I accidentally saw this poem on the Internet, and I burst into tears unconsciously. Yes, the vigorous 2008 postgraduate entrance examination has just passed, and the 2009 postgraduate entrance examination has started again. Originally, I wanted to wait until the score came down before writing something, but I was afraid that I would forget the years when my passion burned after a long time. I've been working hard for a whole year, and I have too much to say. I have a blood and tears account for the postgraduate entrance examination and share it with all my brothers and sisters.

First, why do you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?

Everyone who takes the postgraduate entrance examination has his own reasons. For what? Some people avoid employment, some people go with the flow, some people challenge themselves ... when it comes to my postgraduate entrance examination, it is for my beautiful dream. I like Peking University since I was a child. When I was admitted to a regional key high school, this dream occupied my mind more and more strongly: I must go to the most beautiful school in the country. Three years have passed since the storm. Who knew that fate had played a joke on me? I caught a cold in the rain a few days before the college entrance examination and burned for more than ten days. If you don't play well in the examination room, you can only go to a second-rate rotten school.

The first three years of undergraduate education were just wandering around. Suddenly I feel that I have wasted three years and feel that my future is bleak. Probably China people love face, so they like famous brands. In addition, in real life, the society attaches great importance to the famous brand effect, and the status differences are tangible and intangible. It is good to say that everything is the same, and the key is to rely on yourself, but few people recognize it. No matter what people talk about, they are helpless when looking for a job, and discrimination exists. The gap between prestigious schools and non-prestigious schools is obvious. For me, my relatives and friends always ask: Where do you go to school? I said: x is big. They said, "X is big ... that's quite self-esteem. I can't get angry. You are a big X, and you didn't get into a famous university in the college entrance examination. Hey.-That's how society works. But if it is a prestigious school, it will be different. It is the opposite result. Otherwise, people always give names to students of national key universities and 2 1 1 engineering universities. Students are vulnerable groups, which is obviously unfair. What's the use? Generally speaking, no matter how well students in third-rate schools learn, they will not recognize you when recruiting people, and they prefer students from key universities. The hard indicator card is there, and I won't even give you an interview. Why are all the top schools crowded? China people just pay attention to the famous brand effect. Who let you go to this third-rate university?

In the summer vacation of 2005, I went to Beijing to visit a friend. Go to visit Yuanmingyuan when you have nothing to do. After swimming in Yuanmingyuan, it is evening. I was about to go back when my friend suddenly said that Peking University was nearby. Do you want to see it?

Peking University? My heart suddenly beats inexplicably.

Walk into Peking University, cross the winding path, and you will reach the unnamed lake, which was only seen in pictures before. At that time, it was evening, the sun was setting, the calm green lake, the ancient pagoda standing quietly, and the faint rosy clouds on the horizon dotted with the surrounding green trees became moving scrolls. Oh, this is the Peking University that many teenagers dream of!

In a flash, my childhood dream suddenly came back to me: I want to go to Peking University!

To enter Peking University, the reason for taking the LLM is that it is relatively fair and the best way to enter a prestigious school. If you go to a school like Peking University, it will be difficult to get into other majors without taking a master's degree in law. My friends were all surprised when I heard that I was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination. They won't believe that people from such a poor school can be admitted to graduate school, let alone Peking University. I personally heard a girl say, "Is he still taking the postgraduate entrance examination?" They laughed in surprise when they heard that I was going to be admitted to Peking University. No one will believe that I can pass the exam, thinking that I am just having fun. But my friends who really know me are always very supportive, and I really appreciate them. And those people don't even have the courage to take the postgraduate entrance examination (very self-aware). I encouraged many people to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but they said: I failed. Honey, I haven't taken the exam yet, and I haven't even reviewed. I told you I couldn't pass the exam. I really know myself. I like this sentence very much: how do you know until you try? Don't give up anything easily, just try boldly. Those people surrendered before the battle, and they didn't even have the courage to go to war. These people are my classmates? It's really sad, I don't want such a classmate! My friend should be motivated. All negative people get out! The review was carried out intermittently. There was a class last semester in senior three, and the teacher called the roll without mercy. I still have many courses to retake. The pressure is really great. Four final exams and four retakes make me breathless. The debts owed by the university should be paid off this semester, not put off until next semester, otherwise graduation will be affected. This greatly delayed the review of postgraduate entrance examination. One week before the end of the exam, I closed my door in an empty dormitory for a week. However, the time was short, and finally I lost. The first postgraduate entrance examination failed.

It's time for graduation, thesis defense, wearing a bachelor's uniform, taking pictures ... four years of college are over. I didn't leave a trace, or this school is not worth leaving a trace at all. The brothers who usually call each other brothers go their separate ways. My classmates fled like birds and beasts, running for a living. And me, where am I going? What should I do?

After graduation, I came to the west with melancholy, so-called "supporting the west." When I came to the west, I found it was a place to kill my life. Boring office life, drinking tea and reading newspapers every day to kill time. I finally understand why Lin Zexu was sent here by Daoguang from the beginning: whether you are a dragon or a tiger, you will one day wear out the passion of your life! ! ! Is this the life I pursue? I keep asking myself.

The desire to change reality made me choose Peking University again. There are still four months before the postgraduate entrance examination. I booked myself three rounds of review plans to find out the shortcomings of the last time and focus on tackling key problems. Every time I overfulfilled my task, I thought it was for fun and learning. This time I will study hard and see my real strength. In order to review, I put my books in the office and read them secretly during working hours. The leader is coming, cover it with newspaper quickly. Even so, it was discovered by the leaders, and it was inevitable to be scolded by the leaders: doing nothing! ! !

