Ma Yun once said: Today is cruel, tomorrow is even more cruel, and the day after tomorrow is beautiful, but most people die tomorrow night and can't see the sun in the morning after tomorrow. Although this sentence is said to some entrepreneurs, I think it has the same meaning in life. You have been in college for two years. What's the difference between those two years? If you gave up college at the beginning, that's fine, but now that you're gone, finish it. Maybe the beauty is not far away. People often think about why they should live for themselves. For the family? For friends? Or for society? In fact, people really have to live well, and all aspects should be combined. You used to seem to live only for your parents, but after all, your parents are not you. What your parents said and arranged is not what you want, and it may not even be right. You are 2 1. You should learn to distinguish what is right and wrong, what is for your parents and what is for yourself. Now parents should not be your obstacle, should not make any arrangements for you, but should give you advice. Therefore, for what you want to do, summon up the courage to tell your parents, or even have a quarrel with your parents, so that your parents know that you are also a person with your own ideas and ideals. It's time for them to reflect. For the university, I still suggest that you don't give up yet. You don't have to study, just mix a diploma. The real meaning of a university is not who studies well, but only to provide you with a platform to go to society. There are many opportunities for social practice here. You can use college time to accumulate more social experience, do more training and fail several times, which will be of great help to your growth. In addition, there will be many psychology teachers or doctors in universities. Talk to them more, and you can treat your depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder. There are many valuable things in college besides studying, which you need to explore and discover by yourself. As for your last sentence, there are both right and wrong places. People can live for themselves, but not just for themselves. Living in this world, you have your rights and responsibilities.

I hope you can live a happy life in the future.