Illegal cohabitation is not protected by law, and there is nothing we can do here.
For your inhuman so-called boyfriend. You don't need to be nostalgic. Take time to sort out your emotions. Start a new life. You are still young, don't try to die for a man who is not worth it.
And the child you gave away, you must live for him! ! He is the most sad person for your death. Since you brought him into this world, you should be responsible for him. Find him if you can, and treat him well! ! !