Eight years later, I still remember the feeling at that time, only a lot more sadness. In these eight years, I have love, brothers, ideals and madness. Every song of Mayday seems to record a story of mine, or perhaps every story is commemorated by a song of Mayday. These eight years, thank you, and Mayday, these eight years, I finally grew up reluctantly.
On September 30th, 20 16, on the last day of September, my friend asked me why I didn't buy the Shanghai show in early October together. In fact, when I bought this ticket, I was still on the Sichuan-Tibet line and still immersed in sadness. At that time, I was thinking, maybe no one will accompany me to the Mayday concert in my life, and the song "Gentleness" will never leave my heart again. Maybe this is fate, I have to admit. The sadness that began in August should be almost over by the end of September. I don't want to be sad alone.
At half past six, I hurried to the Olympic Sports Center. The crowd gathered at the ticket gate and bought some tickets for the concert in August. Then I was startled by the screams of the fans who had already entered the stadium, thinking that it had already started, and only after I went in did I find that it was not May Day. So I took my time to find a seat. There are still many seats in the stands in section 30, maybe not all of them have been taken. Then I observed the people around me and found that they were all introverted, maybe introverted, maybe not fans. Moreover, they are generally older, and their expressions have not changed until May, so I chose to leave this place and stand with those embarrassed fans below.
The first few songs with high capitals. When singing, I felt that the whole audience was burning, and everyone gradually got rid of the shackles and began to sing loudly. Not long after the beginning, a big brother who just entered the arena asked me if I had ever sung tenderness. I paused for a moment, and then said no, tenderness is a song that I am both looking forward to and afraid of, because this song contains too many stories and feelings, and I am afraid that my emotions will get out of control, because I don't want to cry at all, and I just want to accompany Mayday through this period of youth.
But just then, I heard another song "You are not really happy". I don't know whether she is happy or not. All I know is that I am unhappy. I don't like putting on airs in front of others. I am happy and unhappy, so I can't be a person who makes everyone envy me. I'm just an ordinary and real me. Yes, I am lovelorn. I have been immersed in pain for two months. I love her very much. I am not free and easy enough. This is why I am unhappy. This is also my real life. I'm not really happy, my smile is just the protective color I wear.
Although the song was very sad, I finished it with a smile and looked good. The next song suddenly opened the hi mode, and it was also a song related to my memory, Monkey King. Because 13' s adventure and Bravo 2' s friends filmed the adventure video, this background music always reminds me of the story in the bicycle village at that time. Wechat group hasn't spoken for a long time. I remember the little video of "Monkey King" taken by our friends at the concert on May Day. We all remember this song and that story. It's good.
The glow sticks lit up the audience, and Mayday's youth flashed by, from the first album in 1999 to the penultimate album in 20 16, and in 17, Mayday said that she would sing together until she was 80 years old. Honestly, I don't know if I can live to be 80 years old, but thank you for hearing angels in 2008.
I still cried at this concert, but the first time I almost, not because of Tender, but because of Sea of Life, "Even if it is true, the whole world abandoned me ...", because I was really abandoned by this world, I didn't have the sense of security you said, and I don't know what it was, but I only know that I was abandoned by this world. I thank all those who promised to accompany me. Now I don't care about being abandoned by the world, because I only care about people abandoned by the world. "I can't forget, no matter where I am going tomorrow, but at least I will decide whether I am happy or sad."
Later, "smoke" also reminded me of some past events. I sang it in Li Lei and Liren Township Library. I became a male student with stories, but I realized that there were too many stories, which would make me unable to face the future. I really shouldn't be too greedy. I hope the past is like smoke.
Watermelon sent me a WeChat saying, "Cheers! ! ! "I know that" Cheers "is a familiar song for the expedition members of 14 and 15, and it is listed as a classic together with Zhang Zhenyue's" Goodbye ". What I remember most about the toast is that three years ago today, my senior and I went to see the Mayday DNA movie. Because it is an activity organized by Mayday Fan Post Bar, it is very popular. When we sang a toast, everyone held up the Coca-Cola with May Day printed on it, and we drank to each other. "Is it possible that one day, time can really go back ..." I woke up many times, not knowing whether to go back to the past or to wake up in a dream.
I don't want to leave you alone, but I can't decide. You always have to meet better people. When I don't want to leave you, my heart seems to be blessing the person I love. When riding Sichuan and Tibet from self-abuse, I have been struggling with myself about love or not, because you clearly love it in your heart, but the more you resolutely save it, the more she doesn't love you and hurts her, so she loves. On the way, I finally chose to laugh at myself, and then I never cried for love again. The sadder I am, the louder I laugh. I thought I was crazy. Later, I thought I was crazy.
The concert in Mayday is naturally accompanied by tenderness. A Xin didn't ask everyone to call this time, and I don't want to call anyone. Because of the story about this song, I decided to stop here and don't want to give this song any sad stories.
Because "Angel" was rarely sung at the concert, I gave "Tender" to a girl because she accompanied me for three years. In those three years, I always regarded her as my angel. As long as she exists, I feel a kind of power. I have never been near it, and I try to avoid contact, because you are my angel and my first and last paradise. May you be happy forever.
But in the end, I didn't expect that what made me burst into tears was "Later Us" and later "If We Never Met". Fan told me that he couldn't accept the fact that his girlfriend left him and was sad for a long time, but he was relieved after hearing "Later Us" six months later. At that time, I had just been lovelorn for a few days, but I was getting more and more sad listening to this song all the way. I was relieved to hear this song two months later. "Later, we, I'm looking forward to, see tears. You really ... If we hadn't met, I don't know where I would be, but it's nice to meet you.
I finished singing one song after another in tears, perhaps because I didn't want to exaggerate the sad atmosphere. A Xin sang several high-pitched songs. "Falling in love" makes my mood slowly recover. Although it is already ed in love, it is just a blessing for friends who are in love. A Xin said the last song several times, but he still sang 10. The last song "OAOA" ended with a happy song. After watching May Day, I left in a hurry. I have a feeling that I have a wish. Even if I were given a ticket for the Shanghai concert now, I wouldn't accept it. Next time we meet, we'll wait for the farewell concert.
Long time no see, Mayday; Long time no see, Jin Congcong!
This night is actually a catharsis that has been accumulated for many years. Again, "Being a man is really tiring". I thought about it before, but I was afraid of death, hurting my loved ones, and being afraid of pressure, so I finally chose to get along. Now, after I lost all my luggage, I want to walk freely on the road. I don't like money, power, hypocrisy, competition, being looked down upon and worshipped. I am a fool, thinking every day, "If the world is flat, why should we all climb up!" "
Don't be an exquisite egoist, don't be a missing person in the history of thought! I think this life is a lonely person! Walk with the wind and walk with God!
Long time no see, you; Long time no see, me!