He didn't live in my dormitory at first, but later he moved in because he had a big fight with his roommate, David Gong. In fact, this is not the first time they have quarreled. The first time I heard them quarreling was one night, about twelve o'clock in the evening. I heard loudly scold David Gong, "Why are you so shameless? I'm going to rip your face off. " It's too loud. It's all Cao Mo's voice.

The quarrel didn't last long. I didn't know them well, so I didn't go to the dormitory next door. The next day, Cao Mo wrote something on his qq signature, such as "Die pervert, die". After this incident, Cao Mo left me a bad impression: I thought he was bullying Gong Dawei.

Gong David is from Shandong. He is tall and burly, but he has a good temper. He speaks softly with some gestures. I didn't remember Cao Mo at first. He is a tall and thin young man with clear pronunciation and mellow voice. He studied broadcasting before.

Being insensitive to the things around him belongs to the type of hindsight. One day, my senior asked me if David Gong had washed Cao Mo's clothes. I didn't even think about it, did I I didn't even think about her intention to ask this question. I just replied. But then I noticed that the two of them often washed clothes together, squeezed water with each other and ate and went shopping together, but I still didn't feel any difference until noon that day.

Around noon that day, a more intense quarrel broke out in the dormitory next door. I heard Cao Mo's almost growling voice: "If you want to be shameless, you are shameless, you are a dead pervert, I'm going to call the police ..." David Gong's voice was much smaller and had no momentum. I only heard him say "I didn't do it", and he seemed to beg in that harsh voice.

The whole building heard the quarrel, and some people complained, "At noon, people are not allowed to sleep." They quarreled for a long time. Cao Mo kept cursing David Gong, sometimes calmed down, and then scolded him again. Gong David answered from time to time, and immediately set off a new round of bombing, like an angry lion.

Yan San's roommate said, go and see. Don't let anything happen.

After I went there, I saw Cao Mo standing in front of David Gong's desk, and I was very angry. David Gong sat in front of the computer and looked at the screen.

"Don't you dare say you didn't do it," Cao Mo said, pointing his finger at his eyes.

"I didn't succeed. Whoever eats it will give you a message, "said David Gong.

I don't know what they are talking about. I told them to calm down. Cao Mo pulled me to his computer. "Find it yourself."

I leaned over and saw a dozen Friend Request pop up in his qq dialog box, all of them men.

"He posted my information on the gay dating website and posted my photo and home address." He said angrily and pointed it out to me. I saw his photo, address, name, all the real information.

"Who else but him would do such a thing? This photo was taken by me with my mobile phone and stored on my computer desktop. "

"I didn't do it anyway," David Gong denied.

"Did I send it to a place like this, you pervert?" Cao Mo was furious and wanted to go up and slap him.

I was afraid that their contradiction would escalate, so I called David Gong to my dormitory. "I'm not going" may be because I'm afraid I know too much. "You go," he said.

I can't say anything. I'm out.

2

Gay, this is the first time I've felt this word so close. Gong is gay? He used Cao Mo's identity information to make friends on gay websites? I began to think of their behavior, and vaguely felt that what Cao Mo said might be true.

Back in the dormitory, I felt a little uneasy. Although I often hear the word homosexuality, I never thought it would happen to me.

They didn't talk to each other for a long time after the quarrel. One night, I went to eat in the canteen and met Cao Mo. He went with me. That was the first time we went to dinner together. He told me that Gong was gay and a pervert. I don't know why he suddenly told me this. Although I guessed a little, I was still a little shocked to hear him say it himself. I said he looked normal on the surface, except for a little sissy. "He looks honest."

"Honest fart, you don't know how many nasty things he did behind his back. He likes to rummage through other people's things, and he also adds my classmate qq to harass people and ask them if they are gay. Do you think this kind of person is abnormal? "

I don't know how to answer. I said I don't discriminate against homosexuals, so don't say anything. This is not good for him.

"He peeked at my computer for three transgressions of five times. Do you know how I know? I made a special mark when I went out. The photo on my computer was not seen by anyone, including him. He will never admit it unless you catch him red-handed. "

"Maybe he's afraid of being known." I said.

