Time flies, it has been three years since the senior high school entrance examination, and every memory always shines in my heart. Because it is unforgettable enough, I don't want to write down everything I experienced during that time in any words.

Until a few days ago, I accidentally saw an article about three postgraduate entrance examinations, which reminded me of my sister who had met three times in the postgraduate entrance examination group, and even reminded me of myself who was called top student and worked hard in those years.

Of course, this is definitely not dry goods for postgraduate study. I won't tell you how to choose a school and major, how to review professional courses, and how to brush real English questions ... I just want to slowly pick up myself desperately during that time.

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The real determination to take the postgraduate entrance examination is in the next semester of junior year. At that time, there were eight people living in our dormitory, and someone changed schools halfway, leaving seven people. And I am the only one among seven people who decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination. To this day, I still remember my stunned expression on the girls in the store after I learned which school I was going to take. "Xiaoyu, do you really want to take the exam?" Take the teacher exam with us, it's too difficult to take the postgraduate entrance examination. "

Yeah, it's too hard. "Nothing, if I go to hell, I will be admitted. I will give it a try. "

I don't know. My witty answer at that time almost exhausted all my strength in college.

I know I am a stupid student, and I have told myself countless times in my mind that "stupid birds fly first".

Compare the arguments I read online, such as "How did I get into graduate school in three months?" My entrance examination front is very long. It took me nine months from April of the third semester to the day when I took the exam in 1 month of the fourth semester. Fortunately, I know that I can't stretch myself too tight, and I have time to rest and relax myself.

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In April, the sun is shining, the sky is blue and the breeze is warm. When the whole class is discussing where to go for a spring outing, I am hesitant and entangled, and I have no mind to appreciate the beauty of nature at all. Questions such as "which school should I go to" and "Do I want to take an interdisciplinary exam" are jumping up and down in my mind all day.

I majored in Chinese language and literature as an undergraduate. It was an accident to choose this major. Because I failed in the college entrance examination, I had to compromise my score and wave goodbye to my favorite major. Besides, my parents strongly hope that I can teach, so I can't. I know I have the right to choose again if I take the postgraduate entrance examination. It is precisely because we cherish this power that we are so entangled.

This tangle is not about how to choose two clothes when buying clothes. I really like it. I can buy both. Even if you have no money, you can buy it later. But the postgraduate entrance examination is different. I only have one choice, and I can't tolerate slowness.

If you are admitted to a school in Beijing, it will undoubtedly be a moth to a fire. And I, a dwarf from the south, will inevitably feel inferior when I go to live in the north. Life without spicy feelings is probably a great difficulty for me. If you stay in Sichuan, the difficulty is relatively small, and you are close to home ... Although you are eager to study in Beijing, after weighing the pros and cons, you have experienced some inner struggles and finally finalized your school and major. As the saying goes, everything is difficult at the beginning. At that moment, I thought that since I had taken a step, the next road would just go step by step.

However, how can it be so simple?

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I turned on the computer and found fifteen reference books. In addition, I took an interdisciplinary exam, and my foundation is poor, which is equivalent to self-study. I must read more books and remember more things. Besides, there are English and politics. ...

It's terrible to think about it. This fear of difficulties was not alleviated until I met a sister paper from a school of mathematics and finance in the library.

"At least you don't have to take math exams."

Well, for me, a math scum, this is really worth secretly appreciating.

Like most of my teammates who took the postgraduate entrance examination, after buying reference books and some materials, I also took root in the library.

In the first days, because I chose my favorite major and joined a new field, I was full of novelty and didn't feel bored at all. Because I have a dream that I can learn new knowledge every day, even if I only recite ten words and learn a theory, I feel very satisfied and full.

Go to class when you have classes, and spend all day in the library when you have no classes.

Get up at 6: 30 in the morning, go to the library at 7: 00 to recite words for an hour and read professional books;

Don't go back to the dormitory at noon, sleep on the table for an hour in the library;

Organize professional notes at two o'clock in the afternoon and return to the dormitory at half past ten in the evening. ...

The first month passed quickly and ushered in the May Day holiday. I was going to stay at school to review. Because my mother came to Chongqing and wanted to find my father, I had to take a book back to Chongqing.

