Author: Fang
It rains in the morning and winter. I just entered the office building, the doorman said, there is a package. I looked at the sender's address. Oh, it comes from the heart. In his blog, I learned that he presided over the publication of a collection of poems. Unless this book? I took a brick-like package to the studio, cut the seal with scissors and pulled it out. Sure enough, the word "hot silver" came into view: China's post-80s poem Wangchuan No.65438 +0-3 bound volume. Regarding this collection of poems, the relevant media said: "The book is 432 pages thick, and * * * has collected more than 1.600 poems by/kloc-0.78 post-80s poets, including the works of/kloc-0.0 post-80s poets in Taiwan Province Province who participated in the national post-80s poetry exhibition for the first time, which is the largest poetry since the 1980s. Ha, the old heart has, you have done an incalculable good thing.
Because of the internet, I have learned about the heart. He is a native of Tongshan County, Hubei Province and once worked in Wenling, Zhejiang Province. Even if I plan to live in my hometown of Tongshan, I often hang out in Jiangsu and Zhejiang and attend various cultural activities. 200 1 this year, I like to wander around the internet, stopping at the Weed Poetry Forum from time to time, and often hanging around here with several people, such as three meters deep, clear water, Shan Ye, Zixi and Xinyou. Most of them are college students. I have been working in a cultural center with the title of "literary creation", but everyone is about the same age and was born within one or two years of 1980. Later, the term "post-80 s" poetry group appeared, and all of us were counted in it.
During the National Day holiday in 2003, someone in the forum organized a party in Nanchang. Zixi called me and said that if I went, he would help buy train tickets, because there were many tourists and it was difficult to buy tickets. I was delayed by other things and said I couldn't leave. Otherwise, I have been watching it almost all the time. So far, I have met Shimizu Yousheng, Shan Ye and Xinyou. Shimizu Yousheng is a reporter for Southern Weekend. At that time, he had just finished college and was affiliated with Hangzhou Metropolitan Express. I went to the West Lake to watch fireworks and made an appointment with him. Shan Ye is in Ningbo. Because of the pen meeting of Ningbo Writers Association, she met several times. When I met my heart, it was already late. In the autumn of 20 10, I chatted with my son Fang. Xin You got off the train from Taizhou and passed Yuyao, and sent me a message. At the beginning of the night, I met him at the train station and found a pub to drink.
Before, I had no contact with Xin You for many years. In 2008, when I saw his epitaph in China's poetry anthology in 2007, I suddenly felt that it was full of hope, and the post-80s poetry group had a bright future. I also concluded: "This is a tireless singer. /When he was alive, he held his heart and sang all his life. /Now, he is asleep. Ten volumes of poetry are under the pillow. //... all kinds of wild flowers/He married the most beautiful one/went home to be a bride. //In the rest of the space, he cursed, in the name of conscience/cursed the night/cursed people and things like the night. "
This poem was written in May 2003, when he was in his early twenties and in high spirits. He wrote a good poem. Now, we are all 30 years old. I went to Jiangnan to study literature and art training this time. I don't think I knew what it was like to worry before, so I had to work hard to support my family. Many post-80s poets who wrote poems in those years have forgotten their own poems in the years of gunpowder smoke, and his poetry is still interesting. Among the post-80s poets I am familiar with, Xin You is the most active, and his large-scale works often appear in pure literature newspapers. He said it was still inappropriate to revisit the epitaph. "This poem has become my destiny, and it will follow me all my life like a shadow ... My past experience and unpredictable future are the annotations of this poem."
It is worth mentioning that Xin You has published poetry anthologies "His Choice", "Dusk" and "Others", which have been widely praised, not only from the media in the poetry circle, but also from party and government newspapers such as Hubei Daily. "Hubei Daily" quoted experts as saying that the poems written by Xin You "make people feel that he is an excellent observer and touches the softest part of his heart through delicate vision." He also edited and published The Complete Poems of China after 80s, which is bound to explode in the poetry world like a blockbuster and die where the smoke clears. He is neither a cadre of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles nor a full-time writer. In his spare time when he was busy making a living, he did not hesitate to work hard for the affairs of poetry, which consumed both energy and financial resources. Such literary heroes are rare nowadays.
