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When I came back, Sun Zijun was already sitting on the bench.

The wind blew and her hair swayed slightly. The yellow sun shone on her white side face, and her slightly erect nose seemed to be covered with a thin layer of golden light, which made people hold their breath.

I quickly shook my head, fearing that I had any wild desires, and went over.

Sun Zijun heard footsteps and turned around. I raised my drink and handed it to him: "Please ask Master to drink."

"Inexplicable."

She gave me a cold look, stood up straight, kicked the basketball on the ground to one side and left.

"Teacher, I'm sorry teacher! There were too many people just now, and I had a long queue ... "I shouted, and I had to lie at this time.

She didn't stop.

"This is a gift from my apprentice." I continued to shout, "Please accept it, or I will die unsatisfied ..."

Players nearby are attracted by the sound and look this way.

"psycho." She stamped her foot, turned around and took the drink from me.

"Thank you, master."

Sun Zijun glared at me. After she left, I practiced for a while. You must not eat on the day of the game, so you will feel hungry and you can successfully play the role of a wolf.

Back to the dormitory, I moved a chair and sat on the balcony.

"Ah blare ..."

"Ah ... ah ..."

"Qiao Yu is crazy." Fan Ye said.

"Sunday's basketball game should drive him crazy," said Qin Xiangnan.

"Ah ... ah ... ah ..." I'm still learning to howl.

"I feel that this wolf is going to suffocate." Fan Ye said.

"Young man, your voice is very unique. Sing folk songs with me. " Qin said, and sang, "elder sister, you sail ahead, and my brother walks on the shore." You say go, I will go, and all the stars in the sky will join Beidou ... "

With a splash, everyone in the dormitory fell to the ground. Fan Ye got up and asked, "Do you still have this kind of folk song in Hunan?"

"I added a group of fellow villagers at school and met many fellow villagers. They taught me to sing. "

"It's really like this ... fellow villagers pit fellow villagers, and I have tears in my eyes." Fan Ye felt sorry for him. "Are there any beautiful ones in your hometown?"

"There is a very beautiful, home in Hainan, intellectual beauty."

"Hunan and Hainan are also fellow villagers?" Fan Ye was shocked.

"Anyway, we all bring a south, and there are not many people in our school in Hunan, so we put Hainan together."

"Soon you will build an alien group."

"No, it is mainly Hunan, and other provinces are annexed one by one."

Several people in the dormitory were silent collectively.

I saw it was dark outside and the street lamps were on. I asked casually, "What time is it?"

"Less than seven o'clock." Qin looked at the table below.

"What time is it before seven?"

"Six fifty-nine."

"What? ! "

I threw down my stool and ran out.

By the time I got to the restaurant downstairs, it was already seven ten.

Along the way, I imagined Tang Feifei sitting at the table, waiting anxiously, waiting alone, waiting pitifully with her head down. Then I looked around and found no friends. ...

I feel so sorry for her.

If you are late for dinner with a girl, you will definitely go to hell in the future. There are many students eating in the restaurant at this time, so many people will be embarrassed to see her sitting there alone.

I dare not think any more, and my legs can't help running.

As soon as I rushed into the restaurant on the second floor, I saw the figure of Tang Feifei.

She turned her back on me and sat alone at the table with a big pot in front of her.

There are classmates around to see her constantly, perhaps because of her beauty or because of her loneliness. I walked slowly over, full of apologies, wondering how to explain it to her.

But it's my fault, and it's useless to explain. I should kowtow and apologize.

The food must have been cold by this time. Will she be angry? Leave without chopsticks? Could it be ...

Wait, chopsticks?

Why is she holding a pair of chopsticks in her hand?

By this time, I had walked not far behind her. Then I saw a grilled fish in the pot in front of her, and it was half eaten.

"This should not be found ..."

Muttering to herself, like a thief, she carefully turned the fish over with chopsticks.

My tears are coming out. What an understanding girl she is. When she finished all this, I turned around and coughed to one side.

? Tang body with a quiver, slowly back.

"Why can't I find anyone? Alas ... "I turned my back on her, looked around and said to myself.

"This way ... idiot." Tang Feifei pulled my clothes at the back.

? "Ah, I said I couldn't find you." I pretended to be surprised and said, "I really don't know the true face of Lushan Mountain. I'm just on this mountain."

? "Sit down quickly, the food is cold, really." Tang Feifei complained, looking at my hand and gesturing with her lips. "Your chopsticks."

? I picked up chopsticks: "I forgot to look at the time just now." It was already seven o'clock when I came. "

"Knowing that you are sorry means that you are still saved."

Tang Feifei tapped me on the head with one end of chopsticks.

"Yes, yes, here, you eat first."

I put a piece of fish on the plate in front of her.

I thought she would say she wasn't too hungry. She ate without thinking, and said, "It's delicious."

? You are really ... edible. You can still eat half a fish. My heart is sweating.

She also put a piece on the plate for me: "I like eating fish best, you must remember."

"I remember what this is for ..."

