Lead: I am full of anger. When it's my turn to propose a toast, whoever coaxes me into drinking will come to me. Xiaojing was unhappy and said something to me. After drinking, I raised my hand and slapped her twice. Now, the wedding blew up on the spot, my mother-in-law was so angry that she cursed me, and the two relatives also had friction. Finally, Xiao Jing did not even change her clothes and followed her parents-in-law.

Interviewee: 27-year-old barber Mo Fengnan.

The most is the gentleness of that bow.

In 2004, I worked in a small hair salon near a university in Wuhan. At that time, my main job was to wash my hair, dye my hair or perm my clients. There was no bright color on that boring day until Xiao Jing suddenly appeared.

It was snowing heavily that day, and the business in the store was very deserted. In the evening, a young girl came to the shop. This girl is very beautiful, and her black hair is as shiny and elegant as a shampoo advertisement. Strangely, the girl's eyes are red, as if she had just cried, which makes people feel pity. I walked up to him gently and asked, "Excuse me, are you washing your hair?" "No, I want a haircut. The shorter the better. "

The girl's voice choked. "Such a beautiful long hair, would you like to cut it off? What a pity! " I felt that the girl must have met something sad, so I took her to wash her hair and tried to communicate with her to persuade her not to cut her hair short. "To tell you the truth, are you in a bad mood? Beauty always takes it out on her hair when she is angry. However, they often cut off the poor "scapegoat" and will regret it the next day. "

"You are very strange. Every time I go to the hair salon to wash my hair, other hairdressers will try their best to encourage me to get a haircut or a perm. Isn't this a way to earn more money? Why must I be stopped from cutting my hair? " The girl looked up and looked into my eyes from the mirror. My face is inexplicably red, as if my mind had been seen through. Yes, I have an indescribable affection for this strange girl.

That day, the girl finally didn't get a haircut. Before leaving, she looked down and stroked her hair and said, "Thank you for the hair." "Well, say' you're welcome' to your hair for me!" As soon as the voice fell, we both laughed.

Xiao Jing is a college student, just a sophomore. She quarreled with her boyfriend that day, and she wanted to get a haircut to change her mood. After that, Xiao Jing often went to the hair salon to find me. She said it was nice talking to me. From the chat, Xiao Jing is not happy with her boyfriend. He is one year older than her, a man of the hour in the school and a seed of affection. She quarreled with him, cried and broke up with him, but he still lost me.

I listened to Xiao Jing and his story, my heart was sour, and I had to wear a smile on my face, patiently enlightening her. Although I love Xiao Jing, I know I don't deserve her. I just intend to bury this love in my heart.

Unequal love encounters encirclement and suppression.

I didn't expect Xiao Jing to take the initiative to confess to me. In July 2005, the school had a summer vacation. Xiaojing didn't go back to his hometown, but stayed in Wuhan to contact the internship unit. One day very late, just after work, I saw Xiao Jing, standing on the corner far away, and the street lamp stretched her thin figure longer.

I'm Zheng, Xiao Jing. Why don't you go in and find me? I hurried forward without waiting to speak. Xiao Jing suddenly jumped into my arms and cried, "Mo Feng, do you like me?" Today, I officially broke up with him. He insisted on going abroad regardless of my feelings. I finally understand that he is too selfish. In his mind, the future is the most important thing. Mo Feng, over the past year or so, I can feel that you like me. Actually, I feel relaxed and happy with you. Better yet, I'll be your girlfriend! "

Happiness came so fast that I almost fainted. I hugged Xiao Jing tightly and solemnly promised her that I would take good care of her in my life and not let her suffer a little injustice.

This kind of unequal love is naturally not blessed by relatives. Xiaojing's parents were furious when they learned that their daughter had fallen in love with a small worker in a shampoo shop and ordered her to break up with me. Xiao Jing, who has always been docile, is extremely determined. She even moved from the school dormitory to my small rental house with only 10 square meter. To this end, parents even threatened to break up relations with her disappointing daughter.

