But throughout Li Qingzhao's life, it was different because of the Jingkang Rebellion. Before the Jingkang Rebellion, the influence of official rank and political activities broadened Li Qingzhao's horizons and made her aristocratic. His father Li's literary creation was highly praised by people at that time. The Southern Song Dynasty quoted others as saying: "Li's article has only one person since Taishigong (Sima Qian)." Although it is a compliment, it can show that the Song people respected his article. The evaluation of Li's Biography of the History of the Song Dynasty is relatively dull, saying: "Painful lyrics, the tomb is right in front. It's not difficult, and the brushwork is quite sluggish. " Li Qingzhao's mother, Wang, was also born in a famous family and had a high literary accomplishment. Song Shili Gefei's biography says that she is "good at writing, too". The family and academic background of both parents laid a deep cultural foundation for Li Qingzhao. Fortunately, at that time, such bureaucratic families did not have a highly closed yoke on women's education like ordinary feudal families. Li Qingzhao didn't know people as usual, was proficient in needle embroidery, and then waited to get married. She has enjoyed all her father's books, and the juice of culture makes her beautiful not only externally, but also internally. She has mastered the rhythm of poetry as freely as fighting grass and swinging. For example, her early poems:
"A Little Red Lip" kicked off the swing and got up to adjust his slender hands. Beside her, the thin Germany hung with crystal dew, and the sweat on her chest permeated with the thin silk robe. Suddenly, a guest came. She was desperate. She walked away without shoes, only wearing socks, and even the gold pin on her head fell off. She ran away shyly and leaned against the door, smelling the fragrance of plum flowers. (socks, no shoes. )
It depicts a completely innocent girl with beautiful hair and cheeks, a face as beautiful as flowers and pure as jade, and the seeds of love. Li Qingzhao's girlhood was almost spent in such a pure, clear and poetic day, full of sunshine and laughter. Especially this song:
"Like a Dream" often reminds me of the sunset in Xiting, and I don't know my way home when I am intoxicated. After returning to the boat in the evening, I strayed into the depths of the lotus, and fought for the ferry, and a pool of gulls rose.
Between the lines, it says: Bridges, pavilions, twilight is coming, tasting wine with friends, going home happily, wandering in the depths of the lotus, starting seagulls and herons to fly, which is a very beautiful and pleasant sight. "Drinking, having fun and fighting" is a true portrayal of her carefree, healthy body and mind and lively personality. This was extremely incredible in the feudal society at that time. It is the relaxed family education environment of the Li couple that forms Li Qingzhao's willful and straightforward character.
Love is the most wonderful chapter in life. The anxiety full of expectation, the spark of collision, makes people warm, and there is also the sadness of failure. It can play the most complicated and shocking symphony. When Li Qingzhao fell in love with all the happiness that a boudoir girl can get, her beautiful life went up a storey still higher, leaving us with a nearly perfect classic love story. God has given her too much care. Her love is gorgeous and noble, happy and gentle, without a trace of regret and sadness. Unlike Romeo and Juliet in the west, it always reminds people of heart-wrenching tragedies; Unlike the "Liang Zhu" in our country, there is only the Millennium pain of "being buried in peace" and the beautiful vision of "become a butterfly as a butterfly". At the age of nineteen, she married Zhao Mingcheng. They are congenial and live in harmony. * * * They collect stone antiques, collate inscriptions and read books for entertainment. Couples' poetry appreciation, you sing and I come on stage, which is called a fairy couple. In the feudal era when free love was not allowed, they could only rely on the words of matchmakers and the wishes of their parents. It is a godsend that they can have such a one-in-a-million love ending. However, perhaps it is the envy of heaven that is perfect. Behind happiness, God has laid the groundwork for her future destiny.
After the Jingkang Rebellion, Li Qingzhao's happiness was shattered, and various blows followed. The Song Dynasty experienced the peaceful and prosperous times of 167, and the rulers were in a daze, intoxicated with the superficial peaceful and prosperous times, and lacked due vigilance and preparation for the rapid rise and strength of the nomadic people in the north. The Jin people destroyed the Jade Garden in Qionglou, the capital of Bianjing (Kaifeng), and took away the Emperor Hui and Qin. A.D. 1 127 Zhao Songcang fled to the south, which started a page of national humiliation in the history of China. Li Qingzhao's love nest in Qingzhou, Shandong Province also fell apart, and the family began a wandering life. It never rains but it pours. The following year, Zhao Mingcheng died of a sudden illness. People can't live without love, and a flower-like woman can't live without the spring of love, not to mention that Li Qingzhao is an emotional poetess. Just as her art tree thrived under the watering of love, God cut her down mercilessly. Li Qingzhao is a person who knows how to love and has always been deeply cared for by God of Love. Like a beautiful fish in spring in Ming Che, she was trapped in a dry river bed. Strong frustration and contrast will make the cone heart crack.
