I can't do surgery for pelvic recurrence of rectal cancer. At the suggestion of the local hospital doctor, I implanted 40 particles. At this moment, I write down my experience with pain for your reference. I hope I won't make the wrong choice for new patients in the future. It is a personal painful experience, hoping to help the right person.

1: I did a lot of study and investigation before I did particle implantation. I basically checked all the information on the Internet, which are basically popular science articles, and affirmed the role of particles. Now I wonder if it is an advertisement soft article written by a granule manufacturer, and the patient has very little summary, so these articles basically misled my choice. I have asked all the places where there are patients in WeChat group and QQ group, and few people have made particles. Some people may not have answered my question, which reminds me that granules are indeed a very effective treatment. I asked good doctors, Chen Gong from Zhongshan Cancer Hospital in Guangzhou, Peng from Fudan University in Shanghai, and our local radiotherapy doctor. They always opposed me to make granules, thinking that it was an irregular treatment, but I had no choice but to wait for death, and there was still hope after doing it, so I followed the advice of the doctors in the local municipal hospital and did it.

2. The fever started on the second day after particle implantation, and the fever continued to be low 10 day. Then start to urinate frequently, 10 times a day, and get up 2-3 times in the middle of the night. I began to doubt the harm of particles. I called the hospital, and the doctor said that a group of patients would not have such problems. If the granules proved to be effective, I still believed the doctor, and the next day was the same. After more than 2 months, vomiting and diarrhea began to appear, so I immediately reviewed it for 3 months. At first I thought it was a cold with diarrhea. Who found out the result? Pelvic metastasis, peritoneal metastasis and intestinal obstruction occurred in a large area only three months ago. I'm devastated. Although the operation recurred for two years, it still grew slowly, about 1 cm in three months. The person who actually makes particles will kill me.

3. Particle damage, the first is the stimulation of the lesion. When particles are implanted into the lesion for a long time, it will lead to new metastasis and recurrence. Although some people say that particle implantation can control the focus, particle doctors do not think that the new focus is the influence of particles. They think this is normal. In fact, this is what we often say. Second, the harm to one's own immunity can be known by examining the harm of radiation, and nothing real can be found by examining particles. A large dose of radiation is absolutely harmful to one's immunity for a long time, and the patient's health is not good. Long-term radiation is more serious to stimulate the progress of the disease. Third, the harm to family members, doctors are armed to the eyes when making granules, but family members often take care of patients. It would be even more tragic if they were stimulated to induce cancer. Particles themselves are not a cure for tumors. They can only be controlled for a while, but they bring many risks. I hope everyone will listen to the advice of doctors in big hospitals when choosing, because granules are basically made by private hospitals and small hospitals, and regular big hospitals rarely choose this method.