Yes, I am. I can say that I have accomplished nothing now, and I even began to doubt my life, why people live in this world and why they are so tired.

I am a sophomore now, and I am 20 years old this year. I didn't make any contribution to my family. In the past, 20-year-old boys had to support their families with their own hands. Why do we rely on our parents now?

I began to miss this school for family reasons as well as my own reasons.

I've seen too many young people go out to work, and they have already taken the lead at a young age, while I'm still living on my laurels. My father is the only person in my family who works. Father plays a leading role, while mother is in poor health.

For a poor child like me, my dream is simple: to find a good job and reduce the burden on my family. My father is no longer raising me, but my adoptive parents.

I want to prove to them that I am a useful person. I am not an ignorant child. When I grow up, I want to make my own achievements.

I'm out of town now, and I want to earn a penny by my own hands. I can't accomplish nothing. I am at school now, and I have a lot of time to work to reduce the burden on my parents and make them live a better life.

Think too much, think in vain. Seeing other seniors and sisters, some of them study hard to get scholarships, have good social skills and have high-paying jobs outside, I began to blame myself.

I also want to get a scholarship, and I also want to study hard, but I failed the course, and I am very sad.

I dare not tell my family. I'm afraid they will scold me if I say it, lose confidence in my five-year study in college, and dare not show off my son as a college student in front of others.

I feel like my world is falling apart. I can only lie and tell white lies. At the same time, I have a goal to strive for. I won't fail next semester and try to get a scholarship, but I still have nothing to do.

I also went out to work, but I gave up soon. I feel that my life is meaningless. I want to change the world, and I want to influence everyone.

Maybe I'm talking big now, but I don't know what else I can do. I really want to start my life again. I will learn many skills and broaden my experience.

If you don't get it, you still have nothing to do. First set a small goal, a university scholarship, and then set a big goal, a national award.

I can't go on like this. I want to find myself and let myself go. I hope to achieve my goal through my own efforts, not just playing.

Come on, I also hope you can realize your dream, I don't want anything!