However, fate has not let her go so easily, and more cruel experiences are still waiting for her. After Zhao Mingcheng's death, Li Qingzhao had no fixed place and was physically and mentally haggard. I soon married a man named Zhang Ruzhou. There are different opinions about why Li Qingzhao remarried, but the hardship of living alone is probably the main reason. This Zhang Ruzhou is also a polite gentleman at first contact. Zhang took good care of her after marriage, but she soon showed her true colors. It turned out that he wanted to possess the remaining cultural relics around Li Qingzhao. Li regards these things as life, and The Records of the Stone has not yet been compiled into a book. Of course not. In Zhang's view, since you and I are married, your body and everything you have belong to me and are at my disposal. What will you pursue independently? At first, they had a conflict in the control of cultural relics, and gradually found that their ambitions and interests were quite different. That's weird, strange bedfellows. Zhang Ruzhou was proud of having such a beautiful woman at first, but later she was angry because she couldn't capture her heart and control her behavior. Finally, he completely tore off the veil of the literati and punched each other. In front of the tent, under the red candle, Li Qingzhao looked at this small white face and was really angry. Once the sea was difficult for water, I was noble and did not bow my head. Li Qingzhao regards personality as more important than life, so she decided to break up with him. But in feudal society, it was difficult for women to get divorced. In desperation, Li Qingzhao embarked on a blind alley, larger foe, denouncing Zhang Ruzhou's crime of deceiving you. It turned out that Zhang Ruzhou was so proud to brag about cheating in the imperial examination after marrying Li Qingzhao. This is of course a big mistake. Li Qingzhao is a person with clear love and hate. When she knew about it, she felt contempt for Zhang and accused him of committing a crime. But according to the law of the Song Dynasty, if a woman sues her husband, she will go to jail for two years regardless of winning or losing. Li Qingzhao is a person who can't make do with her emotional life. She would rather suffer physical pain than mental slavery. Once she saw through each other's souls, she showed ruthless contempt and deep regret. In a letter to a friend, she said: "The night view of Sang Yu is very suitable for that inferior material." What a strong-willed person she is, she would rather go to prison than associate with stubborn people. As a result of this lawsuit, Zhang Ruzhou was sent to Liuzhou and Li Qingzhao was also imprisoned. It is conceivable that according to Li Qingzhao's noble and spotless personality, she held her head high in the lobby, denouncing Zhang Ruzhou's freedom, happiness and awe-inspiring justice. Maybe Li Qingzhao's reputation is too great. At that time, many people paid attention to this matter. With the help of friends from the DPRK and China, Li was released after only nine days in prison. But it left a heavy scar in her heart.
Today, the separation of men and women is legal and reasonable, but in the Song Dynasty, a woman, especially a scholar, remarried and divorced, which would cause great discrimination from public opinion. At that time and later, many historical books affirmed Li Qingzhao's talent, and at the same time, they were all recorded as "endless evening festivals", "no moral integrity" and "wandering around the evening festivals without returning". What is a festival? It means that no matter how good or bad, women have to follow this man, but you are not allowed to pursue individuality. It can be seen how much psychological pressure our poetess suffered at that time. But she's not afraid. She insists on independent personality and high-quality love. She cut the gordian knot in two months, got rid of Zhang Ruzhou's "embarrassment" burden, and devoted herself to the compilation of Jin Shilu. Now that we have read this historical material, I can't believe it happened in the Song Dynasty nearly a thousand years ago, but it seems like a new anti-feudal woman in the May 4th Movement.
