Weeping room humanity
The ninth day of the ninth lunar month. I don't know how to translate the word for time. According to the usual idea, they should be available on a certain day of the year. ) Ding Fanzu of Jincheng. Fuck the writing tools. Tell the dead room that Zheng makes people cry.
The time is the ninth day of the first lunar month. Ding Fanzu of Jincheng wrote this article with simple stationery. In order to comfort the soul of my late wife Zheng, I cried as follows:
Alas. The meaning of husband and wife. Good feeling. You know it and I know it. Just restrain the couple. I don't have to say anything. I need to say something to you. And sadness cannot be said. Although you can't say it casually.
Alas. The truth and principles between husband and wife are profound, and you and I naturally know it. Maybe there are these feelings between husband and wife, even if you don't say it. It's just that I have more to say, but I'm too sad to say it. Even so, I can't help saying this!
It is said that life and death are in the sky. I know it's in heaven. If you die. Then I will do it. It's unnatural.
People say that it is up to God to live a long life and die young. Of course I know it's God's fault. However, your death was caused by me, not by heaven.
My family is poor. Jing Geng Shen Xin You. I don't care if you come back to me.
Our family has always been poor and food is scarce. This is especially serious in Gengshen and New Year. That was when you married me.
Geng Shen Xin You is very reliable. This is especially true when it comes to Yihai Bingzi. The monarch feeds on what is happening.
Geng Shen and Xin Younian have been very serious. However, it was more serious in the years of Yihai and Bingzi. Since then, you have been in charge of food at home.
You can't cover grain by the day. Then I know that hunger will make you sick. Clothes can't be worn after the new year. Then I know that a cold will definitely make you sick. If so, the product of ten years. Then I know that you will die if you are sick.
Sometimes you have nothing to eat all day. I know that hunger will definitely make you sick. Sometimes clothes can't resist the cold for a year, and I know that freezing will definitely make me sick. So accumulated for ten years. I know the disease will kill you.
Illness comes first and fruit falls first. Hungry, too Cough and bloating. Cold also. There are still 20 days left. Actually died of illness.
When the disease starts, it really drains first, which is caused by hunger. Cough and bloating are caused by a cold. It's been more than 20 days, and you've died of this.
My husband is not necessarily ill, but poor. You may not die, but you will die of poverty. You can live without the dead. But dead people don't exist.
Well, you may not be sick, but you are sick because of poverty. You may not be dead, but you died because you were poor. People who can't die originally are people who die because of personnel, and only those who die because of God's disapproval are people who deserve to die.
So, alas, how did your king die? I really did it.
Who said you died because of God? Actually, I caused it.
Alas. My sorrow for you lies in poverty. And I am really poor. (that is, there is no translation between subject and predicate)
Alas. I mourn for you because of poverty, of course. And I really value you because I am poor.
The square urn has no storage space and can be cooked in the morning. There is no shelter in the basket.
There is no reserve for breakfast in the square jar. There is nothing in the box to cover the body.
Women in the world seldom hate their husbands. What do you have to say to me? When I saw you, I felt bored. Take it easy. Then why not feel relieved and safe?
Few women in the world don't laugh at their husbands. When have you ever said anything angry to me? Even if I feel a little helpless sometimes. You can also comfort yourself calmly. So how can I not be at ease and at ease?
So, try it. "People are rich and I am poor, and my life is also. I am not jealous. "
So (you) once said: "Others are rich and I am poor. This is all fate. I have never envied others. "
Fang Feng, supported by two people (it's hard to understand here), is always lacking. You take it to the maid and tailor. And He Jiong is tired. Cishi has a chronic disease. Accommodation must be a gentleman. And you go with the flow for gentleness. He Jiong is different from the love between mother and child.
At that time, my parents often lacked clothes and food, even if they were fed water. When do you look tired when you make clothes for others to support yourself? Mother has been ill for many years, and her diet and daily life depend on you. You take care of these things for her and follow her heart gently. Is this any different from the love between mother and child?
So, after your death, cishi was terrified and said, "I don't think I have a body. The pro-consultant said: the good wife is dead.
So your death, my mother said very sadly. I can't live. Relatives and neighbors lamented. The filial daughter-in-law died.
Benevolent people attach wealth. So I'm poor. Or change its constancy. And the monarch is purely filial. The poorer, the more faithful.
It is often said that benevolence and wealth are attached. So poverty and hardship are extreme, and people sometimes change their original nature. And you have achieved the ultimate practice of filial piety. The poorer, the firmer.
I have great respect. Not just an ordinary couple. I died before today. I am safe and not sad. Although my condolences to you. So I feel sorry for myself.
I respect you. It's not just the general feeling of harmony between husband and wife. Now you die before me. How can I not be sad? Even so, I mourn for you and myself more.
I am worried about the support of two people. And those who are sometimes tolerant. How to be a gentleman? Who is generous today? I'm worried about cishi's illness. And those who still sometimes leave and travel on business. How to be a gentleman? Today, who depends on who to leave? Sacrifice me to manage its foreign affairs. But you must be within the scope of the monarch. Who is it today? Liu Wu is his father. And you must have been educated by your mother. Who is the mother today?
