At midnight, Luo Ling woke up from a dream and gently pinched her thigh, which was very painful, but fortunately it was not true.
She looked at her husband who was still sleeping, snoring like thunder, one after another …
Luo Lingmeng saw her touching him. Why does she still cling to the past? Maybe I miss it day and night.
She remembers meeting Wu Shuang yesterday.
Luo Ling took money from China Bank, waved and looked at her watch. He thought he was going to pick up his daughter from kindergarten.
Hurry past the electric door, take out the car keys from your bag and press in the direction of parking. She approached the car and was about to open the door. Suddenly, a huge wave rushed to the parking space near her. She was surprised and frowned. "Local tyrants! Too domineering! "
Opening the door again, I heard someone calling her name, "Luo Ling, long time no see old classmates!"
A familiar voice, she looked up and froze, and saw a familiar face. Even if she hadn't seen it for years, she would still remember it. Because in her shy youth, she has lit up the girl's dream of falling in love with spring countless times.
Three years of deskmate life made her unforgettable.
She doesn't know how she fell in love with him.
2
She and he are high school classmates. She is introverted and quiet, with excellent grades. She only likes reading Qiong Yao's novels occasionally. He is a poor student in his class and is often late in the morning.
Because gifted students are required to take care of poor students, help them study and promote their progress, the teacher asks them to sit together.
At first, Luo Ling was disgusted with this deskmate. She has never sat with a boy from elementary school to junior high school. She is very exclusive in her heart, but she has always been an obedient and good student. Teachers will never show the slightest displeasure and resistance to this arrangement.
Because I don't concentrate in class, especially when I meet a class I don't like, I draw on the draft book. Luo Ling sneaked a look, and the sketch was really organized and comfortable, which was a bit out of proportion to his poor grades. It really embarrassed her that the teacher asked her to help, such a person! Where should she start?
"Have you finished your homework?" ? "I don't want to do it."
"Do you understand?" ? "I don't want to hear it."
This is their simple conversation every day. She patiently asked, and he answered.
Luo Ling is very helpless. Later, he simply ignored it and thought that learning was his own business. He should be responsible for himself and know the consequences of not working hard!
So Luo Ling was once again buried in the sea of books in Shan Ye. There are many top students to catch up with, and many students are struggling to catch up with her. She can't slack off for a moment. She has no time and doesn't want to fuck this broken heart again.
Unconsciously, a month passed. One night after class, Luo Ling rubbed her tired eyes and gently closed them, ready to do eye exercises. Suddenly, a weak voice floated in his ear: "Luo Ling, can I ask you a math question?" She opened her eyes and looked surprised. The deskmate took the initiative to ask questions. Does the sun rise in the west? Anyway, this is a good start. "Of course!" Rowling turned to look at him and smiled kindly.
After finishing the math problem, she still couldn't help but be curious and asked him, "Finally have a conscience to study hard?"
"You play too hard, don't allow me to play. I will be divided into classes next year. I also want to enter the intensive class and continue to sit with you. Can't I? "
Here we go again! He is so glib.
However, Luo Ling began to agree with the teacher's good intentions in her heart, and she could not deny the influence of the environment and the power of example. It's really close to Zhu Zhechi!
He finally lost his temper. Everyone has self-esteem. Who wants to lag behind others forever?
He confided to Luo Ling slowly: I used to be a child of other people's families and an idolized schoolmaster, but I didn't like a teacher and didn't want to attend his class, and my grades gradually collapsed.
Luo Ling felt that he was not as hopeless as she thought.
"I don't like to listen carefully. Since childhood, teachers have different styles along the way. As students, we only try to adapt to different teachers, not teachers to accommodate students. If you are stubborn, either complain about the teacher or give up on yourself, otherwise you will suffer! " Luo Ling began to help him analyze seriously.
Wu Shuang restrained a cynical smile and said seriously, "Luo Ling, I want to challenge you!"
"fight!" Luo Ling didn't expect him to answer so quickly. She likes learning challenges, is as confident as solving difficult problems, and is full of curiosity about anything challenging.
Wu Shuang really means what he says. He arrives earlier than Luo Ling every day, and he doesn't pay attention to painting in class ... This guy is like a dark horse leaving Xinjiang!
Although Wu Shuang asks her questions from time to time, there are still many things she doesn't understand, but Luo Ling has a sense of crisis and works harder.
At this time, they are like masters of each other's game, and no one will give up. Are working in the dark, fighting ...
Before the exam, Wu Shuang's performance ranking soared, and she was already on par with Luo Ling. Boys are more explosive than girls. In her sophomore year, Wu Shuang was assigned to an intensive class as she wished. He applied to the teacher to still sit at the same table with Luo Ling. This time, Luo Ling did not abandon. She discussed current political affairs with him and overcame a series of problems. He thinks differently, and she knows why. She enjoys it and is used to getting along with him.
three
In a blink of an eye, I arrived in senior three.
When school started, the class teacher changed. Wu Bidong concluded that the new class teacher and Luo Ling were still at the same table. Because they usually perform well, there is nothing unusual, and there is no scandal between classmates.
Luo's sensitive heart seems to have discovered his strangeness. She is afraid that she will fall into the emotional trap, but she is a person with very strong self-control, especially at this critical moment of the last charge. Luo Ling won't let herself relax.
She doesn't know how Wu Shuang feels, because he has always been a big role model and a heartless person. She doesn't want to know, sometimes, even if there is only one layer of tissue paper, it is safer not to pierce it. That kind of subtlety is really unspeakable, and it may be broken as soon as it is said. Let everything be said in silence.