Life is only once for a person, so how many times does love have for a person? Probably the most beautiful and worrying thing is only once. Love is an extremely dangerous experiment in the boat of life, an experiment that gambles youth, talent, time and career. Only a few people succeeded the first time. Like the lucky ones who won the lottery, I am secretly glad of my luck and call it "fate". At the same time, he looked at the failure or semi-failure of other beings with sympathy and compassion. Li Qingzhao originally belongs to this type, but if God wants to be famous, he must first seize his feelings and suffer his heart. So I kicked her out of this happy family. First let Zhao Mingcheng leave her, and then sent a Zhang Ruzhou to test her mind. She sailed a lonely boat of life to meet the evil waves of the world, and made a good war with the courage to cross the rubicon. It turns out that love failed once and then succeeded again. There are many more beautiful people, such as Sima Xiangru and Zhuo Wenjun. Li Qingzhao was going to climb Ai Feng again, but unfortunately, she didn't climb this ridge. This is a tragedy, and the spark of love in a woman's heart is extinguished forever.
What is even sadder is her bleak night scene and loneliness beyond time and space. Li Qingzhao is not a narrow-minded person who is limited to personal gains and losses. In the long lost days, she has a passionate patriotic heart. 11In August of 29, her husband Zhao Mingcheng just passed away. In September, Jin Bing committed a crime in the south. Li Qingzhao began to flee with heavy books and cultural relics. She basically followed the escape route of the emperor, and the monarch was the representative of the country. But the poor and hateful emperor Zhao Gou didn't realize this. He represents not the country but his own life. He fled from Jiankang, passing through Yuezhou, Mingzhou, Fenghua, Ninghai and Taizhou, and fled all the way, drifting at sea and crossing the sea to Wenzhou. Li Qingzhao, a widowed woman, eagerly pursued the direction of the emperor's departure, hired boats, asked for help, visited relatives and friends, and carried on with books and cultural relics collected by her and Zhao Mingcheng all her life. Zhao Mingcheng entrusted that these cultural relics can't be lost until he laid down his life. Moreover, The Story of the Stone has not yet been published, which is the spiritual sustenance of her life. She also had an idea that it was really difficult for her to preserve these cultural relics in the war, hoping to catch them and give them to the court, but she never caught up with the emperor. She wandered to Quzhou in June of that year165438+1October, and went to Yuezhou in March of the following year. During this period, she was stored in Hongzhou's 2,000 books, and 2,000 stone rubbings were burned by the invading nomads. When I went to Yuezhou, five boxes of cultural relics I carried with me were stolen by thieves. 1130165438+In October, the emperor saw that too many people behind him were not conducive to escape, so he simply ordered his dismissal. Looking at the dragon flag dragon boat disappearing into the vast sea, Li Qingzhao was even more disappointed. According to the concept of feudal society, the state is land, monarch and people. Today, the people account for half of the country, and the monarch makes the people flee in a hurry and the people are displaced. How can it not make people sad if the country breaks down and dies?
The pain of emotional life and the peril of the nation pushed her into the deep sea of suffering. She is like a lonely boat, swaying helplessly in the wind and waves. But if there are only these two points, it is not the most painful, loneliness and cold. Originally, it was inevitable for divorced people in life; Loyalists and ministers are abandoned and passed down from generation to generation. What's more, she is a weak woman, born in troubled times? The problem is that it is so difficult for her to realize the value of an ordinary person besides suffering from national disaster and emotional troubles. In her twilight years, Li Qingzhao, childless, guarded a lonely small courtyard and had no relatives around her. State affairs are difficult to ask, and family matters are afraid to be mentioned again. Only the autumn wind sweeps the yellow leaves in front of the door, and occasionally one or two old friends visit. She has a friend named Sun. Her little daughter is ten years old and very smart. One day, when the children came to play, Li Qingzhao told her that you should learn something. I am old and willing to teach me what I have learned all my life. I don't want my child to blurt out, "It's not a woman's business to have talent." Li Qingzhao couldn't help but gasp. She felt dizzy and held the door frame to avoid falling. The child's words are unbridled. It turns out that talented women in this society are really redundant. However, she cares about national affairs, writes books and talks, preaches and teaches to solve doubts, and has always been extravagant. Her collection of cultural relics is overwhelming, and she is well-educated and eloquent in Beijing. In the end, she had no way to serve her country and no support. Others think she is strange. Li Qingzhao felt as if she had fallen into an abyss that was irrelevant in all directions. No one in this world can read her heart, and a terrible loneliness beyond time and space is coming to her.
2. Emotional pain
Combing Li Qingzhao's unusual life experience, and then looking at the changes of her ci style before and after the Jingkang Rebellion, I think everything is born of "emotion". Literature, in the final analysis, is the externalization of people's inner world and the reflection of emotional experience. The intense vicissitudes of life and ups and downs have had a great influence on Li Qingzhao's literary creation.