On the second day after meeting, I visited Yuyao Hall of Fame, Yuyao Museum and Wang Yangming's former residence. He told me the origin of a famous person in his hometown and Wang Yangming, and the story of a strong man in his hometown and Siming Mountain. He said, what a small world. Two counties so far apart are linked by talking about several people. I said yes, yes. He bought a train ticket in advance before lunch. When we came out of Wang Yangming's former residence, there was not much time before the train left the station. We called a taxi and rushed to the railway station. At this time, it is noon, walking in the railway station square, the sun shines on us. I think the midday sun shines like this. This is our noon, this is the noon of the poet's heart.
Cao Cao:
What is a poet of this era? After 80, the poet's heart is drowning!
In the evening, I read a news in Weibo that the poet Xin You drowned after meeting his poetry friends in Wenling, Zhejiang. I think it is almost impossible. In my impression, he was flushed and should be a strong man, but the news said that the body had been found. The news came from Weibo in Numba. "We got a call from Hu Sang, and our friend, the poet, drowned." If Xiao Zhao's death is suspected to be performance art, I totally believe the news here is true. At that time, I felt heartache. The oldest post-80s generation is only 30 years old, but Cui Shu, Chen Yan and my classmates have passed away one after another! What happened to our times? What happened to the poets of this era? Is there no room for poets in our time or can't poets face the times? A few days ago, Xiao Zhao just committed suicide, but his heart left us again. I don't know if I want to commit suicide. I don't know how to be sure in the middle of the night. I considered contacting my good friend Kornas and left him a message. In 2007, we compiled a report on China's post-80s poetry writing, and we have known each other since then, but the relationship has always been very general, because our pursuit of poetry is very different, and we met Connors at that time. This book was edited by Xu, and I remember there was another one in the editorial board. This time, Xin You and Kornas selected my poem in the third issue of "China Post-80s Poetry Selection Power School Special Issue". At that time, I was still a little unhappy to see that some of my poems were selected by others. He told me that my Cold Arc was very long, occupying two pages. Later, he sent it to Luyuan Publishing House for me. All literary arguments are only within the scope of literature. Although I don't agree with his poetics, I have always respected his explorations (including poets such as Kaunus and Xiaoshui of the Southern Poetry Society), and these problems disappeared before my death. I've always wondered if souls exist. If it really exists, I hope it can be happy in another world!
Changjiang Daily News (Reporter Hu) "This is a tireless singer. When he was alive, he held his heart and sang all his life. Now, he is asleep. Under the pillow, there are ten volumes of poems. " This is the epitaph written by Hubei wandering poet Xin You when he was 24 years old. Now, he is really asleep, only 30 years old.
Heart, which has attracted the attention of national poets, was confirmed by the police to have drowned in Wenling, Zhejiang. I contacted Xin You's wife, Sang Mei, who is currently handling Xin You's funeral. As for the cause of death, the police ruled out the possibility of criminal cases, but family members and relatives did not think it was suicide, which was an accident.
Xin You, formerly known as Zhu Liquan, pen name Niangeng, poet, writer, native of Tongshan, Hubei Province, member of Hubei Writers Association. Born in 198 1, he used to be a migrant worker and had no fixed occupation. 1995 began to write poetry. He is one of the representative poets of China after 1980s. Up to now, more than 200 poems have been published in more than 30 provincial literary journals such as Tianya, Star and Poetry Magazine, and some of them have been selected as China's annual poems.
Excerpts from the poet's posthumous modern poetry.
