needs no decoration. Please write an article on the topic of "True or False".
It is impossible for one not to make mistakes. "It is human nature to make mistakes." Please write an article on the topic of "My Confessions".
3. Seeing the water boiling in the pot, I cried with joy like a child; Watt saw the water in the pot boiling, but quietly sat down and built a steam engine. Please write an article on the topic of "teaching by example".
4. "There is no shortage of beauty in the world, what is lacking is the eyes that find beauty." This famous saying is familiar to everyone.
Please write an article on the topic of "Discovery and Pursuit". In real life, don't follow blindly. No matter how good other people's lives are, they may not be suitable for you.
In other words, what suits you is the best. Please write an article on the topic of "Good Fit".
6. Everyone is eager for success, but not everyone can succeed. What is the reason? Please write an article on "Success and Conditions". 7. If you think in the right way, it is often easy to solve the problem.
8. "Why should we celebrate festivals?" The most important day in a year is one's birthday, and the most important day in a year is a holiday. Festivals are the days when everyone is together.
Festival is a kind of memorial day, but its connotation is varied. Race, nationality, religion, such as National Day, Christmas, etc. There are certain categories of people, such as women, children and laborers, that is, Women's Day, Children's Day, Mother's Day, Labor Day and so on. There are also festivals closely related to production and life. These festivals have a long history, and a set of holiday customs that people like to see and hear and pass down from generation to generation have long existed. This is a traditional festival. For example, Spring Festival, Lantern Festival, Tomb-Sweeping Day, Dragon Boat Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, Double Ninth Festival and so on. Chinese people make use of and enjoy traditional festivals.
Traditional festivals were formed in the long farming era. In the farming era, there is a close relationship between production and life, between man and nature. In order to appreciate the gift of nature, or celebrate the harvest of hard work, or stimulate the vitality of life, or strengthen the affection between people, after long-term mutual recognition, people gradually determine a day of the year as a festival, and create very complete and strict festivals and customs, such as ceremonies, celebrations, regulations, taboos, and even specific entertainment, decoration and food, so that the festival has evolved into a unique connotation and emotional atmosphere. More importantly, in every traditional festival, people also integrate life ideals, human desires and aesthetic pursuits into the connotation and ceremony of the festival. Therefore, it is the ultimate expression of the world ideal and life ambition of the Chinese nation. It can be said that our tradition-spiritual and cultural tradition is often passed down through annual festivals handed down from generation to generation.
However, since the 20th century, when the whole mankind entered the transition from farming civilization to industrial civilization, the cultural tradition formed in the farming era began to collapse. Especially in China, the festival culture, especially in the city, has been impacted by modern civilization and foreign culture in the process of opening up from closed to open in the past hundred years. At present, people have clearly felt that traditional festivals are drifting away and fading away, and they are worried about this. The weakening of traditional festivals will inevitably lead to the disintegration of the traditional spirit contained in them. However, people did not wait for the tradition to disappear, but actively responded. This fully shows the cultural consciousness of contemporary China people.
In the past five years, with the full-scale rescue project of China folk cultural heritage, the declaration of national intangible cultural heritage list has been carried out one after another; In 2006, the state designated the second Saturday of June every year as "Cultural Heritage Day"; In 2007, the State Council decided to adjust the Spring Festival holiday by one day and make New Year's Eve a legal holiday. At the same time, three important festivals of the Chinese nation-Tomb-Sweeping Day, Dragon Boat Festival and Mid-Autumn Festival are also legal holidays. This important decision shows that the state attaches importance to and respects the traditional cultural life of the public and its inheritance, and it is also a very necessary measure to protect the cultural heritage of festivals.
Not having a holiday will inevitably dissolve the holiday culture directly, and a holiday is the first condition to restore the holiday tradition. But a holiday doesn't mean that a distant holiday will come back to you immediately. Festivals are different from holidays because they have specific cultural contents and forms. Then it is essential to re-examine and restore the traditional holiday customs that have become unfamiliar.
