I often feel that my youth is as crazy as weeds, I have the courage to grow like no one else's watching, I have a wanton mind, and I have the wisdom to move from autumn to spring. Here, I want to thank the spirit of water: the book and the author.

I don't want to "clear my name" for martial arts novels. However, it was Mr. Cha Liang Yong and his novels that gave me exciting youth. The courage to grow wantonly in those books has accompanied me through many lush years and continues. Sometimes, I also wonder what courage is and why we need it. Later, a new book by Kong solved my doubts: Courage of Life. Don't you need courage to live? Just like Mrs Hu in Flying Fox of Snowy Mountain chose death, the men in Wild Palm need courage to choose life. Sartre thought life was absurd, but Camus embedded sober courage in the plague.

I know my mind is bigger than the sky, but I just can't do it. I also know that the natural enemy of the mind is stubbornness, but I often can't let go. William james said: "Man is not what he does, but what he wants to be." I said to myself, you should be a broad-minded person. Margaret Sanal said, "Life has given me what I want, and at the same time it has made me realize that it is meaningless." I said to myself, don't haggle over every ounce, it's meaningless. Rilke said: "There is no victory. Persistence means everything. " I said to myself, don't imagine the difference between victory and failure. If others win, you should express your heart. Salinger said in his Nine Stories: "To love and sorrow." I said to myself, whether beautiful or ugly, I should comfort myself with a broad mind. Finally, Benjamin told me that there should be a lonely heart between people, that is, a lyric poet in the capitalist era.