"Are you afraid of death?" Suddenly someone asked me.

"Of course, aren't you afraid?" I don't quite understand what he means, so I have to ask.

"I am afraid of death. Look at the sprouted potatoes. I am still alive. "

I didn't react until I heard it. It turned out that he fried a plate of sprouted potatoes the other day. I didn't eat them because I thought they sprouted for fear of causing food poisoning. It is funny to think that I am defined as a person who is afraid of death because of sprouted potatoes.

"You have good resistance, but I am in poor health, so you should pay more attention."

He disdained, "I'm not afraid. I have to die anyway. It's all destiny takes a hand. I don't care. "

"Don't say it doesn't matter. If you really come to the edge of life and death, it doesn't matter if you really don't feel a little scared. Have you ever experienced why you are not afraid? You said you weren't afraid because you didn't encounter anything that could threaten your life. If you have not experienced it, you will never be qualified to say this. " I was a little angry and refuted it.

"As if you had experienced it." After listening to my words, he said to me in a sarcastic tone. Unexpectedly, the next day, his stomach went wrong. At first, he said that there were so many people who died of cancer that they might not be cured.

"Of course, the hospital can't cure everyone, but if you are sick and don't go to the hospital, you will definitely not get well." I told him this at that time, but he still didn't care. Ironically, however, in the evening, his stomach may really hurt badly, so he called his mother and told her that he wanted to have a check-up now for fear of something serious, so as not to worry them.

In fact, whether you have experienced death or not, the word death is frightening to anyone, because living is not only a human instinct, but also gives us responsibility.

02

I am a person who is aware of the past. I didn't know the Chongqing bus crash until I watched the video of the circle of friends. When the video screen looked at me in horror, tears blurred my eyes at the moment when the car hit the railing. Seeing a car's life facing death, I can only watch it on this side of the screen, and my heart almost collapses.

After watching this video and watching the related news, it was only because a man had a conflict with the driver after sitting in the station, and then he got into a fight with the driver in the car, and fourteen lives in one car ended like this.

One person is selfish and stubborn, which leads to a dispute between two people and a three-second fight, resulting in 14 people missing the rest of their lives.

Didn't the passenger who had a conflict with the driver know that her behavior might have such consequences? Don't you know that the driver is the guarantee of the safety of a load of goods? I don't think so. She is just a microcosm of some people in life. She despises everything and takes an indifferent attitude towards everything. Selfish and greedy, never care about the consequences, never look back until you reach the south wall. Even if she did, she should take the innocent people. Even in the most dangerous time, we have to test the truth in the most extreme way, only to find that there is no turning back now.

Life is irreversible. If you are wrong, you really can't live forever. You can ignore everything, but please don't ignore life.

03

Hou Jingjing, a doctor of Zhejiang University, has a high academic record and a good life, which many people envy. But he chose to end his life at the best age because he could not bear the pressure of life. Have you ever thought about the pain of sending white-haired people to black-haired people when you choose to end your life?

Life is not easy for anyone, without biting or struggling.

With resumes in their hands, these people are waiting for interviews in a sea of people, and their eyes are so eager, hopeful and anxious. In the end, this opportunity can only fall on the shoulders of one or two people.

? As a doctor, Hou Jingjing is much more relaxed than many people. As long as his goal is not too high, at least he will have more choices than most people. As long as life passes slowly, he will always find his own way and never give up.

? "Dad, you sold me. I really can't stand it. I don't even have firewood at home Let me escape! "

When I watched the movie 1942 yesterday, I heard the star say this to her father, and I burst into tears.

In that war-torn era, people were already living in dire straits, but they met with famine, which made their lives worse.

Fan Dianyuan's sentence: "Selling prostitutes on New Year's Eve." It is also the embodiment of difficulties in life.

Yu Hua said in "To be alive": "To be alive" does not come from shouting, nor from attacking, but from enduring. To endure the responsibilities entrusted to us by life, to endure the happiness and pain, boredom and mediocrity brought by reality.

Even if life is black and blue, it still can't stop the heart that wants to live. There is hope when you are alive.

