I want to explain here that I am an environmental engineering major. I applied for material science in the College of Coal Chemical Engineering, which is a cross-major, but I didn't do well in math. To my surprise, satisfaction will be good, but! Our professional employment is not good. I am a student in a third-rate school. I think I didn't muddle along in college and didn't learn anything, but I took the postgraduate entrance examination when I hit a wall in finding a job. I thought the materials were good for employment, so I applied. As a result, I decided to take the exam for another year.
I think it's better to report after the exam, or the graduate school. The requirements of chemistry were too high to be reported, so I reported it to the Institute of Physics and Chemistry. In fact, the Institute of Chemistry can apply as long as you are confident!
In 2007, I applied for the Beijing Institute of Physical and Chemical Technology of Chinese Academy of Sciences. When answering questions, I feel that materialization is ok, but organic is difficult. I didn't see many reactions, but I answered with trepidation. After all the exams, I cried. I feel that it is not worthwhile to cross-major and my foundation is relatively weak. I am sure to suffer. Many research friends who reviewed together said that they would get together. That night, I was drunk and called home to ask myself about the exam. . . . .
I didn't dare to check my grades, so I asked my classmates to help me check. When the results were sent to my mobile phone, the scores were 3 19, English: 52, politics: 55, physical chemistry:11,organic chemistry:10/,and I knew I was poor. Call the teacher of the admissions office and ask where my grades can be ranked. The other party said about 40, (our major only recruits about 20). I said, is that teacher hopeless? He said no. I'll tell you after we discuss the single subject line and the total score line. It will take another week or so, your grades are relatively balanced, and so on. . . .
Like a year. A week later, I went to the website of the research and recruitment office and saw the retest score line. I just met the requirements. I feel that I am not far from the Chinese Academy of Sciences. Hehe, because I heard that the Chinese Academy of Sciences is very interested in ability, as long as I pass the score line, everyone will treat me equally.
That's it. It's interesting. I went to the second interview and found a tutor, and this tutor A is very good, and of course he has a good attitude towards me. I expressed my wish. He said that I was an interdisciplinary candidate and suggested looking for a tutor related to my environmental engineering, but later she said that as long as no one else applied for this direction, I was the only one, and it must be me. How could it be her?
I went to find another tutor B, whose direction happened to have something to do with my environmental protection. I called B with great joy. As soon as the phone call to tutor B was connected, he asked me who you started to report and when I said. He said, you should go to him instead of me, and the phone hung up. Alas!
When I handed in the form, the teacher of the scientific research recruitment office of the Institute of Physics and Chemistry said that there were still a few places left in applied chemistry and suggested that I go there to change it. I accepted the suggestion and thought it was certain, hehe. . . Because of self-confidence, my undergraduate course is very brilliant, and I have won more than a dozen certificates and two national patents.
An applied chemistry tutor was confirmed when handing in the form. Organic chemistry is definitely not available. I confirmed my tutor C. I didn't know how strong my opponent was until the next day's physical examination and retest. The worst time was 2 1 1, and my school was third-rate. I was a cross-major, but I still met a very enthusiastic buddy from China University of Mining and Technology. Let's encourage each other. . .
The preparation for the second interview is not sufficient, and the oral English is not ready. After a few words, there is nothing to say. It's embarrassing. Seeing that there was almost silence, the teacher communicated with me in spoken English. It went well. After about 10 minutes, my spoken English is over, and I demand professional knowledge. I'm not a chemistry major. The teacher asked me why I changed my major. I said it was because of interest, and then I asked a few questions. The last question is, what is your research direction in choosing your tutor C? It is broken. I thought about it for a long time, but it was still inaccurate in the end. I knew this place didn't belong to me, at least not now. I happened to meet my buddy at China University of Mining and Technology when I came out. He asked me how I was, and I couldn't say. He said, go to my mentor. There is still a chance. I didn't know what happened and didn't move, so I didn't want to look for it. I may be tired, but I know it's futile to look for it. He said he wanted to see his tutor again and see if he could get in. Later, I sent a text message to confirm that he was admitted.
Back to the hotel, I bought a ticket to go home, and met two mm who had a second interview with us. They took their luggage and prepared to go back. They said hello to each other and said they would meet again sometime. Hehe, I thought at that time, the opportunity must be gone. I said, go ahead, we are acquaintances again, although I don't even know the name. Put you two on the bus. Standing under the platform of Fu Bao Miaoqiao North Station in Zhongguancun, I feel a little sad. I don't know what happened. Maybe it's my own efforts or the result, but I'm not willing, because the result hasn't come out yet I hope it will be a little unexpected!
On Monday, the list came out, without me! This result is not beyond my expectation!
Adjust, anyway, it's the second year of the exam, so we can't waste time!
I posted the transfer information crazily on the Internet, as soon as I saw the school. There are more than 20 schools. Finally, five or six schools wrote back to me, saying that they could transfer. The best is Shanghai University. Don't make fun of me here, because there are really few good schools to transfer to. Shanghai University is good, but it is still at public expense, but I didn't go because of my own reasons. Now I feel stupid!
I transferred back to our school and returned to this familiar place. I have been here for five years, and I will stay for three more years. I'm really a little unwilling. Well, what's the fate?
In September, I gave birth at my own expense and paid the money. Seeing that glistening money has been given to the school, I hate myself for squandering my family's money! I feel so worthless! When I handed in the training plan and chose a tutor, a lot of problems appeared. I feel like a ball. How can I do this? I thought my school had an advantage. The teachers' faces make me feel heartbroken about where I have been. I think, if I hadn't paid my tuition, I wouldn't have gone to this dump!
Later, I had a new idea, that is, I applied for another year, and I was admitted and dropped out. If I fail, I will stay. I don't even know what I think, and the school won't let people go for fear of conflict with the policy. I read the relevant policies, and there is one. The school had to issue a certificate, thinking, let's muddle through first. It doesn't matter whether you have a certificate or not, so you start reviewing, which is more solid than last year. Until today,165438+1October 29th, the admissions office said that if I couldn't show my certificate, I would be disqualified. Fax the proof before the 30th tomorrow. It turns out that my application information shows that I am a repeat student and I must have proof. It turns out that the network is too developed, not good! Everything is so clear. I have no choice but to find a teacher in the graduate school, hoping to construct a certificate. I have used all the relationships, but I just can't prove them!
I thought I still had a chance to fight for it, but I didn't expect this. This is not the result I want. What should I do, Chinese Academy of Sciences, my dream? Do I have to take a doctorate to get in? However, I heard that the exam is not easy, even more difficult than the exam. How can I get there? My school has no feelings for him. The data of intern teachers' papers are all made up. What's the point? Some teachers even have poor professional ethics. I am really heartbroken, but this is the way I choose. I can only accept it. Take a step and have a look. My friends, you should come on and work hard for your dreams.