"If you are afraid of others knowing, use other people's information. You said he was shameless. I hinted at him several times before, telling him not to peek at other people's privacy and give him a shameless face. I really wanted to slap him and tear his face off that day. "

Since that conversation with me, Cao Mo and I have gradually become familiar with each other, and occasionally go to the canteen to eat together. Cao Mo is a handsome young man, with exquisite sunshine and great attention to appearance. He often wears a mask. After getting in touch with him, I found that he is actually a fairly good person and polite. Because of his good image, he studied broadcasting and hosting, hosted all the parties in the college, and was very popular with girls.

For a time, Cao Mo worked as an intern in a radio station and was often not in the dormitory. Gong David sits in front of the computer all day writing online novels. He never told anyone about murder and detective, but Cao Mo did.

I saw on that website that Gong and I used the same account with their articles on it. Cao Mo wrote less, and most of them were written by Gong Dawei. His works are very feminine. Except for the murder novels that are being serialized, most of them are words like feelings. I found some articles about the gay debate.

three

That day, when I came back from the lecture, I was walking with David Gong. He suddenly asked me, "Did Cao Mo say a lot of bad things about me in front of you?" I said no. He said, "Don't believe him. He is gay himself. He fell in love with the same-sex dating website, leaked his information and blamed me. I tell you, he is not at school every day because he has a person outside. I often see him answer a man's phone. I'm telling the truth. I lied to you. I'm not alone ... "

This, in fact, I also found that every time Cao Mo answered the phone, he had to walk far and talk for a long time. He never talks on the phone in the dormitory.

I said, "Then why did he send his real information to this website?"

"I don't know, he wants to blame me, I don't want to dispute with him. Then you will believe that you must never tell him that I told you. "

Maybe it's because I'm the kind of person who doesn't like talking about others behind their backs. They all told me about each other.

To tell the truth, I was more inclined to believe Cao Mo. From any point of view, Gong Wei is more like a homosexual. I began to consciously observe David Gong and found that he was really a girl. He talks a lot, holding orchid fingers and twisting his ass to walk. I also found that he never went shirtless in the dormitory and never saw him wearing shorts in the dormitory.

I didn't tell anyone what they said to me, including them.

At the beginning of the second year of research, the roommate of the third year of research graduated and moved away, and Cao Mo moved to our dormitory. "I don't want to live in a dormitory with a pervert anymore. It's disgusting to think about what he did. " Cao Mo said.

I didn't fully understand what Cao Mo said at that time. After moving here, he unveiled a more magical palace hidden in the cupboard, David.

Cao Mo told me that David Gong had never been naked in the dormitory. Even in summer, he goes in with his clothes in the shower, comes out with his clothes on, sleeps with his pants off, and gets up with his pants on.

"No wonder every time I meet him taking a bath in his dormitory, he always throws me out."

Gong is a female character in essence.

Cao Mo asked the person who added him, followed the map, and managed to find the gay website that Gong David often logged in. I was dumbfounded by the content on the website, and my mouth was as big as basketball: there are still such websites in this world, which are full of pictures of macho men, so obscene that I dare not look directly at them.

In order to monitor Gong's dynamics, I also registered an account on the website. He often goes to David's space to browse his developments. Cao Mo showed me Gong's photo collection, which contained more than 2,000 nude photos of macho men and OOXX pictures of men's clothes. As time goes by, the number of pictures is increasing day by day, from more than 2000 at the first time to nearly 5000 at the back. Cao Mo often tells me in secret that David Gong logged on to the website and did something.

That day, under a picture of a naked man, we saw David Gong's comment: It's so big, I really want to put it in one bite.

Cao Mo and I laughed together.

four

Under Cao Mo's careful search, he found the latest development of David Gong on the Internet. It turned out that David Gong not only wrote novels under the banyan tree, but also posted articles on other websites. He involves many websites, including women's network, reading network, gender network, love network and so on. However, most of his materials are similar to his pen name, so Cao Mo can easily search his other works and his traces on the Internet through his usual pen name.

He wrote another novel called "I love you, young master" on the gender network, and it can be seen at a glance that it was written by David Gong. The names of many characters in this article belong to our classmates, including mine and Cao Mo's, and the female classmate he often said when he was an undergraduate.

"I Love You, Master" tells the story of a servant girl dressed as a woman from an early age, serving a handsome dude and secretly loving him. Although he learned that the girl was a man, the handsome boy still couldn't put it down. In essence, this is a story of same-sex love, and Gong Dawei is keen to make up this kind of story. There are a lot of explicit pornographic descriptions in the article. He often writes about the scene where a servant girl waits on his son to take a bath, and then he will describe it in a large space, which is vivid and colorful.