05

Writing here, I might as well talk about the reasons why I am afraid of death. The year before last, it suddenly changed to severe myocarditis, and this serious illness caused a medical accident. This medical accident really scared me and made me wander in the gate of hell.

At that time, because of the doctor's carelessness, the dose was too heavy, which made the already weak heart even more unbearable. For a short second, I almost fainted. In a daze, I seemed to see my mother who turned around and secretly wiped her tears. Her lonely and helpless figure at that time is still engraved in my mind.

When I woke up, she had dried her tears and smiled and said to me, "Nothing. If you get over it, you will be fine. " Be the impeccable mother.

I know that she didn't say anything about my situation at that time, in order to reduce my mental burden and choose to keep the pain at that time for herself.

After this time, because the heart was seriously damaged, the condition did not improve too quickly for half a year after discharge, so the whole thing fell into a state of depression. But because of my strong desire to survive, I live on thin ice every day, fearing that something will happen that day.

This may cause some mental problems, and people are groggy every day. In May this year, I felt unwell again and went to the hospital for examination. When I got the report to the doctor, the doctor scolded me: "Don't tell me that you are ill again. Your illness has been cured. Don't live with a burden every day, it will only drive you crazy. You are still so young, you should adjust your mentality anyway. Think about your parents. The most unfilial thing in the world is to let white-haired people send black-haired people. "

The last sentence was like thunder, which completely woke me up. I instantly thought of my mother crying with her back to me.

Now I am still sick and living in poverty, but I don't want to make my parents sad. Even if I live in hardship, I will live in it, and I will live seriously.

From the moment of birth, people are destined to live for some people, who are the parents who gave birth to you and raised you. Waiting for parents, but also living for children, this is the fate of life that has escaped, so you have to live no matter how hard you suffer, and there is hope when you live.

06

"Do you know there is a kind of bird that has no feet? His life can only fly in the sky. He can only land once in his life, and that is when he dies. "

-"The True Story of Teddy Boy"

My brother Leslie Cheung was a popular star in the 1980s. I believe many people have heard the story of him and Tang Hede.

This photo shows that one day, it was raining cats and dogs, and Leslie Cheung stood by the roadside waiting for Tang Hede to pick him up.

Tang Hede, who was driving, saw Leslie Cheung, got off at a distance, ran in the rain, handed the umbrella to Leslie Cheung, and then turned around and stopped in front of him.

Leslie Cheung smiled and stood there with an umbrella, quietly staring at the beloved person in the car.

Mr. Tang and Leslie Cheung knew each other at an early age. When Leslie Cheung was most frustrated in his career, it was Mr. Tang who always supported him, and at that time, Mr. Tang's life was also stretched. In this way, the two helped each other and trusted all the way.

In their relationship of 18 years, they were reviled and discriminated by many people because of their same sex, but they still accompanied each other silently without hesitation.

But in the end, my brother became depressed because he couldn't bear the pressure here, and finally chose to leave.

At his brother's funeral, Mr. Tang was so sad that he had no strength to stand there.

My brother has been driving his brother's car since he left Mr. Tang, living in two places where he once lived, and even choosing only his lover's friends when he was partying with friends.

On the tenth anniversary of my brother, Mr. Tang lost his former style. He is not in Yushu, and he can't see the past. The whole person is haggard, as if becoming indifferent to everything.

On that occasion, a friend asked him out to play ball. Hearing his brother's name, his eyes dimmed and he didn't want to play ball. He shut himself in the house at once.

Above, he looked for the green void, below, the yellow spring, but he didn't find the one he was looking for in two places.

The pain left by the dead, how the living forget, will only become the pain that can't be touched for the rest of my life.

Life is really cruel sometimes, but we must live in this cruelty.

Living is the best explanation for those who love you and your lover.

If suffering really keeps you going, please think about your parents and people who love you.

Always remember that life is not for others, but for those who love you and those you love. Even if you are radiant and poor, so what? These have nothing to do with others, life is not to see, but to come.

So please don't take an indifferent attitude towards life and death.