Fortunately, with the help of several fellow villagers, I first found my own place to sleep. A shabby bungalow, with several fellow villagers as neighbors, is somewhat relieved to have them here, which makes me know for the first time in my life how important it is to be a fellow villager outside. Even a word of encouragement warmed my heart ... so, with their help, I first went to a barber shop near the train station as a student ... I was ambivalent and I didn't feel better. After all, this is my first job, and I'm afraid I can't do it well, but I'm thinking that I'm going to learn my craft here and at least have a skill to support myself in the future. This was my initial request and goal, which was very simple ... so I went to work ... but in the next few days, I found that it was really not what I expected. These days, maybe it's because I just came. The boss was very kind to me at first, and he came and went very politely. Every day, he basically doesn't come for a haircut and shampoo. Even if he is afraid to come, he will let customers sit in their seats and ask questions on purpose. Finally, at the end of the conversation, he took the customer to the back room. To tell the truth, it was really stupid. If it were now, a fool could see at a glance what he was doing. But at that time, I really didn't know. Perhaps this is the reason why I didn't understand until I experienced it ... In this way, under the long-term environmental influence, I embarked on the road of becoming a barber, which also laid the groundwork for my next dirty work ... During that time, our hair salon was doing very well, because there were me and several beautiful fellow villagers playing signs in the store, and with our increasingly skilled seduction, the business was really hot, so we used the guise of a beauty salon. ...
In this way, I stayed in this city for a long time, especially in our industry. I know many coal bosses who have money and fever. In fact, to be honest, I think they have nothing but money, including the same dignity as our girls. With money, they can do anything. Until I met this man, a coal boss. To tell the truth, I have received many such people. So at first I never wanted to be his lover or mistress, but later he often came here and was my frequent visitor. Every time he comes, he sneaks me a lot of gifts and money. One day, he said he would marry me ... I smiled bitterly. I thought we were just performing and having fun. Who knew he would take it seriously? It really surprised me. I also know that they have wives, children and families. For such people, divorce is impossible. At first, I refused ... but I know that it is impossible for these people to do what they want, because they have plenty of money and power in this place, and I dare not provoke them for fear that I will lose my job here. On second thought, anyway, I have embarked on such a road of no return, so I would rather give it to him than go to the service shop for so many people ... so I promised him. In this way, he and the hair salon owner took care of things and redeemed me. ...