"David Gong must feel very cool when he wrote it. He must imagine himself as a beautiful Meidochan. " Cao Mo said with a smile.

"Ha ha, I'm sure. It is good for writers to substitute themselves and do whatever they want. "

"Shame on you, writing this novel all day, disgusting. Write our names on it. Dead pervert. " Cao Mo blamed.

"Do you know who Zhang Renting is?"

"Isn't that the beautiful young master in his novel?"

"Zhang Renfang is his college classmate and looks very handsome. Gong David also set other people's photos as the head of his blog. "

"Oh, David Gong must like him very much."

"yes. He kept his mouth shut and called others. He often told me about them in college. "

"Do you know," Cao Mo suddenly told me in a low voice, "Zhang Wenting is married."

"Oh, isn't David very sad?"

"The somebody else didn't ask him to get married, he ran over. You said he was shameless. He scolded Zhang's rented girlfriend and spoke ill of others in front of me every day. He asked if she didn't love her at all, and she seduced him. "

"Does Ren Ting's girlfriend know what Gong Wei is like?" I asked.

"I think I should be able to feel a little. After Zhang Runting got married, Gong David often went to find someone else. Didn't you hear him say that he looked forward to his holiday every day? He goes to see him every time he goes home. "

"Is Zhang Rent also gay?"

"I don't know this. I think he should be a little abnormal. Otherwise, how could he often go out with David Gong to get a room? "

I can't help feeling sorry for Zhang's wife.

five

After Cao Mo moved to my dormitory, we got more contact and got to know him. I found that he has an obvious feature, that is, he loves to talk about others and is afraid of others talking about himself.

Every time I walk with him, he will talk about people and things around him. He is very sensitive to the things around him, and I learned a lot of information in the class through him. When Kenichi first came to school, we wandered around the campus. On the way, he and David Gong kept talking about the girls in the class who were not very good-looking, taking them as jokes and talks, with a teasing and sarcastic tone. I, unknown so, mistakenly thought that they had known these girls before.

They have been laughing at each other and calling those ugly girls "dear". I walked with them and didn't know what to say. I'm not used to talking about other people's shortcomings behind their backs. Later, I found out that this is their lifestyle-taking pleasure in discussing other people's shortcomings.

Cao Mo doesn't like people talking about him. Once he knows who said what behind his back, he will be angry and bear a grudge. He is especially wary of the girls in his class. He and David Gong don't like the girls in the class and often call them "these old ladies". He often says that girls have many things to do, and they like to gossip about others when they are idle, which is particularly annoying.

Cao Mo likes to chat with Sister Na. Sister Na is a bitter person in our class. She is witty, never shows mercy to people she doesn't like, and loves to complain. Cao Mo likes listening to Sister Na complain about others. In ktv, he can only talk to Sister Na without singing. As soon as Sister Na comes to the boys' dormitory, she will move a stool and call her in for an hour or two. I guess he should be the same as David Gong before.

This sentence is very suitable for Gong Dawei. Speaking of people around him, Gong Li is even worse than. At first, when I was unfamiliar with them, I thought David Gong was an honest and quiet man. Getting acquainted with him, I found that he was simply a chatterbox, more verbose than Tang Priest in A Chinese Odyssey. He can describe a female classmate of his undergraduate who we don't know as an acquaintance in our circle.

As long as they are together, they keep saying that everyone in this world may become their conversation material, such as aunts selling vegetables on the street, cashiers in grocery stores, geeks talking to themselves in the library and so on. They especially like to talk about other people's looks. Only when they meet a slightly strange person will they get a treasure, which will be immediately included in the information base they are talking about, and they will talk about these people repeatedly every day.

I wonder, during this time, if I don't talk to Gong Dawei, will I suppress them all?

six

After Cao Mo moved here, I became his bosom friend. He said that on the day of school, Liu Xiaoxi, the senior sister who received him, told him as soon as they met, "There is a man in your dormitory who is very girly and feels strange."

Cao Mo said that as soon as I entered the dormitory, David Gong would help me carry my luggage, clean my bed with a rag, put a mat on it, and then sweep the floor.