In the early days, Li Qingzhao's ci mainly wrote the romance of girlish feelings. Judging from her noble background and referring to the charm revealed in her later poems, she should be a born beauty embryo. Almost since Li Qingzhao was sensible, she began to accept the aesthetic training of China traditional culture. Good cultural influence and family education have cultivated her into a beautiful god. A girl's charm, reserve, shyness, occasional fatigue and laziness are all integrated into her early beautiful ci works. For example:
"Huanxisha" embroidered with hibiscus smiles, and the oblique flying duck lined with fragrant cheeks. Oh, I don't know On the one hand, it is full of charm, on the other hand, it is charming and hateful, giving you a deep affection. (Baoya, hairstyle. )
"Huanxisha" is bleak in spring, the jade stove is full of hookah, and the dream is back to the mountain pillow. Haiyan will mow grass in the future, Jiang Mei has covered catkin cotton, and the rain will be wet in the evening. (Shenshui, Xiangming; Fighting grass, a game. )
"Huanxisha" doesn't make a cup of deep amber, but it melts before it is drunk. It's time to come late. The brain is fragrant, the dream is broken, the cold golden bun is loose, and the time and space are red to candlelight.
It is worth noting that she is an amiable and lovely innocent girl, but her vision and thoughts are beyond the reach of the darling daughter of an ordinary official. Almost since Li Qingzhao was sensible, she began to accept the aesthetic training of China traditional culture. Almost at the same time, she was writing, judging others and studying literary theory. She will not only enjoy beauty, but also control it and jump to a very high starting point at once. The Anshi Rebellion in the Tang Dynasty was a great event in the history of China, and there were many comments from later generations. Poets in the Tang Dynasty wrote the famous Ode to the Prosperous Tang Dynasty, and asked the great calligrapher Yan Zhenqing to engrave it on the wall, which was called the "two wonders". It is said that Zhang Wenqian, who was contemporary with Li Qingzhao, was one of the "Four Bachelor's Degree Students in Sumen", and his poems were very famous. He once wrote a poem on this monument, lamenting, "Two sons from heaven are in the future. The mountain is ten feet high and the cliff is pale. Who came into my room with this tablet computer made me dizzy at first sight. " This poem into the boudoir, into the Xiuzhuang, reached the ears of Li Qingzhao, she immediately and said:
Fifty years' work is like electric sweeping, Huaqing Liu Hua Xianyang grass. I don't know how old I am in the pile of wine and meat. Hu Bing suddenly fell from the sky, but he was also a treacherous man. Walking in front of the Qinzheng Building, Zhuyu stepped on the fragrant dust. Whatever battle is invincible, it is said that litchi will die. Yao Gong Shunde is like heaven, using righteousness. Writing inscriptions is really ugly, ghosts and gods grind cliffs.
This poem is very heroic, unlike a woman who wrote it in a boudoir. Describe the scene, evaluate the merits and demerits, lament the world, and don't let Li Bai and Xin Qiji, who are romantic and unrestrained. When Li Fuge Fei first saw this poem, he was very surprised. This poem spread to the outside world and caused a great sensation among scholars. Li Jiayou's daughter has just grown up. The young girl Li Qingzhao quietly enjoys the beautiful aura of being spoiled and talented.
Li Qingzhao's poems when she was young were more affectionate songs and unforgettable descriptions of lovesickness. Perhaps people are most impressed by:
"A Cut of Plum" is fragrant and moist. Gently untie Luo Shang and go to Lan alone. Who sent the brocade book? The word goose returns, and the moon is full of the west building. Flowers bloom and fall, and flowing water gurgles. One kind of lovesickness, two places of leisure. There is no way to eliminate this situation, only frown and mind.
In this word, there is no longer the interest of "fighting for the crossing" in girlhood, but the expectation of "going on the green boat alone" All kinds of lovesickness pains are vividly portrayed, touching the most fragile and soft part of human mind. Even today, people often quote sentences to express their feelings. It is not difficult for us to understand that even if acacia is bitter, it is rich in taste, sweet in bitterness and full of longing and hope. This kind of suffering is not the sorrow of old age, nor the despair of loss. Only Li Qingzhao can express this taste with his unique sentence: "Just frown, but take it to heart."