The summer I went to the south, I finally made up my mind to go there. I don't know the exact location to the south. To me, the south is just a word, just an uncertain direction and direction. I just need to fly south like a migratory bird in late autumn. I also know that many people go to the south like me. A lot. They are as many as bacteria, and they are crowded with the stomachs of trains, cars, ships and other means of transportation. They went to the south to find a piece of soil for themselves, and I was just a black spot the size of sesame seeds (2003/7/ 19). One day, I will be blind, and one day, I will be deaf. Time is slowly aging and rotting in my body (April 20, 2004) "Robert against Bly" Robert opposed Bly, and the radicals opposed a man with a surname holding a gun at the name of the train against the driver. This matter can be summed up in two words: cheating pornography against the cinema, our children spending this green summer safely, and Tang Bohu opposing fragrance. Therefore, at least1000 widows in the world have kept their virginity tanks against others. It doesn't really matter. The weather forecast is coming tonight, and the quantity is very large. The lonely poet sat on the wall with an affair, gulping down Leng Yue in the cup. "Forgotten Poem" is like I forgot my life forty years later with death. Now, I forget my love with marriage. How difficult it is to forget you with a woman and erase a simple love from the blackboard of time, but I must forget it. I must forget the dim and broken street lamp on Caoxi North Road that night and the coquetry and crying on your phone that I am familiar with. I must forget your beautiful smile and snorting, forget the only time I held hands with Xiaobai in the dark, forget a subway station called Zhenping Road, forget the Little Sheep Hotpot Restaurant on Yishan North Road, forget all the addresses related to you and a small photo that caused trouble. Forget you, forget the butterfly-like freckles on your face, forget the fine hairs on your neck that are more vivid than Mickey Mouse. In this autumn, I forgot last spring with a rain, a short morning with a long night, and a dull pain in my heart with a secular life (2006/9/ 10) "Epitaph" This is a tireless singer. When he was alive, he held his heart and sang all his life. Now, there are ten volumes of poetry under his pillow. In these poems, he tirelessly praised stones. This hard stone, with rough edges and corners, has withstood the strong wind. In these poems, he always writes about weeds, weeds trampled by livestock, weeds bitten by animals, and high heads in the rain. Besides, he wrote about wild flowers more than once. Simple wildflowers, gorgeous wildflowers ... all kinds of wildflowers. He married the most beautiful one and went home. The rest of the time as a bride, he cursed the night, cursed people like the night in the name of conscience, offended many people with things, and had no good reputation (2003/5/ 10).
China's Classical Poetry
Dying hero
A hero is fearless in the sky and powerful on the ground. Take off the stars, embrace the sun and the moon, face the vast sea and overlook the vast plains. Thick wine makes you drunk, while expensive wine makes you sit on your shoulders. Set the courage of the world, dust trivial; Life-saving is born in fire and water, and go to gv 10 to be generous. Think about national danger, resist foreign invasion, eliminate evil and help the weak. Don't hesitate to lay down your life when driving a long car, draw your sword for justice!
However, a hero forgot his life before a thorn, and then he was whipped to death. Raped, slipped, greeted, pitiful and rebellious. Endure humiliation, the river is still cold; Take on the heavy responsibility of the people and show justice; Huaishanhe is old, and it is too late to face the vicissitudes of life. Forget the discussion, mourn the country and hold a crossbow to catch the thief king. Lament the early years, walk in the traces of England, lament the old age!
Jing Ke * sword late.
Yan's land is small, and if Qin wants to destroy it, it is tantamount to taking things out of the bag and squeezing ants. But why didn't Qin destroy it first and then quickly? Qiang Qin's fledgling early years, weak armor, wavered in the flames of war, so he strengthened Ma Zhuang with soldiers, recruited talents and helped the great cause. If it is not strong, Yan or the kings of other countries will be destroyed by assassins. Unite the elites of Qi and Chu, enlist the celebrities of Yan and Zhao, * * * strike them, and resist the dark attack. Why are you afraid of the strong after Qin? Where is Qin from?
