Looking back on Qin Yi's life, Qin Yi's career can be described as smooth sailing, and many fans think that she is the darling of God.

But in the face of the media, she said, "My life is not enviable."

What is the reason?

She has been married twice in her life, lost her children in old age and suffered from cancer in her later years.

Both husbands were drunk and derailed, and they were beaten and scolded by their sons since childhood, and their daughters ignored her. This kind of experience seems to be only a fragment that will appear in movies, and it is all staged on Qin Yi.

Qin Yi was born in a deep mansion in Shanghai from 65438 to 0922. Despite the opposition of his family, he devoted himself to literature and art.

1938, Qin Yi met his first husband Chen Tianguo at the age of 17.

1939, Chen Tianguo forced Qin Yi to marry him by death. Qin Yi thought it was a vigorous love affair. Without knowing it, he married Chen Tianguo.

After getting married, Chen Tianguo soon revealed his true nature. He is a heavy drinker and often hits Qin Yi after drinking.

1944, Qin Yi gave birth to her daughter Jin Feihuan, who was seriously ill. The two people who lost their income were poor and had great difficulties.

Chen Tianguo dismissed the idea of giving the child away. Qin Yi finally couldn't bear it, and reluctantly proposed to divorce Chen Tianguo. The two officially ended their short marriage.

Chen Tianguo's resentment also became one of the fuses for Qin Yi's disagreement with her daughter.

From 65438 to 0947, Qin Yi went to Hong Kong to film, and her second husband, Jin Yan, became attached to the film and got married soon.

1948, Qin Yi gave birth to her next son, named Jin Jie. The two are very loving. Qin Yi, who thought she could live a happy life, never imagined that Jin Yan could not afford to suffer from stomach bleeding because of alcoholism at 1962, and this lie was twenty years.

Qin Yi has been taking care of Jin Yan for the past twenty years. I hope he will get better one day, but it rained all night.

In the mid-1960s, Qin Yi was diagnosed with rectal cancer. During this period, my son was frightened and suffered from mild schizophrenia. All this undoubtedly made Qin Yi's miserable life worse.

After caring for Jin Yan for twenty years, Yan Jingyu died in 1983.

Facing the death of a lover. Until one day, Qin Yi never recovered. When all Jin Yan's favorite small white flowers withered, she said to the withered flowers:

"Small white flowers, small white flowers, do you know your master is gone? You always bloom for him, can you bloom for me? "

When Qin Yi got up the next day, she was pleasantly surprised to find that there were 42 small white flowers in full bloom. Seeing such a vibrant little white flower, I once again raised my expectations for life. I put all my thoughts on my seriously ill son.

Unfortunately, in March 2 007, 59-year-old Jin Jie died of diabetes complicated with pneumonia.

Heartbroken Qin Yi tried to follow his son several times. But there is no way, the dead have gone, and the living will always try to live.

Her husband and son left her. How did her only daughter Jin Feiheng spend these years? What did she think?

When Qin Yi and Chen Tianguo divorced, the young Jin Feiheng just thought that his mother had abandoned his father and didn't know how his mother was abused by his father.

Qin Yi and Jin Yan together, also inspired Jin Feiheng's rebellious heart, she just wants to grow up quickly, and can leave this home that she has no nostalgia for.

But Ginger's illness made Qin Yi ignore her daughter's emotional changes. While filming in Qin Yi, she married her first husband in a hurry despite her mother's dissuasion. Now it makes Qin Yi angry. This is also an important reason for the estrangement between mother and daughter.

In an interview with Qin Yi in Lu Yu You Yue, he asked, "Do you think you have suffered more or enjoyed more in your life?"

Qin Yi replied indifferently: "There are a lot of hardships, and there is no way to deal with the hardships at home."

When asked about the relationship between Qin Yi and her daughter, Qin Yi spoke a little excitedly about her daughter's "crime", but in my opinion, this is exactly the feeling that an old mother hates iron for her daughter!

Jin Fei Heng herself said that before the age of 55, she knew nothing about her mother's work.

After the age of 55, my mother gradually participated in my mother's work, and she realized that my mother's life was so difficult. So I put aside my bad feelings for many years to take care of my mother.

This year, according to the custom, Mr. Qin Yi celebrated his hundredth birthday early.

She also took a photo of herself with her daughter Jin Feiheng and granddaughter Meng Wei, which finally broke the rumor that Qin Yi's mother-daughter relationship was not harmonious for decades.

After all kinds of ups and downs, Qin Yi can finally put down her heavy burden and enjoy the care from her family when she is over eighty, which is her only blood relationship in this world.