More importantly, Li Qingzhao is by no means an ordinary little woman who can only sigh a few words. She practiced literature in an empty room and perfected the art, so this most common way of expressing love became a proposition creation competition between husband and wife and a record of their climbing the artistic peak. For example:
"Drunken Flower Yin Chongyang" has a thick fog and makes people sell golden beasts. The festival is also a double ninth festival, and the jade pillow gauze kitchen is half cold at night. Dongli drinks until dusk, and faint chrysanthemum fragrance overflows his sleeves. Don't say clear autumn is not a person, the west wind rolls the flag and beads curtain, and the person in the curtain is thinner than that Huang Ju.
This is a poem written by Li Qingzhao, the prime minister of Zhao Mingcheng, when he was not at home. Bitter love and stupid ideas are expressed incisively and vividly by autumn wind and yellow flowers. After receiving this poem, Zhao Mingcheng Shi Zi first felt this feeling, and then he was even more excited by the artistic power of the poem, vowing to write a poem beyond his wife. He closed the door and thanked the guests. He got 50 poems in three days, and mixed them with Li's poems. Please comment on them. I didn't expect his friend to say that only three sentences are the best: "Don't forget the Tao, the curtain rolls west wind, and people are thinner than yellow flowers." Zhao bi sighed. This story is very popular. You can imagine how the couple enjoyed the harmony and sweetness of piano and harp in their mutual love. This also makes all talented men and women who can't get the corresponding love quality feel a little sad. Li Qingzhao recalled that life in the preface to the Story of the Stone and said, "I want to remember that after every meal, I have to sit in class, look up the accumulation of book history, and say that something is on the first line of the first page of a volume, and winning or losing is the order of drinking tea. Hold up a cup and laugh until the tea turns over, but you can't drink it. " What happiness, what joy, what a sweet word. This honey-like life nourishes her elegant charm and vigorous artistic creation.
After the Jingkang Rebellion, Li's ci showed a strong sense of sadness and eternal pain. Zhao Songcang fled south. In the second year of Du Nan, Zhao Mingcheng was appointed as the health magistrate. I don't want national humiliation at this time. One night, there was a rebellion in the city. As a local governor, Zhao Mingcheng did not take the lead in directing the suppression of chaos, but secretly escaped from the city with a rope. After the matter was settled, he was dismissed by the court. Li Qingzhao, a weak woman, showed integrity in this matter and was ashamed of her husband's departure. After Zhao was dismissed, the couple continued to go into exile along the Yangtze River in the direction of Jiangxi. It's hard to avoid some embarrassment all the way, losing the sum of fish and water in the past. When traveling to wujiang town, Li Qingzhao learned that this was the place where Xiang Yu committed suicide in defeat. Without knowing the emotional ups and downs, she sang this eternal swan song in the face of the vast river:
Live and be a man among men; Die and become the soul in the soul. Today, people still miss Xiang Yu because he refused to live and returned to the East.
I don't know how sad and lost Li Qingzhao recited such a sentence. Someone once compared a woman with integrity with a man without integrity. Historically, there were Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng before, and then Zhang Ailing and Hu Lancheng during the Republic of China. Facing the man I deeply love, facing the indestructible diamond-like love fairy tale that once thought it could touch the world, and facing the seemingly stalwart and strong body that collapsed inside, it is really helpless and desolate.
More unfortunately, God didn't even give her a chance to be completely satisfied. After all, that's the man he loves deeply, and each other has gone deep into the blood and breath. Without him, it is hard for Li Qingzhao to imagine what she will live on in the future. However, fate has developed in a more unexpected way. Zhao Mingcheng listened to Li Qingzhao's quatrains, and every sentence was in the arrow, deeply blaming himself. In the second year, although he was recalled to Beijing to be reinstated, he was anxious immediately. Li Qingzhao fell into another abyss. For example:
"Wulingchun" is full of flowers and memories, and it is very tiring to comb my hair at night. Things are people, not everything, and tears flow first. It is said that Shuangxi Spring is still good, and it is also planned to make canoes. I'm afraid I'm going boating in Shuangliu. I can't carry it, and I'm worried.
This word was written in the fifth spring of Shaoxing (1 135). She took refuge in Jinhua when the Nomads invaded, when she was 5 1 year old. The short seven words in the sentence "The wind stopped the dust and the fragrant flowers have run out" describe a desolate environment for us. Poets living in this environment are "tired of combing their hair at night." In such a bleak environment, her heart is full of sadness, coupled with the demise of the country, the death of her husband, and her own loneliness. "Things are people, not everything." "Tears flow first." That kind of anxiety about the country and the people and wandering without support is dignified and surging.