For thousands of years, our ancestors created many beautiful and moving customs for every festival out of their desire for life. This desire is idealized, so the holiday customs are ideal; Desire is emotional, so holiday customs are also emotional; Wishes are beautiful, so holiday customs are also beautiful. People greet the new year with fireworks and firecrackers, frightened and evil; Turning the bright moon in the sky into a sweet moon cake in your hand symbolizes human reunion; In the early spring, when the cold just subsided and everything recovered, we rushed to the wild to clean the cemetery, comfort the dead and express our feelings of remembrance. At the same time, we wore flowers and flowers, went for a spring outing and embraced the mountains and rivers affectionately ... What poetic holiday customs made our generations better comforted and peaceful?
Who says traditional customs are out of date? If we don't understand these customs, we might as well review the traditions. Revisiting the old place is not to imitate the form of the ancients, but to experience the traditional spirit and emotion with your heart.
Of course, customs are constantly changing, but the traditional spirit of our nation is unchanged. This tradition is the unremitting pursuit of a better life, gratitude and awe for nature, and eternal hope for family reunion and human harmony.
This is the theme of our festival. We celebrate this.
9. Write a composition (about 500 words) on the topic of "Why". Why?
Why can't you brush your teeth with tongue coating? Why can animals perceive time? Why? . Why do you want these people to explain, to explain why, and my why, who can explain my why for me! Who can explain to me why!
Why can't you brush your teeth with tongue coating? Why can animals perceive time? Why? . Why do these people have to explain, explain why, and my why, who can explain my why for me! Who can explain to me why!
Why don't my parents understand me? Why doesn't the teacher understand me? Why don't my classmates understand me? Why do my parents misunderstand me? Why did the teacher misunderstand me? Why do my classmates misunderstand me? I don't understand! Teachers often talk about me, parents often scold me, and classmates alienate me. I asked them why. They gave me a vague and scribbled answer, which I can't accept! They say I've changed!
All right! I admit that I have changed! I feel that I have really changed! I became an introverted girl! I became a girl with a thorn in her tongue! I became a rebellious "bad" girl!
Parents' incomprehension, teachers' incomprehension and classmates' incomprehension made me an introverted girl! I gradually locked myself in a closed room. I wandered in that room, wandering. .. my heart is full of fear! I'm so scared, so scared. I curled up in the corner of that room, where I slowly digested the secrets I dared not tell, whether they were sour, sweet, bitter or spicy! I savor it myself! Dare not tell anyone! I am in pain! Faced with the incomprehension of parents, teachers and classmates, I am so helpless! Why didn't anyone help me when I was afraid of hesitation? Let me out of fear and hesitation?
Parents' incomprehension, teachers' incomprehension and classmates' incomprehension have turned me into a girl with thorns on her tongue! I am like a cactus, arm yourself! Let others not see my inner weakness. I don't want others to see me cry! I want others to see my smile! I don't want others to see my fragile side! I want others to see my strongest side! I am like a hedgehog, as long as I think I can't trust and rely on someone, I will hurt him! Let him stay at a respectful distance from others and dare not approach. Parents, I don't believe it! Teacher, I don't believe it! Classmate, I don't believe it! I only believe in myself! I can't disarm anyone, no one deserves my trust! I won't let anyone near my heart, who will become black and blue! Why am I like this now? Will I change from an outgoing, cheerful and lively girl to an introverted and prickly girl? Why don't I have a friend I can trust? Why have I changed so much?
Parents' incomprehension, teachers' incomprehension and classmates' incomprehension made me a rebellious "bad" girl! I don't know why I am like this! I am sensitive to my parents' nagging! I'm bored! But I am also very helpless! I'm hostile to anyone! Even hostile to society! I never swear! I don't know when I started cursing! I think only in this way can I show my dissatisfaction! I think only in this way can I release my pressure! Maybe my rebellion is just a period? I don't know! I don't know why I am like this! I don't want this either! I feel like I'm struggling. I'm exhausted! I am tired, but I don't want to fall! I don't want to be useless! I don't want to!
Who can tell me why! Who can explain my why! I really want to know why I brought it up!
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