As a party activist, I also have my own advantages, such as strong sense of responsibility, caring for the collective, diligent study, strong personality and good self-control. But I still have many shortcomings and problems. First of all, when studying the basic courses of professional knowledge, I feel that I am not very enterprising and have poor initiative, mainly because I can only give consideration to understanding, learn less and think less. Sometimes I retreat when I encounter setbacks, because I have insufficient confidence in myself and always give up learning because of "limited ability". Besides, when things happen, I easily get impatient. I clearly understand that this is actually an irrational performance, and this shortcoming is serious. Serious words will affect many aspects of study and life. I don't think anyone dares to accept a grumpy and impatient person to serve him.