Going to college is much easier than committing suicide. Nothing has changed except the ups and downs, pain, hesitation and happiness, including college life. After death, everything changed, and there was nothing. A university can be said to be a place for some elites. The best way is to release all fears and tensions. Say it out, the pressure will be less, and you will get used to it. If you are a man, you must do this. It is not easy to be a man in China today, and there are many challenges. If this kind of good thing will be terrible, many people will think you are weak. This is not like going to war. Think about the law of the jungle society, and you will change. Come on!