Consider it an early experience. You are out of society, you will meet sooner or later. If you come, you will be safe, and the soldiers will come to the soil to stop the water. They bully you when they see your honesty. You can give them some color to let them know that you are not easy to mess with. Usually picking soft persimmons is a paper tiger.
You used to be a villain. Tell your teachers and parents that a broken child can still fight these people. Tell all the students that everyone knows their bad intentions and refuse them. What are you afraid of?