If you are like this, your question is easy to answer, at least it shows that you didn't waste your life from primary school art, and your four-year university didn't waste your time. It also shows that you can do it well, you can do it.

I am a professional with you, and now I am the director of an advertising company. Try to answer your question and see if I can help you.

The first is the problem of learning. I think the teachers in the school are turtles, bandits, hooligans and liars. It's nonsense to solve problems for others without solving them yourself! So it doesn't matter whether you get average grades at school. It doesn't matter if you finish a course in two or three weeks, as long as it is a course. The low stage of design you mentioned is actually not a low stage. Reference is the essence of this world, and no one has ever said it is bad. The fixed style has not yet formed the best. As a student, you formed your own style prematurely before you knew enough about society. Isn't this a sign of being stubborn and divorced from reality? Creativity is not a matter of one or two days. In the future work, you will gradually hone yourself and master the creative methods.

Let's talk about the internship experience. Personally, I don't advocate students going out to work to earn money for internships, because this is not what students should do. Students have to do these things for decades after graduation. Why do they want to start a short four-year college career? Universities should complete the first self-improvement, cultivate independent personality, and seize the last time to study and study. Of course, if you don't have enough time, you can take the postgraduate exam. Anyway, studying while working after graduation is relatively unreliable. We should seize the time of the school to improve the knowledge structure. So it's best not to practice, which means there is no waste of time. For example, driving test is particularly important. When you get a job, you won't have much time to take your driver's license.

You should know which major is suitable for you. You'd better find a regular advertising company to be a graphic designer. This should be the corresponding major, but I'm afraid you work too hard for a girl. Being an illustrator and magazine editor is also good.

You're so nervous that you think graduation is still awkward. How can graduation be awkward? After graduation, you have a wide range of choices. You can choose to travel around the world, beg in the street, be a freelance artist, do other majors, join the world environmental protection organization and be a famous prostitute. You have freedom, you have unlimited choices, others will be embarrassed to see you, and you can't buy it at all costs, which makes people envy you.

What should I pay attention to when applying for a job? Be sure to find an opportunity to meet, preferably by phone, and try not to send your resume first if possible. Of course, the probability is not high, so the resume is also very important. The content involved in a resume can be broader and slightly ridiculous. For example, the songs you like to listen to and the screenwriters that movie directors like can reflect your unique personality as a designer. Be frank and practical after meeting, which is the first key to your successful application. No matter how unruly your character is, you can show it, but you can't forget honesty, practicality and humility. The second key is a sensitive issue, which is money. You can directly talk about the internship without salary and give it a chance to come in and try. It's worthless. You can learn well and do well without pay. In addition, if you can create some value, you can take less. If you can't create value, you can help do something you can. In this way, you will get a few meetings more easily. In others' eyes, you will become a newly graduated college student, very practical and studious, regardless of gains and losses in order to gain a firm foothold in your career. I think, there should be no normal human being who will get tired of such people.

Let's talk so much first. I think that's enough. Don't worry, relax and good luck.