I said, why is he so good to you? He smiled, who knew he was so abnormal. But it was really good before I fell out with David Gong. He helps me with everything, writing papers, buying breakfast and washing clothes.

At this time, I realized that what the senior said was true, and Gong Dawei really washed clothes.

Cao Mo told me: David Gong got up early in the morning. Every time I get up, there is a breakfast on the table, rain or shine, and he doesn't ask me for money. However, his suspicion is particularly heavy. As soon as I went out, he asked me where I went, who I met and what I was doing. I seldom reply to him. When I came back, he was very angry and always asked me by innuendo, "Hey, where did you go on a date again? Who did you meet? "

He kept talking and talking, and then I said to him, "You can shut up. I don't want to hear anything from you. " I am often angry with David. He never stops talking, so I said, "I don't want to tell you anything, and I didn't listen to what you said." He pulled his face, twisted his ass and turned his back on me.

Cao Mo told me while laughing.

I have seen it several times. Gong Li was angry like an angry dissatisfied wife, but when I went to see him, he posted it again and it was all right in an instant. This kind of "hide and seek" is like a pair of ordinary lovers.

Cao Mo also told me that David Gong likes Lenovo very much. This sentence was repeatedly verified in my later observation. When he saw that Cao Mo spent more time with me, he said that I had an affair with Cao Mo, which made me laugh and cry. Although I think it's nonsense, he still says such things every day, "You two love each other so much" and "Be careful that he is fooling around outside". I just ignored him lazily, and he rudely took it as an established fact.

David Gong has always denied his homosexuality. We talked too much later. He became bold and said, "What's wrong with the pervert? Dare to be yourself, is a big pervert. Unlike some people, you obviously dare not admit it. " This last sentence is for Cao Mo.

Jokes that whoever marries Gong Li will be blessed in the future. I said you take him away. Cao Mo doesn't talk and looks serious. Although joking, I know that when it comes to his restricted area, he doesn't like others to involve him. I'm not sure if he's gay.

Cao Mo said that once he went out and came back to find that Gong had washed all his clothes. He flew into a rage and told him never to touch his things again, because some of his clothes could not be washed.

He said that I saw David Gong crying secretly that time.

seven

After breaking up with Gong Li for more than half a year, I took the initiative to make up with him.

One night, when I passed the dormitory downstairs, I was surprised to see David Gong standing under the tree in front of the dormitory. I thought I was wrong. I haven't seen these two people together for a long time, and suddenly I have the illusion of going back in time. Back in the dormitory, he announced the news that he and Gong Wei were reconciled.

He said that in the afternoon, he went to David's dormitory and asked him to come out and say a few words. David Gong was surprised at first. He looked at him in amazement for a few seconds, and then followed him out.

No sooner had they finished these words than they talked for two or three hours.

"David gong is still so able to talk. As soon as he spoke, he talked about his recent work in overseas educational institutions, how Ma Xuejie sold coquettes, and how Fan listened to Ma's grandson with his nostrils turned to the sky. He hasn't changed a bit. He is still such a bitch. "Cao Mo said with a smile.

"Why do you suddenly want to make up with him?" I asked.

"I think three years of graduate students will soon pass, and everyone will have classes. We can't be enemies every day. After all, we had such a wonderful time. " Cao Mo said.

"I'm going to write my graduation thesis. If I make up with David Gong, I can ask him to help me analyze the structure of my paper. He can write so well that he saves a lot of things with his help. "

Sure enough, David came to my dormitory the next day and gave Cao Mo a list of books, all about the bibliography involved in his graduation thesis, and also specified in detail which chapters of each book could be used. Later, I found out that after making up with Gong Dawei, Cao Mo also asked him for several small papers to be published.

That night, I went to his palace to see Weibo and David. He wrote: If you know that you are such a person, you will be deceived for whatever purpose, just like a moth to a fire. If you know that it is a flame, you will jump on it.

After making peace with David Gong, he still lived in my dormitory and didn't move there. David Gong often comes to help Cao Mo analyze his thesis writing. Cao Mo will show some of what he wrote to David Gong. Usually David Gong will be very appreciative after reading it, saying that this sentence is well written and that sentence is beautiful, and he will read it out.

"Wow, it's amazing that you all wrote such beautiful and poetic sentences." When Gong Li praised, he was embarrassed to use "you" directly, but "you".

