For me, it's just tired, very tired.

The place where I live is a small city that is not rich enough, a place that many people have never heard of, and the city where I applied for the exam is almost two thousand kilometers away from my home. At that time, after the college entrance examination, I always wanted to go to a place far from home to see what was different in the outside world. I want to fly from the south to the north. I want to see the flat land and heavy snow in the north.

But I actually regretted it when the admission notice came down. Why? First of all, the fare alone will cost a lot.

My family is not rich, only my mother is working, and her monthly salary is 2000 yuan to support her family. It's two thousand kilometers away, and the high-speed train costs seven or eight hundred. We don't have a plane here. I have no choice but to take the train.

Nobody saw me off when I went. Because my parents never left the small city where they lived, I was afraid that they would not find their way back, so I went to school alone. What kind of feeling is it along the way? Lonely, at a loss, lonely because I'm alone, 25 hours' drive, and I don't know what to do, because it's actually my first time to leave my little broken city. Being at a loss is not knowing what is waiting for me ahead, whether it is a better opportunity or a worse consequence. In short, I left with a lot of anxiety and youth.

The second is how inconvenient the luggage is. Girls, in particular, have to bring a lot of things when they enter freshman year. Girls' physical strength is generally relatively small, and it is really tired to run around with a lot of things. Many times, they need to ask people around them to help them with their luggage.

Eating habits are also different. From a province that eats spicy food to a province that doesn't eat spicy food, I often feel sad because I can't eat Chili. I feel homesick when I am sad, but my home is too far away to go back.

Therefore, going to a school far from home will really make you feel tired. I remember going home during the summer vacation. My train was delayed for seven hours because of the heavy rain. I was supposed to get home at seven in the evening, but I didn't get off the train until two in the morning. Sadly, no one came to pick me up. At that time, I was thinking, it would be great if I could go to college in this province. At least the high-speed train takes only one hour to drive, and the fare does not exceed 100. I can go home if I want to.

In recent years, due to the epidemic situation, most colleges and universities have implemented closed management. A wild child with hope didn't see the vast land and heavy snow in a bigger city, as if all his illusions were shattered.

However, at least during this experience, I received a lot of things that I didn't have a chance to accept before, and I also saw different customs. If the university you are going to is far from home, I hope you don't have my troubles; If you have such troubles, then I invite you to overcome them with me. We will always get used to them and learn to enjoy them slowly.

The world is big and good. Wish you all the best.