Hehe, it has something to do with the growing environment, especially the education I received as a child. So is my girlfriend. She won't stop until she takes the first oath. If others are better than herself, she will be very unhappy. In fact, on the other hand, your personal ability is indeed relatively strong, but your mood is relatively high, and it is not easy to put down your airs. Personally, I think that life will be very tiring.

As for the first place, it has nothing to do with the strongest person. For example, the winner hangs by a thread. Another example is the NBA game, where teams with similar strength have a lot to do with luck. So, relax, everything will be fine.