I was a little disappointed when I saw "Memories of Time Past" yesterday. I remember when I fell in love in Grade One, the high school teacher said that we were Juansheng and Zijun, and the ideals and fragility of petty bourgeoisie could not stand the test of life. He said that Zijun kept chickens as pets and later killed them to eat meat. I didn't care what he said at that time.
Lu Xun in junior high school is a little disgusted. However, my neighbors and I like a sentence from "From Herb Garden to San Tan Yin Yue" best: "If you hold down its spine, it will smack, and a smoke will come out from behind ..." This is Mylabris. There was a thin boy sitting in front of him with big eyes and big head. His back is always bent and he often farts. I remember patting his thin and prominent back from time to time and calling his name. I only heard a "poof" and he turned around ... so we named him "Mylabris" and it took three years. I was very good with a girl named Mingyu. She is beautiful, fair-skinned, but with thick hair, so we call her "monkey". Later, she took a history class and studied the history of Soviet literature. She had a brainwave and gave Mylabris a Russian name, "Bansifu Mylabris". She turned angrily and said, "Mingyu's name is Mousmeaux Mousmeaux"!
Later, when I was in high school, I was fascinated by Lu Xun for a while and felt that he was simply the writer I admired most. At that time, I felt very good after reading his articles, especially his psychological description, and I liked his Diary of a Madman best. How could he have described that madman's psychology so truly at that time? Has he experienced it personally? And I think "Crazy" is very good, because I was in a bad mood. Looking at Lu Xun's description, I seem to be seen through. ......
But I still felt that his writing was not good at that time, and he was not as energetic and imposing as many writers. Later, I read his "Tomorrow", in which the description of a single aunt in WU GANG holding a child is psychological and too accurate. Lu Xun must be very careful and sensitive, otherwise it wouldn't be like this.
The structure of mourning for the dead is unique, without any trace of axe chisel, just like a person telling, repenting and wiping tears from time to time in front of him. I just found that Lu Xun's writing style is great. He used to study science. That's how people who study science write articles. He is neither handsome nor romantic, but he is rigorous and accurate. He said that his writing is sharp, and his writing is as neat and accurate as a scalpel. You don't know this Juansheng, but from his words, you can gradually grasp his character, and Zijun in his eyes is also very real. As if they were your next-door neighbors, you witnessed them coming together because of love, heard their chickens chirping with the landlady's chickens, saw their "A Sui" perched, gasping weakly, and were later covered with black cloth by their owners, pushing a heatable adobe sleeping platform that was not too deep ... All this changed, from love to lovelorn.
Lu Xun said that love is life first, and love will be erased without life. I believed what he said, so I wondered if I was like Zijun at the beginning.
Now, I read "Love needs to be renewed from time to time" in my remorse for the past, only to find that I once thought that it would remain intact as long as it was not destroyed. No, if you don't advance, you will retreat. There is no eternity.
Kirkhner said that when people love, they use their brains instead of their hearts. The human mind is too developed, and the true purity of mind has evolved. Sometimes people are using their love, but it is no longer the original selflessness. People give love in order to get it. People long for love, in fact, they long for being loved. So many people lament that they can't find true love, and true love doesn't live in their hearts, because it's not true enough to love.
Lu Xun must know love before he can write Regret for the Past. When he died, he gradually disappeared. Follow your love slowly, selfish people are not just sad.
Regret for the Past is the only love novel of Mr. Lu Xun. The novel is only over 10,000 words, but it vividly describes the whole process of Zijun and Juansheng from falling in love, living together to falling in love. The language is short and powerful, and the ideological content is profound and complicated.
Juansheng and Zijun simply pursue the liberation of personality, love is supreme, and take the road of personal struggle, which eventually leads to tragedy. Although Juansheng's story took place during the May 4th Movement, in that dark society, the issue of love and marriage could not be an independent issue. It seems that the disillusionment of their feelings can also be attributed to the process of social liberation. What about now? The love of 2 1 century was born in a more progressive and free era. They won't experience the social persecution of Juansheng again, and they don't have to worry that "people must live, and love will be beautiful", and they don't have to make the choice of "going to this road of survival" in order to survive like Juansheng, but they must move forward hand in hand, otherwise they will be desperate. However, today's love, because of more freedom, the dream of the previous generation still repeats the story of trickling life, the same love, escape, and finally abandoned the woman who once loved, leaving them to fend for themselves. ...
In the form of Juansheng's Notes, the author reviews the experience from love to disillusionment in this year, and expresses his passionate love, deep sorrow and regret of going to hell with Juansheng's personal feelings.
From Juansheng's description of personality psychology, I really felt the cruelty from love to breakup, and bloody love was buried by Juansheng, who advocated that love must be updated, grown and created from time to time, but eventually left Zijun for survival.
Looking back on Juansheng's attitude towards Zijun's love, we can see the dark side of his contradiction and selfishness. When pursuing Zijun, "I held her hand with tears in my eyes and knelt down on one leg ...". No wonder it later became a compulsory course for Zijun to review, but Juansheng later only regarded it as a shallow and ridiculous movie flash. Such a pure and passionate form of courtship was trampled by Juansheng himself.
Juansheng's impulse, even irresponsible romantic enthusiasm, can only be maintained until Zijun's love becomes a burden of being questioned and tested.
When they were in love, Juan Sheng described it as "the happiest spring of last year", but even when they were so happy, he still felt that he would meet others' exploration, ridicule, obscenity and contempt ... It can be seen that Zijun's happiness did not strengthen his love, and his courage was secretly hidden at an early age. There are few psychological activities described in this article, so we can only learn from them. Especially after her death, all her love for Juansheng became eternal. "Zijun will never come again ... her fate has decided that she will die in the world I gave without true love!" The destruction of this beautiful thing only arouses the readers' tragic consciousness, which may reveal the essence of tragic characters and make me feel sad again.
There are few psychological activities described in this paper, and we can only find her shadow from Juansheng's imagination, but her image is very vivid. Especially after her death, all her love for Juansheng became eternal. "Zijun will never come again ... her fate has decided that she will die in the world I gave without true love!" The destruction of this beautiful thing only arouses readers' tragic consciousness, which may reveal the essence of tragic characters and make me feel sorry for them again.
In a word, Zijun is a tragic figure in Regret for the Past, and her blindness and naivety in love laid her tragic color from the beginning. Juansheng's Love Without Love is written in the form of confession, but does Juansheng really feel that he is wrong? "I can't remember how I expressed my pure and passionate love to her at that time. But now, afterwards, it's blurred. Looking back at night, there are some broken films left. Living together for a month or two, even these fragments have become an untraceable dream ... "What kind of confession is this or Juansheng can't even find the shadow of nostalgia for this feeling? If Zijun hadn't died, would this relationship come back as Juansheng prayed now?
The love tragedy between Juansheng and Zijun shows us more details of love. But unlike people who have been poor together, there are different views on who is wrong in this world. I hope mourning can bring us more thoughts about love! "This also played a catalytic role, deepening and accelerating the process of her tragedy. But what we should learn from is that we can't lose our personality like Zijun, nor can we be as aggressive as Juansheng. Still an old saying goes: Don't walk into Lop Nur if there is not enough water. Since two people decide to love each other, they should support each other and make progress together. Even if the end is mutually assured destruction, they should live with love.