Text/End of Life Duran

Think hard/how to make the most natural/just right arrangement

Maybe on a rainy night/pass by you without an umbrella/maybe you will stay with me because you can't bear to see me get wet.

? -"premeditated encounter"

I like to listen to A Si's song "Planned Meeting" quietly with headphones on. Ignorant love in youth, boss's premeditated meeting, and greetings after years of separation have all become the best secrets in my heart.

A Si once passed a boy she had a crush on on on a rainy night without an umbrella. She foolishly thought that the boy would accompany her because he couldn't bear to see her get wet. As a result, I had a fever the next day and was ill for a week. The same rainy day, the same unrequited love, the girl Uzuki in the April story seems to be much luckier.

The Story of April is an old film written and directed by Shunji Iwai. It mainly tells the story of Uzuki, a girl from Hokkaido, who left her hometown in April and came to Tokyo to start her college life. The whole picture is exquisite and the background music is pleasing to the ear. Instead of describing a coherent plot like a novel, in the form of essays and essays, through the description of trivial things, the girl's thrilling secret love is gradually uncovered.

Falling in love with you is not "unfortunate", but only lucky.

"Unrequited love" wrote: An unknown love, like a nameless flower in flowering period, quietly blooms in a neglected corner. The flowering period is short. When the flowers become empty, the expected hikers will never come again.

The unfortunate thing about unrequited love is that it is a watcher, but it never reveals its worries. In high school, Yu Ye Sheng Mao began to secretly love Yamazaki, a senior one year older than himself. I have been quietly paying attention to him and doing a lot of stupid things for him. She has read the book "Musashino" packaged by Yamazaki while working in Musashino Bookstore for countless times, although she can't understand it. She used to hold the "Yamazaki" sign in front of Yamazaki's original locker when no one was around. She once watched a boring black and white movie in the cinema alone, because the man's name in that movie was Yamazaki. I collected everything about him, and even my mood was influenced by his mood. It is unfortunate to be so unconscious.

But Yu Ye Sheng Mao should be lucky again. On a rainy day in April, she was wearing a flowered skirt and holding a broken red umbrella, standing at the door of the bookstore, watching the boy who had a crush on her open one umbrella after another, trying to choose the best one for her, and looking at his smile, I felt that there was an unspeakable secret love happiness at this moment.

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? You are so excellent that I need to work hard to get close to you.

Yamazaki is a clever and talented boy who was admitted to Musashino University in Tokyo last year. In order to follow him, Uzuki had carefully inquired about the relevant information of Musashino University. After poor grades, she decided to give it a try and devoted herself wholeheartedly to the review for the remaining three months in high school. Under the contempt of many teachers, she created a "love miracle"-she was admitted to the famous Musashino University. In April, cherry blossoms fall like snow. Uzuki, who bid farewell to his family, came to the university with him and experienced his former life. Reading alone, eating alone, crossing the street by bike ... In order to find him, I looked around for Musashino Bookstore, repeatedly asked other clerks when to change shifts, and figured out his working hours, just to see his figure, profile his face or say hello, "Are you also from North High School?"

What's it like to give up someone who has a secret crush for a long time?

It is liberation and gratitude. Every unrequited love story has no confession of "I love you", but it often says "I accompany you". In fact, it is a matter of two people accompanying each other and growing up with each other. When a person walks in front, how much effort does the latter have to make to accompany each other synchronously in order to keep the same frequency? So we should thank each other for their encouragement.

Think of high school classmates, Mu Zi has been secretly in love with the class goddess Shuijun. Before the third year of high school, Shuijun and Mu Zi were simply two extremes in the class. Goddess has excellent grades and cheerful personality, and is deeply loved by teachers and classmates. Mu Zi either skipped class or slept in class, disturbing the teacher every day. Just entering the third year of high school, in order to save Mu Zi, the teacher asked the goddess to sit at the same table with Mu Zi. Unexpectedly, the teacher used the goddess to prescribe the right medicine, which really cured the disease. Mu Zi is like a different person, angry. Get rid of all your shortcomings and work hard.

Finally, he was admitted to a good university, while Goddess was admitted to a famous domestic school. During the Spring Festival this year, when I was having dinner with Mu Zi, Mu Zi, who was drunk, explained, "I was a senior three. If I don't work hard, I have no way out. And I know that the wish of the water army is a famous school in China, and I have to change to go to the same university with her. Although the result was not satisfactory, I still appreciated her companionship and encouragement before I left.

Secret love is a purely classical emotion, but it is premeditated, as if for the existence of faith, the secret love person will always be the angel of the other party until giving up. Perhaps because of the guardian, premeditation has become the purest expression, and I always want to premeditate each other into my own blueprint.

Inadvertent meeting is my premeditated meeting.

Optimism in fantasy is my introverted romance.

I have a pure and simple infatuation with you.

Just remember

In the season when cherry blossoms fall,

In the mood of deer bumping around,

When it rains cats and dogs,

You once handed me a red umbrella, even a broken umbrella was enough.