I used to worry about my parents' support, but sometimes I can relax because of you. Who can you rely on to relax now? Although I am worried about my mother's illness. And sometimes you can leave home and go out to be an official because of you. Who can run away from home now? Although I can manage things outside, I also need to rely on you to handle things at home. Who can help me with my family affairs now? Of course, I can bear the responsibility of parenting as a father by obeying my children. But I also need you to take on the responsibility of being a mother. Who will be his mother now?
The four are constantly troubled, sad and happy. Qi Fang is also very sad. Some mourn for you, and some mourn for themselves. Alas. Alas.
These four kinds of troubles will always come, and sadness will always follow. Therefore, when mourning, sometimes I have no time to mourn you, just remember to lament myself. Alas. Alas.
In winter. I was lucky to steal onychomycosis. Still removed from office. In private, you said that my nature was out of control. It is not appropriate to work for personal interests. Fortunately, poverty is slightly wider than cloth. Please talk to your son. What do you mean you're not staying? .
In the winter of cinnamon. I am lucky to be admitted to Grade A. As an official, I tell you privately that I am free and easy, although I should not care about personal gains and losses. But fortunately, my family is poor, and I am gradually relieved than when I was a citizen. I really hope to enjoy it with you, but you can't wait.
Even if you are unfortunate, you can't grow old with me, and you can't wait for six. Watching you marry a woman. Unfortunately, I can't see my wife. I can't be alone. I'm a little out of poverty. The more I get rid of poverty, the more heartless I am.
Even if you are unlucky, you can't stay with me forever. Can't I wait until Liu Ying grows up and watch him marry? Even if I am unlucky not to see him marry, can't I wait until I get rid of poverty a little? The less poor I am, the less secure I am.
Help me fake my promotion. Ride past the door. I can't wait to have a gentleman. Then why should I care about my heart? Leave me a city. Provide accommodation for two people. I wish I had a gentleman with me. Then why should I care about my heart? It's a little better to leave with food and clothing. However, the clothes and meals of Sijun often don't follow suit. Then why should I care about my heart? Maid and servant leave a little. The wells of Sijun are often self-operated. Then why should I care about my heart? In the room, Lou finished eating slightly when he left to order. But Sijun is often wet in summer and cold in winter. Then why should I care about my heart?
If I get a promotion in the DPRK, ride a high horse and walk out of the city gate with my entourage, I will regret not being watched by you. Then how can I feel at ease?
Suppose I am the leader of a city. When I take a sedan chair to serve my parents, I will regret that there is no one to follow. How can I feel at ease?
If clothes and food can be improved gradually, you will think that even if you have worn-out clothes and rough food, you often can't continue. Then how can I feel at ease?
If there are a few handmaids and servants gradually. You'll think you fetch water and wash clothes yourself. Then how can I feel at ease?
If the house at home can be gradually improved, you will think that you often endure the humidity in summer, the cold and pain in winter. Then how can I feel at ease?
You've lost your second relative. And the poor can't use emotion. Let me share the official salary. Those who sacrificed to the graves inside and outside my uncle's house. Why do I care about my heart? You've tasted a private party. There is no shame in hating poverty (the same as "shame"). It was a mistake for me to please the deep source brothers. I don't know how to translate the picture frame. Why do I care about my heart?
You have suffered the death of your parents, but you can't express your grief because of poverty. How can I have an idea if I can set aside some official salaries to help sacrifice the graves of my parents-in-law? You used to suffer from the visit of your good friends, and you couldn't cook a good meal (entertain them). If I can manage my diet well and welcome my brothers, how can I feel at ease? Then how can I have a brain? Please consider which translation to use here, mainly tone.
Life and death. The days are far away and forgotten. And the farther away my days are, the more I hate them. Then the farther away I am, the more unforgettable I am.
Between life and death. As time goes by, it fades away. This is human nature. But for me, the longer the days, the more disappointed I feel. So these are the reasons why the longer I go, the less I forget.
After the death of his wife, men will remarry. It's still a question of thinking and taking it away from you. And easy to forget. I'm forty or thirty this year. All teeth and hair are fragile. How can there be young women in the room? This is something I won't forget. Before the body. I just miss you.
Of course, some people remarry after their wives die. This is the position of the person you miss, and it was taken away by the newlyweds, so it's easy to forget. I am forty-three years old this year, and my teeth and hair are getting old. How can I have a young wife at home? This is for someone I can't forget. When I was alive, it was just the day when I missed you!
Ouch. Think hard, think hard. I don't think about it. Think about it. Be dead. Although I don't think about it. But those who touched my heart. You can't stop thinking. Alas. Alas.
Ouch. I miss myself. I don't miss myself. Missing or not missing, it is meaningless to the deceased, even if it is not missing. However, people whose thoughts have touched my heart can't help but miss them after all. Alas. Alas.