When I saw my parents, a breath of happiness surrounded me. Mom cooked a lot of delicious food, and when my eyes lit up, I shoveled it into my mouth, no matter how ugly my parents said I ate. When I came back from a walk with my parents, I finished washing and went back to my room to read.

The next morning, my mother called me for a long time and there was no response. I didn't realize that I had a high fever until I went to bed. Something big seems to have happened now. When I fell asleep with my book in my arms, my mother began to nag, "I must have watched it too late last night and accidentally caught a cold ..."

It was also at this time that my parents knew that I was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination. I knew they would object, so I kept it a secret and said that I was preparing for the teacher's exam to satisfy their shining dreams. However, after all, paper can't contain fire, and they still know what they need to know.

After taking the medicine, my mother began to nag again: "Just listen to your father and me, okay?" . Postgraduate entrance examination is very hard, don't fiddle around. You know you have been in poor health since childhood, so reviewing day and night will drag you down ... "

"Dad, mom, I've never done anything I'm sorry about your since I was a child. This time I have a choice, I have to work hard. "

My mother gave me a lot of money on the day I went back to school. In her superficial and selfless maternal love, I feel that without her, only money can give me a sense of security.

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After rushing back to school, I began to review intensively. Who knows, my mother was so anxious that I had a high fever on the third day. At that time, I didn't know the importance of "body is the capital of revolution", and I was still reading in the library.

Every time I want to give up, I say to myself from the bottom of my heart, "If you don't fight for it, you will always be just a student in this unknown school."

Time is like a stream, flowing quietly. The weather here is no different from that in the furnace city of Chongqing, and it is getting hotter and hotter. Because there is no air conditioning in the library, and the distance from the dormitory to the library is far, the students who took the postgraduate entrance examination together began to go back to the dormitory to read books, but I still insisted on it alone.

"Summer vacation is coming soon. Buy a ticket early so that your brother can pick you up. "

"Mom, I ... I won't go back. I am going to stay at school to review. "

"Mom, don't worry, I will take care of myself."

This is the first time I spent my summer vacation outside alone, and I don't know where I got my determination and courage. After hanging up my mother's phone, I began to consider renting a house for the exam.

The school rule is that you can stay in school during the summer vacation, but you have to move to the old campus. When I learned the news, the bed was already occupied.

I have no idea about renting a house for the first time. At that time, there was no such convenient software for renting mobile phones. After searching on the internet without results, I thought it was convenient to eat in the school cafeteria, so I had to walk around the old campus.

Finally, there are many good things to grind, and finally I share them with two couples who are also taking the postgraduate entrance examination. The old campus belongs to the old city. It's an old house, a bit shabby, with three bedrooms and one living room, and each bedroom is about eight square meters. Because it is the first floor, it is particularly humid and the light is not very good. The toilet makes a little man like me feel cramped, not to mention there is no air conditioning. In the past, I was very picky Looking at the blisters on my feet looking for a house these days, I suddenly lost my temper. "Let's live here."

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Growing up, my competitiveness is as hard as a bone. After rejecting my good friend filar silk, I secretly began to "move" myself. A mat, some clothes, two pairs of shoes, a carton of books, sitting in the taxi to the rental house, thinking that I am going to live alone for the first time and face a "home" alone, it is inevitable that my heart is mixed.

There is also a bumpy path leading to the rental house. The taxi driver put me at the intersection and disappeared from my sight. I buckled the mat on the suitcase, dragged the suitcase with my right hand and picked up a carton of books with my left hand. After all, my hands are not strong enough. Struggling to move about ten meters, I had to store the book in the roadside canteen.

Who knows, I just took a small step and tripped. My right knee knelt on the ground, and bright red blood beads emerged from the cortex. I gritted my teeth and stood up slowly, then bought a bottle of water in the canteen. Water washes the wound, which is a little painful and a little cold.

After moving everything into the rental house and cleaning up the room, I was exhausted. Lying in bed, I fell asleep before taking a shower. This is the day after I woke up. Looking at the missed call from my mother, I quickly dialed the number.

I lied to my mother again. In order to eliminate all her worries and anxieties, I vowed to tell her that the school can of course live in people, with air conditioning and the canteen will be open. ...

