I am a person who used to be a virgin. I thought I was the savior, who could protect everyone and let everyone feel the beauty of this world. Finally, the realistic knife poked a hole in me.

I didn't know how to socialize before, thinking that as long as you are good to others, others will be good to you. I think what you plant will bear fruit, but some people are dogs, parasites and vampires. You're just a loser who gives them energy. In their eyes, you are a dispensable guy. Once you disobey them a little, they will hold on tight, argue repeatedly, make you feel condemned, and then try their best to please them. Even if you make yourself unhappy or even go against your heart, in the end, you are just a spare tire, which is still dispensable.

There is really no need to care too much about making friends or ordinary classmates. In the long river of your life, countless people will pass you by, and countless people will leave their footprints in your life.

What you need is someone who sees all your shortcomings and still loves you.

Don't run away, you must work hard. Change yourself and be kind to yourself.

I hope you can be rational and kind, have intimate friends and lovers, and live happily into your best self.

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