I am very grateful to Xiao Jing for her love and obedience. I try my best to cook good food for her every day, and even I wash my underwear and socks. Although our home is small, it is full of deep love, romance and warmth.

In order to have a bright future with Xiao Jing, I am also working hard. Learn from teachers everywhere and practice your skills hard. Finally, I was able to be independent and quit my job to be a professional hairdresser in a large hairdressing chain.

After graduating from college, my parents hoped Xiaojing could go back to his hometown to work, but in order to stay with me, Xiaojing stayed in Wuhan.

As time went on, our environment began to improve. With exquisite craftsmanship and good reputation, my career in by going up one flight of stairs. The head office sent me to a new store as a manager. I do my duty, go out early and come back late every day, and I am bent on bringing the store's business back on track as soon as possible. I work hard just to let Xiao Jing and I have a better future, but Xiao Jing doesn't support my work. She always complains that I don't care about her and can't spend more time with her. I don't want to be with her all the time, but I'm a man and I don't have a tile to cover my head now. If I don't struggle, how can I support my beloved girl for a day?

Impulse makes bitter wine, and you can only drink it yourself.

In May 2008, Xiao Jing went to attend the wedding of a college classmate. I specially asked for a day off and went with her. The wedding that day was held in a five-star hotel with 50 tables. It's the first time to come to such a high-end hotel, and I feel a little uneasy with a thin red envelope in my hand.

While eating, a man sitting next to me chatted with me. When he heard that I was a barber, he smiled gently: "Dude, you are so lucky. Xiaojing is one of the four flowers in our department. I didn't know how many boys wanted to pursue her at first, but she didn't think of it. Unexpectedly, "I recognized the voice behind the man's words and felt very humiliated, so I fought with him frequently during the dinner and finally got drunk." "Small static gas complained that I lost her face.

I feel the pressure. From June 5438 to October 2008, I mortgaged a two-bedroom apartment with my savings for many years and 50,000 yuan from my parents. My heart is full of guilt. I know it is not easy for parents in rural areas to save money. Although this 50,000 yuan is not much, it is already the best for them.

In September, 2009, I found a decoration company to decorate the house simply, and prepared to marry Xiao Jing. Xiaojing's parents also went to Wuhan to "inspect" our new house, but in the face of my hard-working renovation results, they totally denied it. One minute they said that the living room of the house was too small, and the next they said that the bedroom was not oriented well. I fought back my anger. I know the house is really small, but I tried my best. Over the years, I have been trying to give Xiao Jing a home, but I have paid so much in exchange for their contempt.

In April this year, Xiao Jing and I went to get a marriage certificate, and the wedding was scheduled for May 1. Because of the rush of time, I couldn't book a hotel, so I had to find an unknown restaurant near my new home. I thought that there were not many guests and I didn't have much money at hand, so I only opened six seats.

On the wedding day, my parents-in-law pulled down their faces as soon as they entered the restaurant. They refused to sit with my parents. My mother-in-law even ridiculed my mother in person: "You can't afford a daughter-in-law, so you are single. I have never seen such a shabby wedding. " My parents are almost 70 years old, and my relatives were there, and my face turned red.

I am very angry. When it's my turn to propose a toast, I will walk up to anyone who boos me for drinking. Xiaojing was unhappy and said something to me. After drinking, I raised my hand and slapped her twice. Now, the wedding blew up on the spot, my mother-in-law was so angry that she cursed me, and the two relatives also had friction. Finally, Xiao Jing left with her parents-in-law without changing clothes. The original festive wedding ended in such a mess.

Afterwards, I went to Xiaojing many times and begged her to forgive me and come home with me, but she just said a cold word: divorce. In order to change Xiao Jing's mind, I even took a fruit knife and cut off my little hand, aiming at her to show my determination, but she said, "Mo Feng, you will only make me look down on you even more. Even if you cut off all ten fingers, I won't care about you Your two slaps ruined our feelings over the years and woke me up. I really disagree with you. "

I know, I was wrong. I shouldn't have started playing quiet, but how could she completely deny our feelings over the years because of my impulsive drinking?