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After communicating with the landlord, she promised to provide me with a table and an electric fan. I bought basic daily necessities, learned to take care of myself, and prepared some cold medicine and Huoxiang Zhengqi liquid. I put my calendar and study plan in the most conspicuous place and began to review them in an orderly way.

I stayed in this rented house for a month and a half. Among them, the most unforgettable thing is probably that I ate noodles for a month. In the first few days, when I arrived, I went out to eat or ate in the canteen of the next school. But the weather is getting hotter and hotter. Going out twice a day, the high temperature of 40 degrees always makes me feel dizzy. In order to save time, I simply went to the supermarket to buy noodles and rice cookers and started my month-long trip to eat noodles. Only salt and Chili oil are almost hard to swallow.

I don't usually eat noodles, and I don't know how I got through it. I really threw up after eating, so that for a long time, I just left sequelae, and I couldn't help but want to throw up when I saw it.

My roommates are two couples. It's really destiny takes a hand. We are from the same university, and we also review on the third floor of the library. Although I didn't know each other's names before, I met many people, so I have some impressions. They enrolled in the postgraduate training class, went to school every day, and went out early and returned late. It is absolutely self-deception to say that they don't envy. They work in pairs, study together and work together for the same dream. I only have greetings from a distant phone, and the warmth I can't touch suddenly loses its temperature, leaving my cold heart in the corner of hot summer.

However, the review should continue! I usually get up at half past six in the morning. As soon as I got up and packed my things, I filled my stomach and began to recite. After reading all the reference books, I began to summarize the real questions over the years, summarize the key test sites and start the first round of endorsement. Endorsement is really boring, but liberal arts can't help it. What should be recited is still recited. Recite in the morning, brush English real questions in the afternoon, take notes in the evening and summarize knowledge points ... There is plenty of time every day, but I always feel that there are many things to do.

I take care of myself carefully, but I still have heatstroke, dizziness and weakness all over. I collapsed in bed and had no strength at all. All the strength I have accumulated during this time suddenly broke to the ground, and tears rolled down my cheeks.

In the next few days, I began to doubt myself and the path I chose, especially after my roommate came home from the training class. Although the house is small and I live alone, I always feel a heavy stone hanging in my heart. Before I go to bed every night, I should carefully check whether the door is closed. Fortunately, God closed a door for me and opened a door for me. My good friend Sisi didn't come home. She teaches children in a training class and always takes time out to come to me, give me encouragement and accompany me through that difficult time.

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Actually, I rented a house twice for graduate school, and the second time was 10. With the entrance examination approaching, I began to race against time, getting up earlier and later, and returning to the dormitory later and later. Several of our classmates also started a competition to see who arrived at the library the earliest and who left the library the latest. It is because I am the earliest postgraduate party on the third floor that all my friends around me call me top student when they see me.

Considering the impact on my roommate's life, I have to move out. The house was found by my little friend who took the postgraduate entrance examination. This is a single room, just outside the school. It's not far from the library, but on the way back, I have to pass a path, which is deep and long, and there is not even a street lamp. I left the library at 0/0: 30 in the evening and went back. It's already dark. Every time I walk that road, I am very worried and scared. I always feel that someone is following me, and my heart has been pounding.

Unconsciously, winter is coming. It takes a lot of courage to get up every morning. I will set several alarm clocks, starting at 5: 30, and wake myself up every 15 minutes. Our school library is newly built and has no air conditioning. And the school is surrounded by mountains, so it is even colder in winter. It rains almost four days a week and the air is very cold.

At that time, we only knew that it was cold, so we didn't care about the image. As soon as you walk into the library, as long as you see pillows and blankets on the chairs, you are definitely a postgraduate entrance examination party. When it's cold, we put blankets on our legs, and when we sleep at noon, we put pillows on the table to sleep.

Postgraduate entrance examination is like looking for a needle in a haystack. Even if you summarize the real questions over the years and roughly judge an exam trend, there are too many things to remember. And every year there will always be something I haven't seen, so I have to memorize it. On 1 1 month, my friends and I found that it was easy to get distracted and doze off when sitting back to back in the library. Therefore, we can always be seen in the corridors, stairwells, and even in the open space next to the small pond on the first floor.

