My most sad moment in college was that my grandmother was in hospital, but I didn't know. ...
Because my parents are busy at work, I have followed my grandmother since I was a child. My grandmother taught me to practice calligraphy and sent me to play the piano. It was not until I went to school that I was taken to school by my parents. Because my grandmother brought me up, I have a very good relationship with her. It can be said that grandma is all to me, others are my mother's treasure, and I am "grandma's treasure".
Later, when I applied for a university, I decided to enroll in a northern university that was more than 2,000 kilometers away from home because I had conflicts with my family. That's what I regret most, not because the children in the south don't adapt to the north, but because I blame myself. If I hadn't been so headstrong and chosen to study near home, could I still take care of my grandmother when she was in hospital?
Grandma is in hospital because of wrist fracture. She stayed in the hospital for half a month. She was afraid that I was worried and asked her family not to tell me. But in fact, I have a hunch that my grandmother is hiding something from me because I video with my mother every three days. That day, I made a video call as usual and found my grandmother at my house, sitting on the bed (generally speaking, my grandmother doesn't go to my house)? She put her hand under the bed and asked her to take her mobile phone. I felt something was wrong at that time and asked my grandmother, but she wouldn't say. Later, I had a video call with my aunt, and she told me everything.
Can you understand the feeling that everyone knows but only you don't know? I wanted to ask menstruation calmly when it happened, but menstruation told me that it had been more than half a month, and said that my grandmother wouldn't let me know, for fear that I would worry, and I couldn't hold my breath, so my tears suddenly came out, and I cried alone in the quilt ... At that time, I felt so small that I didn't even have company!
Grandma is over seventy years old this year. She is a thin and small person. Although compared with her peers, she is healthy, but in recent years there have been many senile diseases. I'm really afraid of losing her. When I learned that my grandmother was in hospital, my mind was in a mess. I have experienced all the bad situations in my mind, complaining that they kept it from me, while regretting my waywardness ... If possible, I would like to choose a university that is only ten minutes' drive from home, but how can there be so many ifs?
In fact, if you can spend more time with the elderly, spend more time with them. Don't always think that there will be opportunities in the future. Every time, it may be the last time. ...
That moment made me so sad that I collapsed. I hope you don't go through my experience. ......