The past is the past. Don't dwell on the past. The key is to make a plan for yourself from now on, what to study before graduation, what to choose for social employment, and what to make up. This is the most important thing. Old grievances can neither be redeemed nor resurrected. It is better to try to change yourself now. I suggest that you learn to drive before looking for a job (you can't go out without stretching your legs, that is, you need transportation to go to work, so you won't have time to learn to drive after looking for a job). Or use the holiday to get a qualification certificate (employment convenience certificate or college professional certificate), I hope you can understand.