The growth and harvest of the university in one year flies, and the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle. Freshman time flies like a white horse. Freshman has regrets and gains. Life is like this. It can't be perfect, but the gain of freshman far outweighs the regret.
At the beginning of my freshman year, I came to China West Normal University with very tangled feelings, because China West Normal University was not my first choice. My original intention was to go out to study in a university, but because I underestimated my enemy, my first choice was not accepted, so when I came to China West Normal University, my mood was very tangled. But when I got to know China West Normal University more and more, I understood that China West Normal University is a very suitable place for me. I originally wanted to study in a better normal school.
Freshman, I know my roommate. They are all very interesting and congenial to me. They have a feeling of "congenial smell". I feel lucky to know them. They are very kind to me. Of course, I am not bad to them. We help each other and our dormitory is very harmonious. This is the dormitory atmosphere I want. I hope this harmony can last forever.
When I entered the university, I think my biggest change was my thought change. In my previous high school, my teacher told me that it was easy to go to college, but only when you really got to college did you know that college was the place where you really started and needed to work hard, because this place was semi-social, unlike when I was studying, I didn't know anything about the social situation, and let me know that it was really not easy to make money.
It is also because of the change of my own thoughts that my relationship with my family has become harmonious now. Before I went to college, I relied on my parents and stayed with them every day, which made me indifferent to things other than study and training. Now a person is studying outside, becoming independent, and his intuition becomes better. Now when I do something, I can always do it comprehensively. I can know what I can and can't do, which also makes me more rational in the face of temptation and won't panic like before.
It is this self-awareness that makes me quickly adapt to the new teaching concept of the university and live a full life every day, because besides studying, I can also do something I like to do, such as football. The most gratifying thing for me during my freshman year was that I didn't fail any courses and my grades were still among the best in my class. Then I won a second-class scholarship last semester. Running around in different classrooms every day makes my learning attitude humble. Regardless of my past, I like to argue about everything, which also led to my bad reputation in the past.
One-year growth and harvest of college Fan Wener Time flies, time flies like an arrow, as if it were just a blink of an eye. My freshman life is over half, and the final exam of the first semester is coming soon. Out of the tension and busyness of senior three, I fantasized about my freshman life in my mind countless times: I left the constraints of my parents, got rid of the painful pressure of the college entrance examination in senior three, and had no worries about postgraduate entrance examination and job hunting. My freshman life should be pleasant and wonderful. But after personal experience, I found that there is indeed a big gap between reality and ideal.
When entering the university, the first psychological crisis encountered is that there is no goal. Growing up, my goal has always been to study hard and get into a famous university. The moment I received the admission notice from Fudan University was the moment when I realized my long-standing goal, and at the same time, it was also the beginning of my lack of ideals.
This problem, which I deliberately ignored, was highlighted for the first time when I entered Fudan campus after a two-month summer vacation. As a freshman, I am very busy, taking classes, participating in activities and meeting new students ... but my busy life has not enriched my heart. I just blindly follow everyone, but I don't know why I am busy, and I don't know what I have gained from being so busy. I have lost my consistent goal, and now I am in a vacuum of thought, just mechanically living one day at a time.
Fortunately, I haven't lost my way for a long time. After talking to the counselor several times, I gradually understand that even if I can't decide the direction I want to take in the future, as long as I live every day carefully, constantly enrich myself and prepare for the future, life will definitely give me a big place back. Slowly, my heart is getting more and more full. Although I am still very busy, it may be because of my different mentality. Now I can face life calmly and see my gains bit by bit.