Standing alone on this podium, the applause has not yet sounded, and my heart is full of expectations. Brothers and sisters, don't say I don't care about your applause!
As the saying goes, the best thing is to come and hope not to make a fool of yourself. I am the last contestant, Ran Bingqi from Xinsheng Middle School. The topic of my speech is: the classroom I yearn for.
I used to love chasing dreams when I was young. When I was very young, I had a great dream. I dream of becoming a great man when I grow up. Later, I only took a normal college entrance examination, and the cruel reality ruthlessly shattered my dream of being a great man. Then I dream of becoming a great man's husband, but I'm not as tall and powerful as Yao Ming, as handsome as Andy Lau, and as handsome as Bill. Gates is so rich in the world, and the ending can be imagined. Huang Jiameng is gone again. Finally, before the first snow fell on 1998, I was helplessly chased to the podium and became a cheap cloth, two sleeves of chalk dust, three meals, and four teachers who wanted you to blow.
When love is a thing of the past, I can't help facing the reality. Since I can't be the sun, I can only be a star, so I will be the most dazzling star. Since you can't do the Yangtze River and the Yellow River, you can only do a stream at the head of the village and be the happiest stream; Since I can't be a towering tree, I can only be a grass, and I will be the most tenacious grass; Since I can't be a great man, I can only be an ordinary teacher, so I will be the best teacher. With this in mind, I began a long search. I dream that my classroom can moisten students' dry hearts like spring breeze and rain; I dream that my classroom can be like the rising sun, illuminating the shadows in students' hearts; So I forgot to eat and sleep, and I was modest and diligent. I learned a strong democratic atmosphere in the classroom from Wei Shusheng; From Huo Maozheng, I learned to be indifferent to fame and fortune and work quietly; From Yu Yi, I not only learned to teach, but also learned to educate people. In this way, I have been searching hard for a few years, suffering and happy.
The life of a dream catcher is always so bumpy, with both successful experiences and failed lessons. Once I was telling the story of Lu Xun and Mr. Fujino vividly, and I heard someone singing in class. It turns out that a classmate with good grades in my class is singing. I flew into a rage and sarcastically said to my face, it turns out that this classmate's singing is better than a pig's barking. At that time, the students burst into laughter. This classmate was ashamed, and the winner's satisfied smile hung on my face. But then, I immediately tasted the punishment of impulsiveness. Since then, this classmate has never been to school. I personally hurt a student's precious self-esteem, and I regret it. On a bloody evening, I wrote a letter to that classmate with deep regret and incomparable nostalgia: you left without saying goodbye, and I miss you more these days. I want to tell you, come back, I will love you well, but all the words seem so weak, I want to forget you simply, but I can't fool myself.
A long time later, on a bleak autumn day, I received his reply: "In fact, I don't want to leave, but I want to be with you. Every spring, summer, autumn and winter, you hurt me and laughed it off." ...
With tears in my eyes, I read his letter and felt more and more guilty. From then on, I really understood what is the real ideal classroom. The ideal classroom should have no scolding, no sarcasm, some laughter and harmony; The ideal classroom should be equal and democratic, not condescending. The ideal classroom should be free from any prejudice and discrimination, and flowers and plants can have sunshine; The ideal classroom does not have any quick success and instant benefit, and students' life development should be considered.
Brothers and sisters, Shushan takes the Tao as the Tao, teaching the sea to sail without limits, and the road is long, so I will go up and down to explore. Let me join hands and pursue the ideal classroom together. I believe there must be an ocean in our hearts beyond the mountain.