I said with a bite.

"If you want to remember, you can remember."

Tang Feifei hit me on the head with chopsticks again.

"Oh, I know, I know ..." The fish in my mouth almost fell out while speaking.

"poof." Tang Feifei looked at me eating the fish that fell out of my mouth and smiled. "Our little feather will laugh me to death. Give me a performance as soon as he comes. " She looked around and opened her mouth wide, but her voice was very small. "Come and see, everyone. Xiaoyu is performing a trick of eating fish."

"Stop yelling, I really let others see that I have basically bid farewell to the film and television circle."

I gave her some more meat to shut her up.

This kind of fish has few spines. She eats quickly and talks as soon as she finishes eating. I don't know why, I can't get along with other girls, but being with Tang Feifei is like knowing my relatives for several years.

For other girls, I seldom communicate with them for that long, if nothing happens. Even with Chu Chu, Sun Zijun and others in the senior year, the conversation only happens when they meet by chance or during basketball training. In middle school, I was still a person who blushed when facing girls.

In this way, it is obviously Tang Feifei's character. She is more enthusiastic than the average girl. It's just that I don't know at this moment that her enthusiasm doesn't all come from herself.

After a while, I almost gave all the fish to Tang Feifei.

"You can eat it yourself." Tang Feifei said that the fish should be turned over with chopsticks.

My eyebrows moved: "Do you really want to turn it over?"

"Nonsense, you only ate half of the fish. What a fool. " Say that finish, she has turned the fish over.

Then, we stared at the other side of the fish and said nothing.

Tang Feifei spoke first: "Hey, this fish ..."

"This fish seems to be ..." I want to say that it seems to be half eaten and suppressed.

Tang Feifei raised her eyebrows: "It seems that I only gave half."

"Really ... is it ..." I felt unbelievable about her performance.

"Hum, the canteen master is short of gold and beams. I want to talk to them."

Tang Feifei is on airs to stand up.

I stare big eyes, this is too deep into the play ... I quickly grabbed her arm and said, "Forget it, I'll buy you another one."

"No, this matter can't be forgotten."

"Then what do you want to do ..."

I'm so stupid.

"I'm going to find them."

I am helpless: "Be careful on the road."

Tang Feifei sat there motionless.

"Don't you continue to hold me like you did just now?"

"Why?"

"Then don't worry about me."

"What are you worried about?"

"I'm a weak girl who goes to the canteen to argue with such a strong uncle. Aren't you afraid that I will be bullied? "

"I ..."

"If I am bullied and don't come forward to help me, I'm afraid you can't beat me. If you are hurt, I will feel distressed! "

"I ..."

Do I have to play the fool and argue with the chef in the canteen that the grilled fish is less than half of what was served? Or as an insider ...

I'm going crazy.

"I lied to you, idiot. In fact, it is a canteen sale. "

"Ah?"

"Yes, this fish is on sale today. Usually it costs 79, but today it only costs 39. How can it be so cheap? " Tang Feifei said quickly at once.

You are really good at acting ... I muttered to myself. But I came late first, and people starved to death.

"Come on, eat more." I gave her another piece of fish from the pot.

"Whew ..." She ate her last bite, put down her chopsticks and glanced at the warm orange light overhead. "Are we like candlelight dinners?"

"I feel like the last supper."

After that, I remembered that I hadn't bought anything to drink, so I got up and bought two glasses of juice.

"Wow, Xiao Yu is really considerate." She picked up the straw and wanted to drink water.

I suddenly thought of something and immediately pressed her hand with a straw: "You can't drink cold these days."

? "How do you know?"

"Didn't you say that?"

"Did I say that?" She frowned and thought for a moment. "Oh, really."

I sighed, doubted her memory, and changed the iced juice to normal.

She took a sip of juice, put her chin in her hand and stirred it with a straw.

"Light rain." She suddenly called me.

"What?"

"There is a way to care about girls." She stared at me straight.

"What, what's the matter?"

I looked into her eyes, my heart suddenly jumped and I was a little nervous.

"Say, have you ever been in love?" Tang Feifei's hand with her chin cupped suddenly pointed at me.

"No."

I smell speech one leng.

I've been like a nerd since junior high school. I only know classes, homework and exams at school every day.

I was still a problem student at that time. Once, the teacher left a composition for the students to write.

I wrote a letter to my deskmate, one of which was "Remembering her silvery laughter". But I can't remember the word "bell", only what bell it is, but it can't be an alarm clock, can it? After pondering for a while, I finally wrote: "When I think of her dumbbell-like laughter, I just ..."

In class, the teacher will throw the text to me: "Where did the dumbbell ring?"

I argued loudly: "Dumbbells have sounds. Every time I landed, I made a dull sound and described her laughter as dull. "

The female deskmate cried on the spot. The teacher also called my parents "thoughtfully" and said that my brain turned slower than the average person and suggested going to the hospital for examination.

It was not until I went to college that I came to Seeds of Love. I met a girl who made me very excited. I only saw the side face.

