What moved me most was a sentence on the cover: sow at any time, blossom at any time, decorate this path with flowers, so that pedestrians who wear flowers and brush leaves will not feel pain, tears and sadness. This is the best answer to why I will continue to be a head teacher after 26 years.
I meditated repeatedly in my heart: stepping on thorns, I don't feel pain, I have tears to cry about, and I don't feel sad.
My intuition tells me that Mr. Yu Jie must be a man with a story.
Sure enough, I came from a scholarly family and experienced many ups and downs. Unexpectedly, the polishing of the years has created a jade-like character. With great love, Teacher Yu has been a mentor who has influenced and changed countless children.
She said that empathy is the greatest wisdom of a class teacher. So, understand the boys who make their hair look like a chicken nest, understand the girls who have started to fall in love at an early age, and understand the students who keep causing trouble everywhere. There is nothing wrong with everything, but their pain has nowhere to express.
Yes, because you know, you are kind. Teacher Yu, who has experienced the storms of life, understands the children's inner thoughts better. Those pains, she knows, she knows, she knows. Therefore, we can stand in the position of students, feel and tolerate.
I have been a class teacher for nearly 30 years and have become a national model teacher. How did the teacher who had never met become close to her? Might as well make a list.
19 insisted on making a home-school contact list.
Education blog record updated on 12.
Production and printing of 7 student growth commemorative books.
Insist on writing letters to students, more than 400 thousand words.
Insist on finishing all the school homework.
Yes, there is an educational method called persistence. As far as the teacher is concerned, I don't want to be an ascetic or a candle. I want to be a powerful lamp. Education can last only if life has quality.
Surprised, I silently recalled some details. On the home-school contact list, teacher Yu wrote warm words in beautiful fonts; Most letters to children are as thick as two pages. ...
If you haven't seen it with your own eyes, there won't be a rock-breaking inner shock. Just like a paragraph written by the teacher on the homepage: What our education lacks is not a perfect and ideal educational concept, nor high-tech teaching conditions, but sincerity, justice, fearlessness and sympathy from the heart.
Suddenly, there was a feeling of seeing each other for a long time, so strong that I couldn't help sighing in the center of the earth: why didn't you know each other earlier? Ten years ago, for example. Or, earlier, why didn't I meet a woman like a teacher at the beginning of my teaching?
I remember my teacher's words: One day, you will smile and say that you have suffered.
Well, this sentence reminds me of infinite memories without any excuse. Those distant memories are vivid in my mind, as if they happened yesterday. For a time, my heart was full of sweet acidity. Tonight takes me back to the distant past. Under the guidance of the teacher, relive the good years of being a class teacher.
In the spring of 2004, I transferred to my alma mater. As a middle school Chinese teacher, I was extremely lucky and happy.
I don't know why, maybe it's because the trial of "Guan Zhai" is so wonderful that I took the best class in my grade. Besides, I actually became a class teacher.
At that time, I was really young, passionate and energetic. The first thing a new official did when he took office was to set up a "one-day monitor rotation system". In addition, some matters are listed in a serious way. Euphemistically called "class management, full participation", the purpose is to cultivate students' sense of responsibility, collective concept and cooperative spirit. Students should become designers, organizers and managers of class work by exerting their autonomy and creativity, and realize self-education, self-management and self-development.
Now it seems that I am so avant-garde. The responsibilities of the so-called one-day squad leader are clarified, such as being responsible for attendance, supervising health, maintaining discipline and so on. In addition, fill in a day's monitor record and hold a day's work summary meeting.
Most importantly, I put forward the monitor's slogan: I dedicate my love to the class, and the class is more wonderful because of me.
In this way, it started with a bang. As expected, however, it ended flatly.
Why? This process is a bit difficult to explain, and there are many reasons for failure. There was only one result, and I was fired.
Of course, this is another story, which needs to be said slowly.
