In your case, I think it should be that you lack some motivation to cheer yourself up at present.

Like what? You like reading, and everyone comes to poetry and prose.

Then write an article that makes you feel satisfied.

Write a story of yourself.

Satisfy yourself and give yourself confidence in order to cheer yourself up.

You don't like studying. Few people like studying, don't they?

You depend on your parents, but you should also think more about their hard work and expectations.

Although your parents spoil you very much, they also want you to do something on your own.

At least satisfy yourself first.

Finally, friends are necessary.

Don't force yourself to find two good friends ...

Hehe, there is a junior high school child on it ~