In the extremely difficult second half of her life, on the one hand, Li Qingzhao kept running around and suffered all kinds of disasters and misfortunes, on the other hand, she was worried about the fate of the country and the nation and shouted in troubled times. In her life, the most heartbreaking thing is her "The Sound is Slow" (Looking for):
Looking around, lonely and sad. It's the hardest to stop breathing when it's warm and cold. Three glasses and two glasses of wine, how can you compare with it? It's too late to worry. Guo Yan is very sad, but this is an old acquaintance. The yellow flowers are piled all over the floor, withered and damaged, and now no one can pick them. Looking out the window, how can you be alone? Indus is drizzling, and at dusk, it is falling. This time, what a sad sentence!
This word is a beautiful and detailed expression of a woman's dying and pain all day from early morning to dusk in autumn. The sadness is so deep, the tragic breath is so strong, like a solemn and deep sigh, and people's hearts are soaked and softened through the eardrum bit by bit like a thick funeral juice. This is the deep sorrow and great pain that generate permeated with blood and tears from a broken heart, which summarizes the wandering life, desolate situation and sad inner world of the author after crossing the south. The epigraph of this word focuses on sad and difficult shapes. As soon as the author writes, he is outspoken. It is not uncommon to begin with lyrical words, but like this one, he begins with seven pairs of overlapping words in three sentences: "Looking for, cold and lonely, miserable and sad", and a feeling of sadness gushes from his chest and intestines, which immediately shakes the readers' heartstrings strongly. The word "Xun" contains the author's unfortunate experience since his exile, which is extremely accurate. It vividly shows her mental state of being lost, at a loss and grasping something in extreme loneliness. The last ten overlapping words not only describe the environment, but also describe the feelings. From the outside to the inside, from the shallow to the deep, they write an indescribable complex emotional development process. How delicate and tortuous, these fourteen words cover the whole article in one fell swoop and set the emotional tone, so that the scenery that appeared one after another in the future was stained with strong emotional color. "It's really sad." Finally, the author collected the above-mentioned layers of things that can hurt, echoing the opening fourteen words, and finally pointed out the word "worry". The sentence at the end pushes the artistic conception to a new height, just like a different peak, pointing directly at the sky, making the sound of the whole article linger.
The author has a profound experience of the painful life of the country's destruction and death. People can easily feel the sad side of Li Qingzhao, but they don't know that in her heart, she always braved the spark of resistance and shouted for her ideals. At that time, as a thin, single and widowed woman, it was self-evident that she had no position in North Korea, and it was not her turn to discuss these things in the local society. However, she raised her arms and shouted: "Children and grandchildren have been going south for several years, and they have become exiles. I want to send blood and tears to the mountains and rivers and sprinkle a mound of soil on Dongshan. " Another example is written in "Eight Wing Buildings":
The eternal romantic eight wings, Jiangshan left behind. The water flows three thousand miles south, and the barometric river has fourteen states.
Her mind and tolerance have completely surpassed the narrow self-consciousness and are full of hatred and hatred. She can't wait to kill the enemy herself, recover the lost land, serve the country and revive her homeland.
3. Eternal charm
"Looking and searching, cold and clear, sad and miserable", a kind of cold beauty, has made Li Qingzhao's ci unique charm. When we walked through the dust of history and walked into her sadness, it was discovered that in the 3,000-year-old literary history of China. She always stands in the wind and rain like a beautiful statue. And the interpretation of her is "what a sad sentence"!
What is Li Qingzhao looking for? Is it the disappointment of love and marriage, the sorrow of forgetting one's country and one's home, or the meditation that life reaches the core of destiny? Li Qingzhao's life is sweet, gorgeous, bumpy, rugged and legendary. There are pleasant spring scenery, storms, thousands of miles of lovesickness in the moonlight, and unforgettable infatuation. People's life, who is not looking for? Li Qingzhao's pursuit of happy love and happy marriage failed, and her heart was extremely sad and helpless. This is one of his pursuits. After Zhao Mingcheng's death, her flower of love gradually withered. After a long walk, she went to see him, but everything changed. In the years without love, he looked for him, but as the years passed, he deepened his sadness.
