In September this year, Zhang Xiaowen became a freshman in the Yellow River Institute of Science and Technology through the "green channel" provided by the student source loan. During the summer vacation, she and her brother started selling handmade balloons and flowers in their hometown and came to the university. She still wanted to reduce her father's burden in this way, but she chose to shield her roommates and classmates.
"I don't really want them to know about it, for fear that they will keep their distance from me in the future." Zhang Xiaowen told the reporter of Henan Business Daily, "After coming to school for a few days, my roommates already know, but I don't know that they already know. Maybe they are afraid of hurting my self-esteem. "
"Maybe you don't even know how great you are doing. In fact, you are also a student, and you have already suffered a lot of life pressures that you should not bear. We are always with you. When you are tired, we will give you five shoulders to lean on. " Seeing the messages from roommates, Zhang Xiaowen was relieved.
In this way, roommates and classmates actively participated in the stall activities in Zhang Xiaowen. Sunflowers, stars all over the sky and handmade balloons of different shapes were all carefully made by them, and their laughter also infected Zhang Xiaowen. "The students are very kind and lovely, and some of them are specially bought. We sold 40 1 yuan at most one night, and earned a total of more than 100 yuan, excluding the cost of buying flowers and balloons, so that I don't have to worry about the living expenses at home, which can relieve my father's pressure. " Zhang Xiaowen was filled with joy.
She wrote in a circle of friends: I have peers to support me, give me encouragement and unlimited strength, and these things have been done. On the playground, I can tell strangers my experiences and difficulties without fear, just like my father said. Isn't it a drill? Look! Everyone is so kind and beautiful, and life is full of hope and love everywhere.
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I want to be a teacher in the future and repay the society.
Talking about his future thoughts, Zhang Xiaowen said that if time permits, he wants to be a teacher, hoping to really have the opportunity to stand on the podium and repay the society with my strength. "Although my strength is small, I have great energy. If I am a teacher, I want to inspire students with my own strength. " Zhang Xiaowen said.
Small body, great energy, laughter and sunny smile are behind the optimism and strength to fight the disease alone. Sunflowers and starry sky also symbolize hope and beauty. "Selling flowers in this life is beautiful in the afterlife, and life is catching up with me. Let me hurry. " This is not only her declaration to save her mother, but also her strength to fight against fate.