Lonely article
In fact, in high school, I began to feel lonely, and this feeling was even stronger in college. When we arrived at the university, we were far from home, so we could only contact our family by mobile phone. Most things need to be solved by ourselves. When I got to college, I really realized that everyone has different ideas and goals, and many things have to be done by themselves. Eating alone, going to the library alone and going to the hospital alone are all common things. In these processes, loneliness often occurs. Sometimes when I wake up after a nap, I find that there is no one, and I feel scared and lonely inside. But loneliness is the normal state of life. Slowly, I learned to get along with myself and communicate with others appropriately to relieve loneliness.
Friends
On the surface, I am a careless girl, always smiling. Because of this, I have gained many friends. However, what is hidden in my heart is inferiority and sensitivity. Inferiority and sensitivity make it easy for me to detect the emotions of my friends and classmates. When they are happy, I will be happy, but when they are unhappy, my mood will be affected immediately, and I often blame myself for others' unhappiness, so that my friends and myself will have greater psychological burden. So I often have conflicts with my friends, but most of the time we will explain to each other and tolerate each other, that is, under their understanding, I gradually enhance my self-confidence. In fact, many people in universities, especially girls, are delicate and sensitive. As long as we understand each other, we can build a long-term friendship.
Learning articles
When choosing a major, I didn't consider my hobbies, but chose English major. But English is something I am not good at since I was a child, so it is difficult to learn. In the first comprehensive English class, the teacher asked us to introduce ourselves in English. I was so nervous that I couldn't help it. Then most of the specialized courses are taught in English. I look puzzled in every class, but my classmates can understand it well. I am nervous and anxious, as if no matter how hard I try, I can't reach their level. Because I am often anxious about learning, I began to play mobile phones to escape. As a result, my academic performance is still not ideal.
Life is not perfect. Besides happiness, there are many complicated emotions, such as worry, anxiety, confusion, loneliness and excitement, which are all part of college life. No matter what life was like in the past, what we have to do now is to live well and cherish the present.