At the beginning of the novel, the author gave the hero a definition: He Bin is a "cold" young man who doesn't care about others and doesn't greet others easily. We can vaguely see that he seems to be the only cold person, but he doesn't want to be close to others. In fact, people did not reject him, which also laid the groundwork for Lu's bouquet and Lu's mother's gratitude. Then the author said, He Bin will never get the letter. Seeing this, I thought, even if he has no friends, doesn't he have a mother? He is afraid of being angry, so he puts an end to everything that is angry. "He doesn't love anything that is a little angry"; He has knowledge, but "the shelves are full of books", which can also be seen in his later Nietzsche theory; But he only studies to pass the boring time and life. Pick up a book and read it unconsciously. His life is like a mystery. He has no relatives or even a mother, but he seems to have received a good education in China and read a lot of books.
In the first three paragraphs of the article, Mr. Bing Xin introduced He Bin to us and felt his thoughts and feelings from the outside as a whole. In just three paragraphs, we can see his beautiful writing, because he described how his home was abandoned. He wrote that "there is not even a flower or a grass in the room, and it is as cold as a cave", which makes readers feel the cold and cheerless atmosphere of his home, but it is very clean and comfortable.
Then another important character appeared in the novel, Lu Er. Lu's voice is preconceived. "The sound of pain is intermittent, but it just vibrates in this silent night." A "tremor" brings the protagonist who has not yet appeared to life, and the description is very vivid. This is a kind and naive child. It is for this voice that our hero He Bin didn't fall asleep. He thought of "loving mother, stars in the sky, flowers in the yard". Note that this is a "loving" mother. He used this word once! He is not so heartless! He has a mother and a childhood. When people are most lonely, they always think of their mothers most easily. This is the power of maternal love. Gradually, the theme of the article came out, the philosophy of love.
On the morning of the seventh day, he finally could not help it. He asked Grandma Cheng about the patient's illness, and then gave him an important bill that could change his life in order to lead an honest and clean life. Life goes by slowly, as if nothing had happened, but he will inadvertently think of his mother, although he is trying to avoid trying to become a superman.
Finally, Lu Er appeared on the stage. "The black and fat face was upturned, and the door was open, almost crying." Several simple and lovely images came to my face. Rejected, he doesn't seem to give up. This is also a kind of love, right? While sleeping, he "suddenly heard his door knob move a few times, and then heard someone push it with his hand", but he "said nothing, just lay quietly". Is he indifferent to the things around him or immersed in the memories of his mother?
The next day, he "closed the door by himself" for a busy day. He Bin, closing the door doesn't count. Look at Lu Er's series of performances when He Bin asked him to buy rope: "hiding behind the opposite door", "stumbling over and holding the money happily, flying downstairs" and "running red and panting". Lu Er is naive, excited and kind, full of love. What does he think of help?
In the dream, He Bin saw his mother again. This is a complete description of the dream. The dream process is very detailed and vivid, which is also the most delicate place of Bing Xin's style. Dreams are hazy, so they will not be very organized, but the image of the mother will gradually become clear with the deepening of the dream. Slowly walked into a woman in white, with her right hand holding her skirt and her left hand pressing her forehead. As she approached, the fragrance followed, and she gradually leaned down to look at it, silently watching, her eyes full of love. This is a scene buried in my heart, right? This is a meeting I've been dreaming of for a long time, right? The philosophy of love awakened him. "Mom, I want to sit up in your arms. We are only involved in each other and will never abandon each other. " "Mom, don't go, don't go ..." "The expression of love that has been hidden for more than ten years is exposed on He Bin's face, and the tears that have not been seen for more than ten years are scattered like pearls." It's all because of those loving eyes. Love awakened him, maternal love and friendship. No matter how cold the heart is, it will melt before love is hot.
He woke up and saw a blue and gold flower. Does this sunny flower shine into He Bin's cold heart like a bunch of sunshine? After reading Lu's letter, He Bin did his best, all because of the sentence "Does your husband have a mother, too?" He must love my husband so that my mother and my husband's mother are good friends. "
Finally, He Bin took the blue flower and left with love. In his letter, we can feel that he is no longer lonely. "The children and grandchildren of the world are also good friends, and they are all involved in each other, not abandoning each other." It seems that you can see a talented and energetic young man coming back. In the end, maybe we will all laugh and sigh, it's good to have love, but we don't want to be superman.