She is looking for a wise monarch, a peaceful country and a happy and free nation. However, reality always shattered her dreams again and again. The Song Dynasty was repeatedly invaded by foreign enemies, and the country had no long-term stability. Escape, wandering, stormy, the fate of the country and its own destiny have strikingly similar trajectories. Li Qingzhao is a poet, but not just a poet. In troubled times, the home has become ruins, the quiet and beautiful life has disappeared, and even a secluded residence is so dilapidated and unstable. Disappointed with the monarch, worried about the country, thinking about the fate of the nation, their hard work and uneasy life are intertwined, how can they be as sad as destroying the liver and heartbroken?
Life, what is life? What should people live for? Li Qingzhao is not an ordinary woman, but a strange girl. In Strange Girl, which is unparalleled in the history of ancient literature in China, she has a persistent pursuit of the value of life. With extraordinary talent and diligence, and with the help of the power of love, she completed her masterpiece Jin Shilu academically, reaching an unprecedented height in Ci. However, that society was not surprised and did not take credit for it. Even the 10-year-old girl said that "talent is not a woman's business", and even later when Lu You wrote an epitaph for this woman named Sun, she thought this was a good statement. Patriotic poets with Lu You's lineage also believe that "talent is not a woman's business". What else did Li Canqing say? She had to chew her desolation alone, and there was only one kind of sadness.
This is a talented woman in feudal society. Even if she can do anything, she will eventually carry the heavy cross of that society. Li Qingzhao studies epigraphy and cultural history. Of course, she knew that from the Song Dynasty, Liao Ruochen was a talented woman with works and was the only one with superb ci skills. But at that time, she was not regarded as a peerless and independent beauty god in the boundless wind and rain by people today, but was regarded as heterogeneous, rebellious and redundant. Looking around the Millennium, the night is long and the fatigue is long. Who do you know? Lu Xun has a poem to give the singer: "Deng Huazhao's banquet is rich, and the charming girl is waiting on the jade statue." Suddenly I remembered my feelings, kissed the earth and pretended to see Luo socks covering my tears. "Li Qingzhao is a singer enslaved by feudal society. She is serving the society with strict makeup and beauty, but suddenly she feels that all her pursuits are gone, and her song has not been realized in the capital. She felt sad and had to "pretend to say yellow flowers and autumn wind"
What can destroy people's hearts more than a broken home and love and a wandering life is that she is a great poet in feudal times, the great loneliness and sorrow that is not understood and even mercilessly ridiculed and spurned. It was a huge dignified and depressing background, and it was a shackle that Li Qingzhao could not escape and had to bear. She is in a turbulent whirlpool, seeing many things that others can't see, pursuing the realm that many people don't pursue, and it is inevitable that there will be loneliness and sadness. It turns out that in the feudal society of 3,000 years, how many people come and go are living with peace of mind and drifting with the flow. Even the Song Dynasty after Du Nan survived in weakness and concession 152 years. The adults in the DPRK are still officials, still feasting, and many people hold the heart of eating, drinking and having fun in time, and don't care about vicissitudes, wars and killings. However, Li Qingzhao did not. As a civilian, she thinks about officials and their responsibilities as well as the affairs of the country. As a woman, seek parallel personality and respect love. No matter how she treats politics, studies, love and marriage, she will not go with the flow, and will inevitably have loneliness and unavoidable sorrow that transcends time and space. She bears a heavy cross, which is a combination of national difficulties, family difficulties, marriage difficulties and academic difficulties. All conflicts and hardships caused by feudal autocracy in politics, culture, morality, marriage and personality are reflected in her thin body like yellow flowers.
Li Qingzhao is a legend and a magnificent flower. From her life, she is not only a great artist, but also an eternal lament. In essence, Li Qingzhao pursues not only national integrity and political firmness, but also an extraordinary personality. She always holds a life principle soberly and stubbornly guards her moral integrity. When she was not in big trouble and her life was relatively stable, she had already seen her pursuit of high standards of personality. When Zhao Mingcheng was an official in Laizhou, she went to visit relatives. She was very unhappy when she saw that there were not many books in the room. She wrote a poem: "A few bookkeepers at a cold window, but the road is like this." When the world is in turmoil in the future, she is superior and unconventional. She stood on the shelf of the century, traveling through time and space, overlooking all beings, so she had a special loneliness:
"Qin Yi E" is elevated, while Ye Ping in Chaos Mountain is thin. The smoke is thin, the crow returns, and the horns are heard at dusk. Residual fragrance and wine