Doing nothing? I scoff at this. I want to pursue my dream. Leadership criticism is nothing, and death can't make me bow!

Gradually alienated from my colleagues, and even others looked at me with strange eyes. Forget it, admit it, give up all the trivial things in the world, who made you choose this hard road, and no one forced you. Later, I simply put everything down and called in sick to go out to review. I even thought about quitting my job to review, but that would block all my future paths and bring me too much pressure.

80% of my salary was deducted during my leave for graduate school. Live on the living expenses around 5 yuan every day. That condition is really hard, but the most unbearable thing is loneliness, which is a compulsory course for postgraduate students. The competition between Fa Shuo and Fa Shuo is cruel, and 120 is too naive. Study for more than ten hours every day, step by step, and even forget to be tired. Fortunately, I met a brother who applied for Capital Normal University during the postgraduate entrance examination. When he is lonely, when he encounters depression and pain, he can talk to each other and comfort each other. Now that I think about it, it should be the most unforgettable memory of my life. I still keep in close contact with this brother, although it is separated from Wan Li.

When I signed up, I saw competitors from all over the world, and the crowd in the remedial class was dark ... There was only one sentence in my heart: strive for dignity, you can only win but not lose!

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Time flies, 65438+ 10 month 10, 10 days before the exam. It was sunny in Zhengzhou, so I went out to play basketball for a while in the evening. I only have peace in my heart, thinking that nothing will happen this time. I slept at night and got up the next morning, feeling groggy. Take your temperature. Oh, my God, the fever is 38 degrees. I suddenly panicked. Do I have to repeat the nightmare of the college entrance examination again? I quickly adjusted my mind and thought: it's just a cold. It will definitely be cured within three days, and it must not affect the mentality.

So I quickly hung up the garter st for treatment. Two days passed, but the temperature did not drop. The doctor said that the flu was very serious this year. It is said that Beijing has contracted the flu, and some colds can last for half a month.

Now I'm really in a panic, asking the doctor to cure the disease within a week anyway. A week passed quickly. Not only did the temperature not drop, but my ears began to hum. I feel like I'm about to collapse. When I went to the Chinese medicine clinic, an old Chinese doctor said it was kidney deficiency, so I went to have a test! I quickly went to the Chinese medicine hospital to get a big bag of Chinese medicine, and after drinking it, I vomited and diarrhea. It feels so painful. But by 18, the condition was still not getting better, my brain was dizzy and my ears were barking. Is this year over again? Am I doomed to fail the exam? At that moment, I had the idea of giving up.

19, the condition is getting worse and worse, and the infusion is useless. I'm completely devastated.

I called home and said I didn't want to take the exam. When my mother heard that I was ill, she said decisively that it was up to you to decide whether to take the exam or not. Your health is very important.

My heart was suddenly empty, and I suddenly looked at the exam very lightly. Everything is destiny takes a hand.

I sat in the rented house and looked coldly at the winter outside the window. Now, if you have a fever, you should. Try your best to take the exam and try your best not to regret it.

In the examination room, my brain was dizzy, the temperature didn't drop, but my mind was surprisingly calm, and my savings for one year were all blown away in those unforgettable two days.

After the exam, I didn't expect to feel good, but I finally played normally. ...

Then it's Chinese New Year, rest and go back to work. ...

On the evening of February 20th, I accidentally saw the answer on the Internet. When I opened the webpage with trembling hands and saw the answer, I felt happy. I can't help cheering: 380 should be fine. Although it is not very high, the second interview should be more than enough.

Having written so much by feeling, let's calm down. Let me talk about my personal experience, hoping to help my colleagues:

I. Summary

1. My biggest experience in taking the Master of Law exam is that time is not the first factor, but the method and efficiency are the most important. If your method is correct and efficient enough, it is not a myth to prepare for the master of law for half a year. A friend of mine only prepared for four months, that is, to pass the exam. Therefore, we must first psychologically break the myth that Fa Shuo is the most difficult to test. Build up a strong self-confidence and you will be half successful.

2. Health is the capital of revolution. Don't forget to take time to exercise when reviewing intensively. Dude, that's where I suffer. Being locked in the room for a long time made me weak and my resistance decreased. If you don't pay attention, you will get sick, which will affect your review and your mentality.

3. Use the method of combining understanding and memory. Since 2002, the content of the examination for Master of Laws has changed from memorization to the combination of comprehension and memorization. Therefore, memory is the basis of understanding, understanding is the purpose of memory, and memory is for understanding. We should balance their positions. If you recite blindly, you won't get high marks at most and pass. The emergence of new questions in the current master of laws exam is to eliminate candidates who are dead. So it's best to listen to the recording of last year's remedial class and deepen your understanding of the teaching materials.

4. Know what the latest questions are and adapt to the changes in the purpose of the exam. Since 2002, great changes have taken place in the types of examination questions, and this new type of examination questions should be maintained for at least a few years. You must be clear about the exam questions in each course, so that you can read according to the questions when reading, and the effect is better. At the same time, if you have time and computer skills, you can also summarize yourself. According to the latest problems, the effect will be better. Last year, I summarized nearly 200,000 words of notes according to the latest questions. What makes me happy is that during the exam, I met many problems that are the same or similar to those I summarized, and I felt very relaxed during the exam.

5. adjust your mentality. Have a good attitude Don't be nervous, there's no need. And it is necessary to combine work and rest. You can't keep reading. When you are tired of reading, you can surf the Internet, make topics, make friends and relax yourself. The effect is better. It's true that sharpening a knife is not a mistake. The mentality of postgraduate entrance examination is complex, and the biggest feature is the alternation of success and failure. It is normal to be confident for a while and depressed for a while. Most importantly, when you are depressed, don't give up easily, so you are not far from success.