When you were in middle school, you were a very hardworking child. Not only did you listen carefully in class, but you also assigned yourself tasks. In summer, you often see the sun at five o'clock in the morning. You listened to the song and brushed a set of real questions, watched the countdown to the college entrance examination and looked forward to the college entrance examination. I heard that the wind was free at that time.

During the holiday, you went on a graduation trip with your good friends, and you added a senior to the freshman group. Senior sister is very enthusiastic. You heard something about the university from her. You are eager for it, and you can't wait to put wings on it at once.

When you first entered college, you were very excited. The school is bigger than expected. Strange land seems to be full of unknown stories. Before I came, I couldn't wait to enjoy a free life through planning, reading and sports.

At the beginning of military training, the new shoes issued by the school didn't fit. In the hot weather in September, you follow the phalanx and crawl on the playground. At night, you go back to the dormitory and watch your blood bubbles. Your enthusiasm for college has faded by half.

You see a lot of classmates, calling in sick and playing every day. You secretly blame yourself for being stupid, so you do the same. At the invitation of classmates, you said that the activity fee of the Internet bar at the gate was 100, and it was sent to 100. After careful consideration, you think you should make up for what you suffered in high school when you have time. You go to the appointment with pleasure, put off sick leave and plunge into the internet cafe for a day.

One day, I passed by the recruitment tent of the student union, and the students around me signed up. You're worried. You think the student union is a place to exercise, and you don't want to be left behind. So I hesitated and filled out the application form. I don't know whether to compare with others or to be afraid of boring life. You decided to report only two cases. Also conveniently in the dazzling array of clubs next door, I chose the tennis club.

The life of military training is getting more and more tired every day. You look at your tanned skin and charcoal-like face, hoping that the bitter days will end soon. It seems that military training is the biggest hurdle in these four years, and the days after that are leisurely and happy. You put all your hopes on the future, and it will support you every minute when you stand in the military posture.

The military training is finally over, and your roommates are in high spirits, discussing going out for a good meal together. However, the next day, I received a notice that the school was in normal class. You are like a frosted eggplant. In the later days, you seem to be very busy, so busy that the day when roommates met for dinner for the first time dragged on, and there was no news.

You are a little nervous watching your classmate Kan Kan talking on the stage. You are afraid that you will be incoherent and make everyone laugh. Fortunately, you made full preparations, and your fluent speech made you successfully elected as the monitor. You are ambitious, ready to do something big, seek some benefits for your classmates, and add some talk for your dinner after you go home.

There are too many standards for evaluating Excellence in universities, and you are a little uncomfortable. It's just that the Excellence of high school makes your self-esteem not to be outdone, and you are greedy to be the smartest one among all your classmates. You want to get a scholarship, be a monitor, join a club, be a student union cadre, join the party, socialize, be popular, have a girlfriend, have all the benefits that are useful to you, please many people you don't like, and want everything.

You think you have a lot to do. You feel so tired. You run around every day because of a mess. You feel full and getting better every day. But it never occurred to me that all your things are not too busy, but busy, and you can't plan a correct path for yourself. You don't understand that diligence is very important, but it can't solve all problems, especially when your diligence is in the wrong direction, or just a trivial life gives you the illusion of being busy. Such diligence can only be the opposite.

Later, you realized that people's energy is really limited, and it is difficult to do their own things well, not to mention that you, a person who is not a genius, have undertaken so many things that genius can't solve.

The abomination of universities lies in the uncertainty of goals and the diversity of choices. It provides a variety of channels for you to rise, and students will work hard on entrepreneurship scholarships, but in fact, there are different ways to try to limit your choices and progress. More importantly, he brought you into contact with the micro-society, and made you learn to cater to them and become smart and realistic. After understanding what can benefit you, you are walking on thin ice, afraid that you will do something wrong and offend someone, which will make your future life difficult.

It's only been two months since your monitor's career came to an end. Just because the secretary's attitude towards you is getting worse and worse. Based on the chicken soup you used to drink, you decided to look for problems from yourself first. You are very wronged. You often work late into the night for the class schedule, and even attend meetings that you can't even eat. Your classmates' opinions are always dealt with in time. You don't think you are wrong. Sometimes you wonder if you didn't give a gift, or sometimes you get the wrong idea. No one can answer you, you can only digest your restless emotions and hold back. It's hard to calm down when I see a fitness card that I haven't used several times because of my schoolwork.

After you were fired, your life suddenly became idle, and you became decadent. On Sunday night, other people in the dormitory discussed going out to play. In order to fit in, you gritted your teeth and paid some money, followed them to the nightclub and forgot the class on Monday tomorrow. The night club is brightly lit and the music is high. The friends around you are busy chatting with the girls who are dating. You can't be happy when you are sitting alone in the booth drinking wine.

The school curriculum is not as interesting as you think, and you don't like it more and more. When you left the class committee, you were completely devastated. You find that the Internet cafe is a good place, interesting and understandable, with low expenses. So in the internet cafe at the school gate, there is a student who is full of enthusiasm for college life, and there is also a useless person who gives up when life is a little unsatisfactory.

There will always be enough fun games, and roommates A and B will start chasing girls in the class. You also think that college life without love is incomplete, so you also want to talk to a girl about your dream and life. At the party organized by the college, you met the seniors you knew before. The seniors are dancing. She surprises you and your life. But she is beautiful, but you are frustrated, not handsome, honest and unable to chat, not to mention that you have no money.

You like walking with her. When you are tall and walk side by side, you can sneak a glimpse of her delicate eyes and handsome side face. You sometimes use all kinds of excuses to touch her head. Everything about her is wonderful, but you don't like going to Internet cafes very much.

Later, you sent her food, bought medicine, and took money from your poor living expenses to buy her gifts, taking her to do what you think is romantic. During a walk, you quietly kissed her pink cheek, but the result was very unromantic. The relationship between your seems to have come to an abrupt end in your cross-border action. Even if you meet someone on the road, you will try to avoid it. You are sad, but you can't help it. I gradually realized that getting along with her was only because of her kindness. It turns out that intimacy between men and women is not all love.

One night when my roommate went to find his girlfriend, you smoked the last cigarette and charged the mobile phone bill, only to find that your living expenses were running low.

You think of your coffee and classmates in high school, your teacher when you graduated, and your red-eyed mother when you left home.

I may be a loser. Feel the empty cigarette case.

You want to be a full, busy and promising person. You want to live a beautiful and happy life. You want to do everything like that, and you don't need to be particularly good, just want to live like that.

Who taught you to live like that? You don't know.

One day in the future, you don't have to do anything except click on the official WeChat account.

Look at yourself.

What should you do?

Let me ask you before you ask me.

Have you finished your homework? Did you recite English? Did you wash clothes? Did you go to the gym?

If you don't do it, finish it first.

The days are long, but today is short.

After doing things, it's almost time to go to bed.

As for the truth, shouldn't you know?