I have achieved excellent academic results since I was a child, especially in liberal arts. Every exam, when other students are reviewing the poems in the textbook, I can always pass the exam easily.
Because my poetry memory is particularly solid, I can firmly remember it in my mind once. Even today, many of my works like to quote poetry, which feels like the soul of an article.
I was born in a peasant family. There are only two daughters in my family. I'm my sister.
1996, my father had a car accident, which caused my father to lose his spleen. At that time, I was in Grade One and my sister was in Grade Three.
After my father left the hospital, he began to raise sheep for our two sisters to study. Looking at my father's busy figure every day to give the sheep a bite to eat, I actually had an idea: if only I could go to work early to earn money!
After graduating from junior high school, I didn't choose to take the senior high school entrance examination, but went to a kindergarten teacher. Because as soon as the kindergarten teacher graduates, I can take part in the work immediately!
After my kindergarten teacher graduated, I went to work as I wished.
In order to reduce my own expenses, I chose a kindergarten that manages accommodation. But I just entered the society, I don't know anything, and I will only be exploited by the black-hearted kindergarten boss.
Obviously, the kindergarten is in charge of accommodation, but the kindergarten suddenly wants to deduct my food expenses. I have never told my family that for a long time, my monthly salary was only 100 yuan.
Although there is not much money, it is no longer a problem to support yourself. I even bring something home every time I go home: sometimes I buy a new dress for my mother and sometimes I buy something delicious for my sister.
Life is like this, one day at a time. I didn't earn 300 yuan until my sister was admitted to college. That year, I spent 400 yuan to buy her a PHS as a gift for her to go to college.
Eating and living in kindergarten cut me off from the outside world. For a time, I even felt like I was in prison: I waited for my children at dawn every day and watched my parents pick me up at dark.
In 2004, the kindergarten asked me to take care of 40 children by myself, but I didn't have an assistant teacher, only her niece who didn't graduate from junior high school helped me in the classroom. Taking care of so many children has gone wrong after all.
After lunch that day, I took my children to the toilet. When I walked to the door of the classroom, I heard a child crying. It turned out that she was pushed by another little girl and touched the edge of the bed, with blood all over her forehead!
After the child was taken to the hospital, he had seven stitches! But my parents didn't say anything that embarrassed me. I'm really sorry, so I bought some supplements for my children and forced them on my parents.
In this way, I gradually got to know this parent, when she introduced my husband to me. Tired of the cage-like life in kindergarten, I feel that life throws me a glimmer of hope.
In 2006, my husband and I entered the marriage hall. I thought there was a dawn in my life, but I didn't expect fate to play a big joke on me again.
In 2020, an accident separated me from my husband! That year, I was only 37 years old, and he left me a son of 1 1!
How did I get through these two years? It is no exaggeration to say: I soaked it with tears! Others only see me spinning like a top, but they don't know how difficult it is for me to stay awake at night!
When I can't sleep, I think: the biggest regret in my life is that I didn't go to college! If I hadn't thought so much about going to college, my family would have come over after a while.
If I really go to college, I will definitely choose to study literature. I will definitely not work in a kindergarten. Even if I go to school, I will choose a regular kindergarten. So there won't be so many messy things in the future
But everything is just if, I can only make a cup of strong tea to relive the bitterness of the past. ...