Out of the depths of the dream, what I hear is no longer the prosperity of flowers and nights. Standing on the tide of history, I saw my choice. Although surprising, I have no complaints or regrets.

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When I looked at the loneliness of the sky, the meteor that crossed the sky surprised me, and the night clan was torn by it.

When I stood in the clouds and re-examined my past and future, I felt humiliated for the rest of my life, which made me show myself to future generations in the ridicule and ridicule of people at that time.

In retrospect, I just feel that inheriting my father's official position is my life track. But fate seems to be playing a trick on me, and it seems to be helping me, making me do something unexpected for myself and myself.

In the face of the rumor that Li Ling betrayed the imperial court, Manchu civil servants dared not defend him. At that time, the waves in my heart rolled for a long time What the hell is going on here? Why didn't anyone plead in front of the facts? Are they really ignorant, or are they afraid to see the gloomy face of the emperor? I couldn't sleep that night, and my heart just couldn't calm down for a long time, so I made an amazing move: I saw the emperor and defended Li Ling! I don't know what I will face, but I think it's my duty as a historian.

The consequences of this amazing move surprised and laughed at the Chinese people, which made me feel incredible. Many officials always talk and laugh about my "epic" behavior in their eyes. I don't regret what I did, because the responsibility in my heart gave me the courage to face suffering.

Faced with a fait accompli, the road ahead of me seems tortuous. I think of death, but when I face the dead tree and just spit out new buds, I feel a strange agitation in my heart. Walking by the river and watching the surging waves, I feel that life itself should be constantly bumping into setbacks in order to arouse the brilliance of life.

Thinking of my father's last exhortation, I made another amazing thing: don't die, live in the world! Sometimes people will scold me, laugh at me and don't understand my behavior, but I know that history is fair and it will give me the most just position. I saw Qu Yuan fluttering in white, which made the world wonder why he was so obsessed with Chu, but I knew it was his unswerving belief and pursuit. I saw the Spring and Autumn Annals, which was made by Zhong Ni when he was in prison. I also read the Art of War, which is an unyielding exercise. ...

Everything seems to be over. Not to pursue immortality, nor to self-promote. When I stand in the clouds and look back on my life, I have no complaints or regrets. Unexpectedly, I lost the happiness of the rest of my life; Unexpectedly, I have made great achievements in history. But all these surprises seem to be predestined, because my heart is full of blood and there is an indomitable spring flowing in my long life.