The cold wind blew on us, and every inch of our skin screamed in pain. It was really cold, so we each took a warm electric treasure. I still remember one of my little friends who took the postgraduate entrance examination for boys. He is holding a cute little bear warm electric treasure in his hand, which is completely out of tune with his tall and stalwart figure. We couldn't help laughing. He would just say, "Why should I care so much? I only have a lot of test sites in my mind now. "

Sometimes, when we are really tired, we will spit on each other, even throw books on the ground, step on them to show our anger, and then pick them up and continue to recite them. If someone suddenly hands you a loaf of bread, it is simply true love on earth. A few years later, I still don't know which kind-hearted person or secret admirer (burying his face) sent me apples and a big bag of snacks when I was endorsing in the corridor on Christmas Day.

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I also did some stupid things during the preparation.

Our library provides boiling water, and each floor near the toilet has a boiling water cabinet. For me, I have other uses besides providing me with drinking water. Every time I doze off, I take boiling water from a cup and hold it in my hand, just like a hot soldering iron branded in my hand, which can barely pull me out of my drowsiness. The water stopped boiling, so I changed it again until I woke up.

One day, I don't know what happened. My head was broken, or I was driven by curiosity. I actually ate a bag of coffee, which attracted the sneer of my friends.

Another time, I had a bad cold and wanted to take medicine. I was so depressed that I just wanted to sleep. I can't drink coffee or pinch myself, so I'll bite myself. God knows how cruel I was to myself, and I bit out the blood in one bite. Until now, there is still a mark on the back of my hand.

It's really hard to live in the postgraduate entrance examination. Only when you have really experienced it yourself can you know what the life of the postgraduate entrance examination party is not as good as that of pigs and dogs. We often laugh at ourselves that "I haven't washed my face since the postgraduate entrance examination" and also push away all entertainment programs. The only luxury is to rest every Sunday, wake up naturally without an alarm clock, study, movies and games.

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Fortunately, I have two lovely small partners for postgraduate entrance examination, which makes me less lonely on this road.

They are not my classmates. They are from the Media Department. How come? I don't remember now. When I think of them now, I will automatically think of the time when we sneaked into the reading room and used the aunt's fire lamp to keep warm.

The reading room on the third floor of the library will be closed to the public every night and weekend. By chance, a friend of mine found a place with a big piece of glass on it and two thick boards on the bottom, leaving a hole, which was neither too big nor too small.

"Xiaoyu, you are so thin that you can definitely climb in."

At first, I was just joking and really climbed in. Who knows, we began to "plan" bigger things. A friend is in charge of finding the window that the camera can't catch. I climbed in and opened the window, and then the two of them climbed in through the window.

We quietly gathered the fire lamps in the reading room in a small corner and moved the table gently. Don't sit down and review until you are sure it is hidden enough and safe enough. I couldn't see it at night, so I brought a lamp from the dormitory. Three people are on fire, their hearts are warm, and their review is more serious.

I don't know where I got the courage. That week, climbing into the reading room to review became our habit. But in the end, I was worried about an accident, and we were afraid to climb in again.

After so many years, every time I think of this little thing, I feel ridiculous.

Of course, you must not do such a thing (cover your face).

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Three days before the exam, my body really couldn't bear it, and I had a high fever and allergies. Finding measles has been bothering me for many years. I'm afraid of cold measles, and it's easy to recur when I catch a cold. All along, I have been doubly protecting myself, wearing a hat and mask outdoors, with only two eyes exposed. After wearing a down jacket and three pairs of pants all winter, I still have a relapse. I endured it for a few days and was sent to the school hospital by my friend. They accompany me with intravenous drip, comfort me and make me happy.

However, considering that the exam is coming soon, I don't want to delay their review time. It took a long time to convince them to go. The ward is full of pungent medicine. Lying in a hospital bed, tears can't stop flowing ... A person will become weak when he is sick, especially when he is alone. I told myself silently in my heart: if I want to get better soon, I have to take the exam.

Three days later, I fainted and went to the exam. I just remember that my mind was blank and I didn't know how to answer questions. Fortunately, after I finished writing, I finally had a satisfactory account of all the bitterness of these months.

Telling real life into a story: the first season of the true story collection plan