I will never drink or indulge myself again. Actually, I really miss it. Sometimes when I look back at myself, I really want to give a few drinks. I even sometimes wonder if anyone has paid attention to me. I really want to laugh. There are so many people in the world. Is it really happy to be depressed first? For a time, I was half drunk almost every day and looked tired. I really want to train, but I can't train, and I don't know what I'm doing. Want to have sex? I hate myself. I don't know if I want it. I don't know what I have.

In the past few days, when I was with my friends, everyone was very happy and had a good time. Of course, there is always no drinking together. Actually, I didn't drink well, and I don't like to drink well. I just want to drink, because after drinking, I think I will become another person. I won't go to many wild places. It is really comfortable. The first day I woke up, I knew for the first time how annoying my tie was that night. Every time I dare not go to the piano shower, D happens. I want to escape. I really want to escape. I don't want to get wet I just waited until the next day. What kind of life really makes me feel that I can live? It's funny, I really don't know how to talk about D any more, but at home, I just want to live up to myself, be responsible for myself, live my life well, give up the hope that D will never happen again, and life will remain the same! ! Start from the beginning.

Whew, it's done, but it's not very good. I hope I can help you. .....