My friend, I hope you can read this diary calmly as a bystander.
If there is an afterlife, you should be 18 years old.
It is June again. Every time I arrive at this time, no matter how busy I am or what I am doing, I always want to write something to you. I still remember, from the very beginning "Beyond the Legend" to "Chasing the Pony Soul 15", from "Yi Bian Chi 16" after the college entrance examination to "Commemorating Jiaju 17", and then to "Walking with you for the rest of my life18" at this time ...2008.00000000000001
Once upon a time, our youth and dreams were confirmed in BEYOND's songs. Once upon a time, we were confused and hesitated, but we still adhered to our original ideals, just because we adhered to the vast sky in our hearts.
It has been at least ten years since I first came into contact with Bianca's song "Days of Our Lives" in the third grade of primary school. "After a lifetime of hesitation, self-confidence can change the future. Who can do it?" Accompanied by desolate and intense music, a person's lonely life is presented to us. When a person is persistent in the cold wind and rain, the pressure he faces and the flame that can't be extinguished in his heart ... Someone once showed him the lyrics of this song: "Today, only the disabled can meet the days of our lives, and the wind and rain are tight and free." He shed tears and went to prison.
Looking back, look at this song again, standing at the height of mankind, praising freedom and peace. Listening to Armani, I know that I have woven thousands of hearts, farmers, attacking social injustice and expressing sympathy for those poor people who have suffered from war. Ka-ju, you have worked hard in the entertainment circle for 10 years, and your property after death is only 10 million Hong Kong dollars. You are really a group of poor people, because I know that you have dedicated your love to South Africa, which was most needed at that time. ...
I began to like listening to the song "I really love you" in junior high school. Until now, I have been thinking that maybe only Ka Kui's songs can make me so obsessed. Unfortunately, until today, no one's music in this world can make my heart tremble, and it will never happen again! ! ! "Spring breeze and rain have warmed my heart, and I care about my life beyond words", which shows a mother's efforts and selfless love for her children to the fullest. "I can't explain how to repay my kindness. My love is infinite. Please allow me to say that I really love you. " This great maternal love is directly expressed as "How can I repay it?" I don't know how many wandering hearts have been warmed. I often play this song on my mother's birthday, although I know she may not understand the meaning of the lyrics. During the Spring Festival, I said to my mother: One of my classmates gave you a rabbit. As a result, my mother smiled and said, is it from my future wife? It amused our whole family. This kind of atmosphere was accompanied by the melody of "I really love you" at that time, and it felt so warm at home. ...
When I was in high school, I had a deeper understanding of Ka Kui and Bi An's courses: I was amazed at his talent; I admire his honesty and frankness; I sympathize with his sinful way; His smile, I miss ... often complains why God is so unfair to Ka Kui? Ka kui once said frankly: I want to lead the world to create truth again; Ka kui once believed: our nation has experienced storms; Ka kui is angry: there is no music scene in Hong Kong, only entertainment circle ... Ka kui is not just talking, he is a giant in action, but unfortunately, he is jealous of talents!
Watch BEYOND's concert, appreciate their exquisite guitar products, and especially like Ka Kui's smile. He always loves to laugh, so naive, as if this innocent smile can bury BEYOND's bitterness. He carried the one crying under the stage, and then told us, man, be strong! Just like the song "Fate is Your Home": You are an indomitable person by nature. There are too many traces of hard work in your warm smile. Even if he is injured today, he won't feel it. How can there be a compromise?
In the third year of senior high school, I wrote "5. 12" and "199 1.6.30" in a math exam, and was finally scolded by the teacher in front of the whole class. At the New Year's Day party, I personally thought that "No More Hesitation" was badly sung. I have been listening to Broad Sky since I came back. In the second diagnostic exam, I naturally wrote "amani" on the English composition word "animal". As long as Transcendence appears in gestalt or reading, I will choose it without hesitation; When passing by the store, as long as I hear their songs, I will definitely stay there for a few more minutes. ...
Tayu Lo once said: There are no real musicians in Hongkong, except Ka Kui Wong. There is also a saying in Hong Kong: There is no rock in Hong Kong, only transcendence. If people know how to cherish the departure of Ka Kui, then I would rather not be influenced by BEYOND. I just want Ka Kui to come back to life and continue the revolution, even if I have to live 20 years less. Because-you use your life to explain what is important, what is never giving up, what is simple and plain, and what is willing to pay. You once said: Life lies not in what you get, but in what you do.
I wrote all the logs on QQ, and I never reproduced them, just like your music stuck to the original way. Maybe one day, I may not write about you, because-your spirit has already been integrated into my heart, and the words are so pale! You let me know that music is not used for much entertainment, but also has a mission, that is, to appreciate and reflect on some phenomena. You are not a singer, but a musician. You made me realize the essential difference between songs and music. You are not my idol, but my mentor. You taught me not to care too much about personal gain and loss and the pursuit of fame and fortune.
The following is an excerpt from what Ka Kui said to fans at the Hong Kong Red Pavilion 20 years ago:
"Everyone will feel very strange. Usually, there are some special guests at the concert. We BEYOND have no face to invite special guests, but we are so happy that we have found many very special guests. Our special guest tonight is the audience of Hung Hom Gymnasium. " "We BEYOND have experienced many things in the past few years. We have changed since we didn't have a chance. We have unhappy things and happy things, but it doesn't matter. We BEYOND will hold the band until my fingers can't play. We have always adhered to our previous band beliefs. I hope you can agree with our ideas ... "
Before dying, the last thing you said to your brother Huang was: I may not be able to play, so I'll give you this guitar ... Ka Kui, when you died, you were still thinking about your guitar and your unfinished musical ideal. Look at the current Chinese music scene, and then look at the materialistic business world. Will it hurt you in the sky?
Ka kui has been away from us for 18 years. As an ordinary loyal fan, I just want to accompany you for a lifetime. I want to say a few words to BEYOND fans like me:
Meet thousands of miles away,
Could it be drinking * * *,
Empty glass, pour another glass of wine,
It's a good idea to offer wine to Jia Kui.
Well, that's it. It is time for me to pursue what I should pursue. Open your eyes, don't hesitate, let's go!