I used to be an obsessive-compulsive disorder patient. I don't think anyone knows obsessive-compulsive disorder better than we do.
Obsessive-compulsive disorder has been bothering me since high school. At that time, I just wondered why this happened. I feel terrible. Although I tried the power of obsessive-compulsive disorder, I didn't know that I had changed this disease called obsessive-compulsive disorder until I saw an advertisement for treating obsessive-compulsive disorder in the newspaper. The clinical manifestations described above are strikingly consistent with my own situation. Only then did I know that I had this disease, called obsessive-compulsive disorder. Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) But when I went to this hospital hopefully, the high medical expenses really shocked me, but in order to get back the hijacked brain, I still bought medicine for a month, and I didn't take less medicine for a month, but my condition showed no signs of improvement.
During the period, I also got appendicitis and had an operation. Because of postoperative intestinal adhesion and intestinal obstruction, almost once a month, plus obsessive-compulsive disorder. To tell the truth, I really didn't want to live at that time. It is simply too painful, anxious and nervous, and infinite thinking. All this is terrible. ......
Taking medicine at that time was just like eating. I swallowed it in one gulp.
Later, I graduated from high school and studied medicine of obsessive-compulsive disorder. During my college years, I laughed, cried and liked others, but in my inner world, no one ever knew that obsessive-compulsive disorder haunted me almost every day like a ghost. I felt so helpless at that time, not because I didn't want to talk to anyone, but because I was afraid that others would laugh at me and discriminate against me, and even my parents were afraid to dump me. I just told them that I was always dizzy and I really didn't know the way ahead. I have anxiety, compulsion, palpitation, pharyngitis, reflux esophagitis and colitis. To tell you the truth, I didn't think I would live to graduate. .....
I don't know whether I don't deserve to die or whether the devil has temporarily forgotten me. The incredible thing happened. I graduated, not dead. At that time, medical graduates were not so easy to find jobs. I finally found a job, watching others take thousands of dollars' salary, but I have only a few hundred dollars' obsessive-compulsive disorder. My heart is getting more and more scared again, and medical workers have to deal with the reality of society. I will study hard, but I am obsessive-compulsive. How extravagant it is for patients with obsessive-compulsive disorder to calm down and study.
Fortunately, I am a medical student, and I can teach myself Chinese medicine. I know that obsessive-compulsive disorder is mostly caused by depression. Even if it is not caused by depression, there will be some depression under the long-term torture of obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I find that almost all the symptoms of obsessive-compulsive disorder do not exist when I am in a good mood.
Depression in TCM is mainly caused by stagnation of liver qi. At first, I tried several drugs myself. At that time, I often vomited and diarrhea myself, but I didn't give up in order to recover. On the contrary, I work harder because I believe I can do it.
Due to long-term anxiety and tension, stagnation of liver fire will consume body fluids, and at the same time it will hurt qi and blood, leading to mental dystrophy ... Chinese medicine believes that viscera are related, so the treatment of obsessive-compulsive disorder can not be solved simply by soothing the liver and relieving depression or strengthening the heart and strengthening the spleen. In the process of complex lesions, it is necessary to carefully distinguish between primary diseases and secondary diseases. In this way, I have been trying the best drug compatibility method for treating obsessive-compulsive disorder for several years.
In recent years, repeated compatibility with various related Chinese medicines has been unable to have such and such reactions. Gradually, I found that my body has undergone subtle changes. I will definitely push when I encounter problems, but then some problems gradually make me stop pushing.
With the improvement of drug compatibility, there is almost no reaction. Later I fixed the compatibility of these medicines. Although there are still obsessive-compulsive symptoms, it is much less than before. Now my life is very simple, but I am happy and full every day.
I am thirty-four years old, and I haven't taken medicine by myself for a long time. In recent years, I have contacted many patients with obsessive-compulsive disorder in the local area, and it is easier to communicate than any other doctor who treats obsessive-compulsive disorder. I respect them because in my eyes, patients with obsessive-compulsive disorder are particularly smart, and I also summarized some psychotherapy methods because I tried some psychotherapy for obsessive-compulsive disorder at that time.