Luo Ling forced herself to bury herself in the mountains and rivers of books. Thousands of students in Qian Qian are sprinting for the college entrance examination, which is a single-plank bridge. A little distraction will only destroy you. She remembered her father's eager eyes when she talked with him a few days ago. My mother is always waiting for her, handing tea and water without complaint. She can hardly reach for food ... How can she let them down?
However, on that day, on a drizzly afternoon, only one month away from the college entrance examination, Wu Shuang handed Luo Ling a note: "See you after the college entrance examination if there is a fate!" Then he left school in a hurry.
Rowling is puzzled and anxious, but helpless. What is Wu Shuang doing at this critical moment?
He left school without realizing his ambition. Why?
Rowling asked the teacher in charge, just know Wu Shuang has asked for leave. Somehow, he may or may not take the college entrance examination. Looking at the teacher in charge's sorry expression, Luo Ling seems to understand something!
She tried to persuade the head teacher to make a home visit, but she hesitated and didn't speak. Maybe there's something to hide. As a minor, even if you have something in mind, you can't put it into action.
Besides, at this time, she regards learning as more important than anything else.
Finally, the college entrance examination arrived. Luo Ling stood at the school gate and looked around a little nervously. She hoped to see the familiar figure, but she was a little lost in expectation. Until the school broadcast reminded candidates that the entrance bell rang, she never saw her waiting figure …
Luo Ling was only admitted to a normal university in the province because of her abnormal performance in the exam. Although it is also 2 1 1, she still has a long way to go. She resigned herself. Who told her that she didn't control her emotions at the last minute? She couldn't let go of that concern after the investigation.
Fortunately, my parents are very satisfied with her grades. Living up to them is the best reward for their efforts! Although she is not satisfied with herself, so what?
Luo Ling calmly finished four years of college, followed her parents' wishes and returned to a high school in the county to teach. Later, I was introduced to marry and have children with a civil servant, that is, my husband now. He lived a happy and comfortable life and gradually forgot about Wu Shuang.
four
If it weren't for yesterday's experience, Luo Ling foolishly thought that even Wu Shuang might not recognize him, right? Then he simply shook his head.
Luo Ling got out of bed and looked at her mobile phone. It's only 5 o'clock in the morning, and she really woke up a little early for the first time. She went to the window and looked at the gray sky outside. After meeting Wu Shuang, the scene appeared again.
Yesterday, Luo Ling took her daughter to her parents' home and took the initiative to dial the phone number left by Wu Shuang when they met.
Even after many years, she knew that she still had the impulse to solve the mystery of that year.
In The Weird Garfield, Luo Ling is going to listen carefully to the story that happened after Wu Shuang dropped out of school.
"One month before the college entrance examination, my mother suddenly had high blood pressure, which led to cerebral hemorrhage and hemiplegia. I had to give up studying to take care of her and take her to cure the disease. She was an orphan since she was a child, and I was the only relative left. "
"Where's your dad?" Luo Ling interrupted him curiously.
Wu Shuang suddenly lowered his head, clasped his hands, then looked up at her and said softly, "My parents divorced a long time ago. He has a new home and a younger brother, and he has no time to take care of me! Just give me the living expenses on time. I used to pretend to be cynical because I didn't want others to see through me and sympathize with me. Especially in front of you, I don't want to be looked down upon. "
"oh? I'm sorry, I'm sorry ... I made you mention a sore spot. I thought you were a rich second generation! How dare you look down on you! " Luo Ling apologized again and again, and then resumed the teasing tone she liked to use when talking to him before.
Wu Shuang shook his head and said simply, "It doesn't matter, I survived all this, but it's really a pity that I didn't take the college entrance examination with you! Also, what I've always wanted to say to you. "
Wu Shuang suddenly held Luo Ling's hand, and a light flashed in his eyes: "Luo Ling, I know it's too late. I've always had a crush on you. Later, I heard that you were admitted to the university and went to your school to find you, but I just looked at your back from a distance in the corner and listened to your bright laughter. At that time, I really felt inferior ... "
Luo Ling felt so sudden that she was ambivalent, just afraid and surprised. The expectation that had been in her heart for many years seemed to be revived. After all, this is the man she once loved. When she was in college, she never accepted the pursuit of others, but left this position to him, never forgetting it. Who would have thought that the fate was too shallow and we never met again?
However, what can we do now?
Her husband is so kind to her, taking care of her in every possible way, sending her off work on time, and doing all the housework … Being loved is also a kind of happiness! She is planning to have a child, and her present home makes her feel at ease and practical …
She doesn't want to be too sad!
Luo Ling gently broke away from his big hand and felt his face slightly hot. She whispered, "Thank you for liking me. Yes, it's too late. It's also destiny takes a hand that we will miss each other. Let's keep this beauty in our hearts! "
Wu Shuang doesn't seem to want to give up, but still looks at her affectionately: "Your eyes clearly betray you, you have me in your heart, and you like me, don't you? Besides, I have money now, and I can give you anything you want, and I haven't looked for it since the divorce. "
Wu Shuang, anxious to express his feelings of burst its banks, became a little incoherent.
"I'm sorry ..." Luo Ling shook her head firmly: "I can't go back! I don't want to hurt my husband. "
"Seeing that you are all right and still living so well, the stone in my heart has also fallen to the ground." Luo Ling looked at Wu Shuang and smiled shyly: "What a wonderful memory we had when we struggled side by side. I will always remember it. Thank you for passing by my youth. "
Luo Ling held out her hands actively, and Wu Shuang held them tightly, but he lowered his eyes in disappointment.