When I left the dormitory these days, I would unconsciously pay attention to the girl on the roadside, but I have never seen her again.

I gradually understand that some people will not know each other as long as their fate has not arrived.

"No? I didn't expect Xiaoyu to have a first love. " Tang Feifei raised her chin again.

"Uh ..."

I can see the girl in my mind, because my memory is so deep that I can recognize her only by her side face or walking posture. Every time I think of her, my heart will be pounding and my heart will itch a little, as if I have lost something very important.

This is the feeling of "like".

"By the way, lend me your meal card." She held out a hand, palm up.

"What else to eat?" I'm surprised.

"No ... I lost my meal card last time. I forgot to reissue it. I remembered it after eating grilled fish. I'll tell the chef to pay later. "

"People actually agreed?"

"Yes, he said I was beautiful. If it were someone else, he wouldn't agree. "

"Are you narcissistic or did he really say that ..."

"He, really, right, this, like, said, right!" Tang Feifei said matter-of-factly, with a bulging look on her face.

"Well, then this master is really a sex maniac."

I took out my meal card and handed it to her.

"Don't worry, I'll treat you next time."

She brushed the window with a meal card to sell grilled fish.

I saw above the window: every 39 yuan.

"It's really an acting school." I sighed.

After brushing, she ran over and returned the card to me: "The master said that I was honest and trustworthy, and I lost five yuan. Let me eat next time. "

"He must think you look like his daughter."

"Bah." She made a face. "He looks only in his early twenties. He has no daughter. "

"Oh." It suddenly dawned on me, "It turned out that he wanted to find himself a girlfriend."

"What, are you jealous?"

Don showed that bad smile and his eyes shone.

"I don't know why, what am I jealous of?" I glanced at her. "Do you want men all over the world to kill each other for you?"

"No, no, I am very kind."

We walked out of the restaurant.

"Oh, I want to eat watermelon, please treat me."

She pointed to a fruit stand, stretched out her hand and tugged at my arm, and looked at me eagerly.

"You should play the little match girl." I analyzed it.

"No, little red riding hood is going to open the door for the wolf."

"Why Little Red Riding Hood?"

"Because I can't eat cold food, and I really want to eat it. Just like Little Red Riding Hood wants to open the door for the wolf, she wants to open it but dares not. " She said.

"You are very talented in literature." I clapped my hands.

"It's okay." She is also very satisfied with her own statement.

"But let's eat watermelon later. It's very late now. It's time to go back. "

At this time, I have reached the door of the girls' dormitory.

Tang Feifei put one hand behind her back, stood on tiptoe, put the other hand to her mouth to make a trumpet, and said in my ear, "Be sure to remember."

"Remember what?"

"Please, I, eat melon, you idiot." She said slowly, turned around, shouldered her hand and skipped back to the dormitory.

I looked at her dancing posture, some dancing, with a hint of elegance in joy. It suddenly occurred to me that she said she signed up for the dance club and wrote my name.

I don't know when this club will start its activities. It's really a headache

In the evening, I was lying in bed and saw Lin Xiuyu and them asleep.

I thought it should have been a boring life, because several people in the dormitory were full of happiness, and it became colorful because of the participation of seniors, Sun Zijun, Tang Feifei, Xia Shuangshuang, Xu and others.

Just like a blind man with only gray eyes, he woke up and saw a colorful world.

Born in this world, how lucky I am to meet these people.

I imagine the starry sky outside. 4.5 billion years ago, the earth was not born. 10 billion years later, organic molecules were born in lightning and cosmic rays, and it took another 3.5 billion years for humans to appear.

I saw an disillusioned dynasty and people wearing ancient costumes. Then, I saw the desks and chairs in the bedroom, the balcony outside the window and the bright moon outside the balcony.

We are only a small part, even for life, it is only one in a trillion lives.

We will feel confused, afraid, idle and even at a loss. ?

Humans appeared on the earth unintentionally, just like the sand thrown by the universe, emerging in the random superposition of hundreds of millions of years. In order to facilitate survival, we have created countless rules, and the starry sky is getting farther and farther away from us, and we can only gradually see the immediate interests.

I will graduate from college in three years. What will I become after graduation? Will you become someone you don't like?

I don't know how to be happy in the future, can I do this.

For me, they and they are both people who give me happiness, but this happiness can only be purely reflected in the ivory tower. In middle school, we have the pressure to study, and after entering the society, we also have the pressure to work. The so-called happiness and friendship have become pastimes after meals.

I feel that reality has never defeated us, and only we can defeat us.

For 4.5 billion years, no life has stipulated how to survive. We are born as human beings, but we need to abide by all the rules and take into account "what others say, what others see".

So we are confused, at a loss, and don't know why we live. We bury ourselves in a mechanized life, pursue studies and money, and then tell ourselves that in order to survive, we can only spend our lives like this.

But there must be something more important than survival.

I gradually want to know such a thing.

Thinking like this, I fell asleep unconsciously. ...

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