Let me show you another diary-I am a beautiful girl. I used to be proud of my beauty, and I was also a conservative girl. When I was a freshman, I fell in love with a tall and handsome boy. He's in my grade, and he says he loves me very much. Our relationship became closer and closer until one day he wanted to marry me, and I said, "No advance, I'll leave it to the person I married. Since you love me so much, you should wait until the day you marry me. " . "He said," I really love you. Many people live together before marriage. Besides, in this day and age, who cares if you are a virgin? If you don't want to, I will wait patiently. "I can see that he is not very happy. I have some sympathy for him. Finally, one night a month later, I gave him my first time. Since then, our relationship seems to have deepened a little and passed.
Suddenly one day, I saw him walking hand in hand with a beautiful girl, so I rushed up. I really hope he can explain to me, but he didn't say anything. I sat limping on the ground, just watching them holding hands. My heart is bleeding. In the evening, I called him and asked him out to talk. He said, "Let's split up. There's nothing to talk about." "Why?" Did I do something wrong? You told me I could change it. ""You didn't do anything wrong, but I'm not interested in your body anymore, understand? " Then he hung up the phone, and my head went blank.
With the passage of time, the pain he brought me finally healed slowly, and I began a new love. He is an excellent boy in all aspects, and our relationship has always been very good. He loves me very much. I thought I finally found my own happiness and our relationship was very good. Then we decided not to get married. He had many opportunities to have me, but he didn't want me. I am really touched and curious.
After we decided to get married, one night I finally couldn't help but be curious and asked him, "You have many opportunities to have me. You know I love you very much, and I won't refuse you. Don't you love me? " Why else don't you want me? ""In fact, you are wrong. It's not that I don't want you, but that I love you too much. I don't want to hurt you. The first time is very important for a woman. Although it is 2 1 century now and the society is more open than before, there are still quite a few men who care about whether their wives are virgins. Anything can happen in the world now. Maybe I'm still standing in front of you today, tomorrow. . "I covered his mouth." Don't talk nonsense Why do men care about women's past? ""I don't know why others, as far as I'm concerned, think it's because true love always wants a complete her. Love is selfish. Besides, if she is not a virgin, there will be a lot of embarrassment in life. For example, maybe some people around you have slept with her, and when I see you, I still look at you with a meaningful eye. Will this make you feel better? So I'd rather be single than marry a second-hand one. "
My face turned pale when I heard his words, but I still wanted to take a chance and tentatively ask, "What if she is someone you love quite a lot?" Do you care if she is a virgin? "Didn't you say you weren't a virgin? Haha, I don't believe it! "I've decided to throw caution to the wind." Really, I want to tell you that I'm not a virgin. I really love you. Will you accept me? " I looked at him with expectant eyes. I'm waiting for him to say that he doesn't care. He said seriously, "Tell me if this is true?" "It's true, can you accept me? "He looks disappointed." Hehe, I don't know. Can you give me some time to think about it? This came so suddenly that I was not prepared at all. Let me think quietly. "With that, he went out. At the moment he went out, I saw his wet eyes. My heart is so empty. I have a bad feeling that I will lose him. The only thing I can do now is to wait. Finally, after I called for two days in a row, I got a call from him. "Are you okay? I've thought a lot these two days. I tried to accept you and forget your past, but I really couldn't. I really love you, but I don't think we will be happy together. I wish you find your own happiness as soon as possible. "Say that finish, he hung up the phone. I let my tears flow. What's the point of living without him?
I finally got up the courage to end the rest of my life. Before I go, I hope my sisters will not learn my lesson, cherish my first time and leave it to someone who can accompany me for a lifetime. Don't be tempted by sweet words like me, so that you lose the happiness of your life.
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