Don't be depressed, my friend. I see your general idea. I think you can go to college or university after graduating from technical secondary school, but don't give up on yourself. You don't care if any of your friends say you are the first to be eliminated. You prove that you are excellent with your actions. Don't think too much. You should take the adult education exam first, get a college diploma, and then take the undergraduate course while working. It's no use worrying. You are no worse than them. But because of your mistake, you have to spend a few more years than others. The university will always study. As long as you make unremitting efforts, you can be admitted to the university. There is nothing to worry about. There is nothing to worry about. If you have no confidence in yourself and give up on yourself, then no one will care about you, okay?