What I heard from David Gong was some personal feelings and lyrical sentences, which were not suitable for thesis writing at all. David Gong loves me, loves my dog, praises Cao Mo and tries his best to please him. When Gong Li speaks to him, his voice and expression are like a woman praising the man she loves.

Gong David is 182 cm tall and weighs nearly 200 kg. Cao Mo often jokes about Gong Li's weight, saying that he is a fat pig. After being reunited with, Gong Li was refreshed. I found that he took spirulina, vitamin C and other health care products and lost weight silently.

"Hey, I started to dress myself up. I really like my own woman. " I made fun of him.

"Yes, but don't worry, it's not for you."

"Ha, ha, ha, fortunately, not for me, or your feelings will be in vain. My sexual orientation is normal. "

David Gong won't be afraid of me being so blunt about him. He likes me to talk about his relationship with Cao Mo, and he is even keen to talk about homosexuality with me.

This topic is forbidden in front of Cao Mo.

eight

Besides David Gong, the first person who said he was gay was my roommate Wang Xiang.

I wasn't in the dormitory that day, and Wang suddenly wanted to tell me that I was gay, too. I looked at him in surprise and dared not answer.

He said, "Have you noticed that he is often not in the dormitory and never tells anyone where he has been?". In fact, he is dating a man outside. "

Actually, I have some doubts about what Wang wants to say. Cao Mo is not only secretive about his outings, but also hates being asked where he has been. He pays attention to different stars such as Venus and red beans. He read Foucault's History of Sex, studied Ang Lee's movies, and liked Guan Jinpeng ... Later, I found their similarities.

Wang wants to ask me, do you remember the boy who came to our dormitory that day?

"Remember, isn't he a net friend you met online? I didn't expect him to come to school to find you. "

"I'm surprised that he came to our dormitory. It turns out that he is from the radio station. His name is Zhang Kai and he knows Cao Mo. "

Wang wanted to say this sentence, so I remembered that he had mentioned this person to me. He said there was a guy in the northeast of the radio station who was as abnormal as David Gong. Once, Cao Mo left the door open in the toilet, so he walked straight in and hugged him from behind. He often tells David Gong about this man. Just like the girls in the class, he always laughs at him. He also said that he would introduce Gong Li.

I met Wang when he was coming to the dormitory. His facial features are not very good-looking, he is thin and clean, and he speaks softly. Wang wants to say that this may be because Mo is dating outside, and he is also gay.

By chance, Wang wanted to know, so he added it to qq at will. Wang thought it was good to meet a friend on the radio. There were many friends, so he began to talk. Soon, Zhang Kai offered to come to Wang Xiang's dormitory. Wang wanted to say that it was strange to be with him, but later he found out that he was gay and knew him.

I am shocked and feel reasonable about such a bizarre coincidence in real life. Life is sometimes more incredible than novels.

nine

On the eve of graduation, I asked David Gong what his plans were, and he said he was preparing for the exam. I said jokingly, what about your Cao Shuai? Gong David said that the people are very happy and they don't need me. There are many people chasing me. Go to this city for a date today and go to that city for a date tomorrow.

I know what David Gong said is true, and suddenly I feel a little sorry for him. In the past three years, I have witnessed Gong Li's devotion and sincerity, as well as his "use" and "betrayal".

Later, Gong David was successfully admitted to a doctoral program in a well-known university and went to another first-tier city for development. After graduation, I occasionally chatted with David Gong about qq, but I never contacted him again.

So far, I'm still not sure whether Cao Mo is gay or not. I only know that he doesn't like girls. I don't know if it was God's will or man-made. They came from different provinces, different schools and different majors. They both went to the same school for postgraduate study and were assigned to the same dormitory.

Apart from Gong Wei and Cao Mo, I have never met other homosexuals. If I hadn't come to this normal school, I would never have dreamed that there would be homosexuals around me. Before that, the word homosexuality only appeared in news or books, which seemed to be a distant or even unreal existence.

Anyway, I wish them all the best. They let me see another kind of love, a love that is no different from ordinary people and equally worthy of respect. They also let me see the diversity, richness and beauty of the world.

May all sincerity not be mistreated and betrayed!

I hope that all efforts will not go back!

All shall be well, jack shall have Jill!

Note: All the people and things recorded in this article are true. In order to protect the privacy of the client, the characters in it are all aliases.