When Qin Jun came to Yishui, Taizi Dan was afraid of its disaster and suffered greatly. He panicked and talked with his ministers, hoping for Jingqing. These soldiers are strong and will not be defeated. What is a person's enemy? Jing went to Qin in danger of the country, and his heroic and decisive move was unprecedented. Forget your own interests and face Num, knowing that you have no life is also calm, for the ears of heroes! However, his sword was too late. If Qin wants to be unified, it must resist the assassin's trip. The so-called unpredictable people's hearts can not be ignored by Qin counselors. Jing Ke died in the name of integrity and loyalty. The wall of Qin Guan Palace is towering into the sky, and the shield is placed on the throne. If Jing Ke is an eagle with wings, it will be difficult to fly.
Alas! The sword of Jing Ke is too late! It's too late to stab Qin again
"The wind is rustling and Xiao Xi is cold, and the strong men are gone forever."
Xiang Yu * postponed the party.
In the pavilion of Wujiang River, Du Muzhe said: "There are many talented people in Jiangdong, and it is unknown to make a comeback." I said: Hong Men Pei Hongying was a sneak attack, but Wang Ren was late!
It's benevolence. When it comes to a woman's benevolence, it is generosity. Has it ever occurred to Xiang Yu that Pei Gong's ambition hides the hegemony of the army? However, Xinfeng is not big, and Pei Gong's heart is very dangerous. He has the wisdom of Zhang Liangzhi and the courage of Fan Kuai, and he wants to fight for Wang Zicheng's genealogy. Wang Zhongbing's dikes are bound to collapse in the ant nest.
When we arrived at the Hongmen banquet, the king of Xiang lightly remonstrated with the righteousness.
Refuse to be reasonable and be kind. Later than the plan, later than the decision, fishing for fame and profit, chasing hard. At the banquet, if you don't kill, you will lose the opportunity; After the banquet, it is advisable to chase it. Pei was quick with a big gift, but careful and small, so he sneaked into Chencang to retreat. Xiang Yu's "lateness" is like a failed move in a chess game. If he is not careful, he will be completely destroyed. It is not impossible to eliminate Liu's influence in time, strengthen himself and dominate the world! Never leave Wujiang River, never cry:
It is difficult to pull out the mountain, but you will not die when it is unfavorable.
What can I do if I don't die? What can I do if I'm afraid?
Yue Fei * punishes rape late.
Horses gallop, barbarians invade. Yue Jiajun was furious and went back to Taiwan Province, thirsty for Hun blood and hungry for Hun meat. After more than 200 wars, the gold thief was frightened by the news and was afraid of everything. Although Hu's enemies were rampant, Yue Fei was swept away to resist the invasion. What happened to his anti-Jin patriotic performance? However, it is a pity to be slandered by treacherous court officials, trying to add to the crime, reciting nameless words and winning gold medals repeatedly.
Qin Jing's disciple is a traitor's first ear. Before the enemy arrived, they oppressed the people and abused Chaogang. When the royal family was fatuous, he did not punish the treacherous court official. What is Yue Fei's "late"? It values external humiliation and despises evil, driving out external thieves and not preventing internal thieves. This is also a good way to steal. Qin Heng and Ren Jin join hands, which is very dangerous for the country. Yue Fei's loyalty finally convinced him of the imperial government; His letter will eventually lead to his slight betrayal; Its lightness will eventually lead to its late weeding; If you are late, you will eventually be wronged. It's for being late.
What a pity!
Jingkang shame, still not snow;
When will the courtiers regret it?
The old base rustled and I cried in disappointment; Running water, I am sad; Autumn sound is so serious that I sigh at a loss! There is no perfect person, and there is no flawless jade in Bai Bi. Heroes also have their injuries! If Jing Ke is late, Xiang Yu is late and Yue Fei is late. Isn't there a problem if a hundred schools of thought contend?
I mourn the death of the hero, and I still respect the hero!