Up to now, looking back, I am the head teacher, and I know how to put myself in the other's shoes as well as Teacher Yu. Moreover, there is a deep-rooted compassion in the bones. A children's speech contest, a table tennis contest in the classroom, and poetry singing on the night of power failure are all wonderful. Of course, in a school that regards grades as its lifeline, such an approach is tantamount to grandstanding.
The most exciting thing is to create class songs and adapt swan songs. At that time, I firmly believed that as long as I worked hard and paid, the ugly duckling would become a white swan. Stand on the podium and tell the children very seriously: the farther your dream is, the more you can reach the other side; How high is your heart, how high is the sky you fly.
Such remarks are very inspiring and sensational. As a result, the children are as confident and passionate as I am.
Unlike a teacher, as a non-normal student, I have never studied pedagogy and psychology. So in the face of a large class of 80 people, jumping out of one or two thorns will make me very helpless.
So I tried my best to reflect and found some shortcomings: the management mechanism failed, the management mode was single, and the management was not strong enough. Next, think hard about the countermeasures: grasp the psychology and prescribe the right medicine; Seize the spearhead and nip in the bud; Grasp the heart and dredge the induction.
Even if it is an armchair strategist, or if you are in a hurry to see a doctor, you should try your best.
However, just as I was racking my brains to recruit, suddenly a pie fell from the sky. 15 days of training in the province, the content is the practical operation of distance education information technology. For me, it was an opportunity to learn, and I went without thinking.
This time, there is no turning back.
The children I inspired actually disagreed with the math teacher who acted as the head teacher. I don't know all the details. In a word, when I came back from studying, the class civil strife became a pot of paste.
Before I could clean up the mess, the final exam came. Then, at the beginning of the new semester, I was relieved of my post. Besides, I can hardly attend classes.
Well, it's hard to remember the past.
Looking at the contents of the teacher's book, I suddenly found myself with an unknown consciousness. Write the class teacher's notes, write letters to children, and take single-parent children to see a doctor. Secretly pay tuition and miscellaneous fees to students with poor family conditions, and quietly buy notebooks for girls with excellent academic performance but no one hurts. ...
Those beautiful past events always make people deeply immersed in memories.
Occasionally I think, if I don't go to training and leave my children, will I find a smooth and smooth way to be a class teacher?
I often wonder if I should try my best to be a class teacher with high efficiency and exquisite management skills.
Just thinking. I haven't been a class teacher for more than ten years, and I have already put down such a heart. I just hope to stick to my original wish and be a good teacher that children like.
However, for me, the most unforgettable experience of the head teacher is starting from teaching.
Just joined the work and was assigned to a rural primary school, a small village like Xanadu. The school is surrounded by fields and Woods, with mountains and deserts in the distance. At that time, I was really happy.
Being a first-year class teacher is a bit hard and busy. However, my heart is full of happiness.
It is common to wipe children's noses, and it is even more necessary to make a fire in winter. In summer, I took my children to sit by the garden in front of the classroom, looked up at the clouds in the sky and called them what they looked like. In the autumn afternoon, I led my children to the small playground at the school gate, and the whole class chased football.
I also bought story tapes for the children from my own pocket. After school in the afternoon, I also escorted the children far away from home to cross the canal safely. I used to help the naughty boy who fell into the water dry clothes one by one while watering the winter wheat. ...
As for the children, when they came to school, they ran away when they saw me from a distance. Maybe it's an apple, maybe it's corn on the cob or cooked potatoes brought home from home.
Come to think of it, there was no need to manage at that time, just love with your heart. Love every child, even if it is a little guy sleeping on a stool, even if it is a naughty bag covered in mud, it is also from the heart.
Unfortunately, that time was only one and a half years, but it left a deep echo in my life.
The reading of teacher Yu's book "I want to be a class teacher" has just begun.
I want to go into the teacher's world, experience her experience and feel her feelings. Know how to be a smart class teacher. To discover the beauty cherished in the depths of the years.
As teacher Yu said: Everything I say and do will have an impact on students' lives, maybe small, maybe big, and maybe it will change a person's life.
Then, I will be a teacher's student seriously.
I am eager to change and believe in it.