Escape, paralysis, carelessness. These things have mushroomed. So let time cover up your inner struggle. I can tell myself. However, I know it won't work. Thinking is one thing. Doing is another matter. Most people have such knowledge. But what can really be achieved, just like the realization of capitalism, depends on everyone's high moral constraints. The mirror is full of flowers and water. So you always have to distinguish between thought and action. Combine the two and develop independently as far as possible according to your wishes.
I am a unit with strong thoughts. So I chose to think carefully. When you have a goal. You really seem to have a direction. Although it may be virtual. But running in the room is much better than lying in bed with bedsores. Isn't it? I choose to constantly improve my thinking. Let the mind think freely. At this point, we will return to that paradox. It's no use thinking so. You have to do this. But I didn't step into the dead end of thinking-doing-not thinking according to the conventional thinking. ?
I choose to create a space for myself. It's what I always wanted. When you start doing this. It's amazing. I feel a sense of control. A sense of strength comes from the brain space I created. I met part of my need for security. Because I can think independently, not bound by public thinking and common sense and morality.