I can understand how you feel. After all, I have experienced it. If you can't take learning as fun, it is really a very painful thing.

But to be honest, I didn't know how important knowledge was until I stepped into the society. As my former teachers and old people said, to be honest, I still want to go to school.

But anyway, if you don't want to study, you can live in school one day at a time, and then you can study if you want.