At this stage of college, we seem to be very busy every day, but in fact we have learned very little. For the future, some people start planning from their freshman year, knowing what their goals are and what they should do at each stage. Some people don't know what they should do or what they want when they reach the third year of high school. The person who doesn't know his direction is me.

My college life is very busy. I concentrate on my studies, sometimes take part in competitions and activities, and serve as a cadre of many organizations. However, the university didn't make me feel my real change. I still maintained the appearance of a freshman, a pair of ignorant appearance.

For the future, I have thought about it and seriously thought about it.

I thought about taking the postgraduate entrance examination, but after discussing with my parents, I had to give up because of family conditions and lack of determination and courage. I once asked my senior sister if everyone would be confused at this stage, but everyone around me knows what I want to do. I don't even know what I like, let alone the direction of my efforts. The senior said to me, "What you see is only the appearance of others. You are really excellent. Everyone is slowly groping for their own direction in confusion. Don't worry. "

I thought about taking the civil service exam. Although I know it's not easy, I still want to have a try. I don't know if a gamble that is a foregone conclusion and meaningless to you is really worth doing. Before, I didn't care about the result of everything I did. I really care if I have learned anything and grown up. So I'm still not sure about my future, I don't know what I should do, I don't know what I can do, and I don't know what to do next.

At the crossroads of life, I feel very confused. But it seems that I have some answers in my heart. I know I will have my own future, but I also want to know when that road will be clear.