You go out of the university campus to see the world and understand the psychology of people from all walks of life, from cleaning aunts and restaurant waiters to public security personnel, police officers, farmers, vendors, corporate executives, and especially successful people who have experienced difficulties. They will not go forward without shame. . Why do you experience shame? Because you are not good enough! Not enough for people to look up to!
You should be glad that you are still a college student and an undergraduate! I will practice in one year and graduate in two years. You can use this time to learn something casually and pass your college time with tips! But in the end you will benefit!
Why do you ask this question? Have you ever thought, "What can I do and what do I want to do if I leave college? Can I do it in this chaotic job market that I don't understand? Can I adapt? " Have you ever asked yourself?
I hope you think about your future before you think about your family. Maybe I'm not as good as you went to college, but I hope you stick to it! You have persisted for 14 years. What else can't you persist?